Chapter 20 Heart
As dusk comes, the river water becomes golden and shimmering. Li Yin looks at the scene of the sun falling, and the fishing rod in his hand is still nothing. The river water does not fluctuate much, it is just the water surface above the fishing float, with some slight ripples.
Li Yin put away the fishing rod. This was rented in the nearby management office. This lake has always been a fishing destination because there are always a large number of fish. In fact, when he was performing the blood word, Li Yin originally vowed that he would never go fishing again in his life. But at this moment, it is an exception.
He still remembers the experience of his mother bringing him fishing when he was a child. At that time, he was also in this lake. Although it had been a long time, that memory was still unforgettable.
Since childhood, my mother was the most beloved only daughter of the Yang family. Moreover, because my grandfather was the eldest son of the family, my mother enjoyed the most luxurious life since she was a child. Several cousins also envied her mother when she was a child.
Is it a blessing or misfortune for my mother to meet her father?
Dad doesn't love his mother. From the beginning, his mother was just a stepping stone to win the throne of Zhengtian Hospital. Although his mother has always been deeply in love with his father, despite this, Dad has never really been moved by his mother. It is still a use of it. In the eyes of that man, there is nothing that cannot be sacrificed, and nothing that cannot be measured by money.
But even such a father, his mother still loves him deeply. She still supports him without regrets. Even though she knows the cold blood in his bones, she always supports him.
After putting away the fishing rod, Li Yin looked at the empty bucket beside him and smiled bitterly.
If he hadn't gone out, entered the community while reading a job-seeking magazine, or entered the alley, he would now be just an ordinary person. He lived a life that was no different from ordinary people, wrote online novels, and spent every ordinary and fulfilling day of his life. It would also be fine, like now, if he occasionally went out to fish and traveled with friends and relatives, he would also meet a good woman in the future to marry her. And his mother wouldn't...
Although, if it weren't for this, I wouldn't have met Midnight, and I wouldn't have maintained such a sad and beautiful despair and sad love with Midnight.
However, if you take a wrong step, you will fall into the abyss that you cannot get out of forever.
Now, he has lost everything. He doesn't want to return to the home of a cold-blooded father, nor does he want to return to the apartment that is no different from hell. He doesn't want to challenge those terrifying blood words, nor does he want to continue wandering in nightmares in today's days. He doesn't want to face these things anymore.
He shook off the fishing rod and kicked the bucket into the lake. Then, his knees fell on the muddy ground, and his hands kept holding on to the soft soil. At this dusk, he felt what real heart death was.
He will never see the sun tomorrow again.
When I left the apartment, it was not dawn. Therefore, if I didn't go back to the apartment, he would die because of this curse before the sun rises tomorrow.
He raised his head and looked at the setting sun that burned the sky into a fiery red color, the endless golden lake, the occasionally flying birds, the shadowy forests on the other side, and the layers of mountains in the distance.
He wanted to completely imprint that scene into his mind.
Tears broke through the dam again and kept falling on the palm of your hand. I wanted to live, but I couldn't. Even if I could still see the light of this world, there was always night in Li Yin's world.
I really want to continue to live in this world, I really want to live...
But, how to survive?
In this world, how to survive...how to survive...
His hands were deeply embedded in the soil, and tears had soaked his clothes. His heart seemed to be constantly torn apart and cut into countless pieces. Then, he raised his head and roared wildly towards the sky!
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
He didn't stop until Li Yin's voice was almost hoarse.
No matter how much you hate that apartment, you can't think of any way to cause any harm to that apartment. It is impossible to publicly expose the existence of the apartment to the public. Even the judiciary can be manipulated, let alone public opinion? Besides, even the state forces cannot do anything to the apartment. The secular power has no way to curse the apartment.
In the two years since entering the apartment, Li Yin has conducted countless investigations, and has learned about the birth of the apartment, the cause of the curse, and the root of the execution location of the blood-word. He has viewed many religious books and some supernatural rumors. Even so, no matter from the perspective of religion, psychology or mystery, it is impossible to truly analyze the apartment. For why the residents have to execute these ten blood-word instructions? Why do the terrifying supernatural phenomena occur in the execution location of those blood-words? What exactly is the Demon King who appears once every fifty years?
There are so many mysteries behind the apartment that I can’t count them.
But in the end, they all got nothing. Li Yin could only conclude that executing the blood-word instructions was the only way to leave the apartment. There was no other way for residents to get a way to return to the bright world. Even if they were as powerful as a terrible killer like Shangguan Mian, their lives were still at mercy.
Even if you know better than anyone else, how important it is to successfully execute the word "blood" and even if you know it better than anyone else...
He still made a choice at that time.
Erase the blood words three times.
However, although Li Yin didn't want to admit it, and although he was always suppressed, at this moment, especially after the roar just now, he finally discovered something.
In fact, he has been regretting it.
That day, after he talked with Shenyu, Midye was in an extremely dangerous moment. Because he was dependent on Midye's life and death, at that moment, he only had Midye in his mind, and he only wanted to save Midye. With that strong thought, he suppressed his fear, erased his three blood execution records, and exchanged for Midye's life.
But, if it were now, could he still do this?
If he hadn't done that at that time, now, it would be only two times away from the apartment. In that case, perhaps he could reach the peak that residents dream of.
Then, Li Yin finally realized that he actually did not love Midnight as much as he imagined.
He had always regretted it. Although he had forcibly suppressed it, it was always like a thorn in his throat. He convinced himself that if it was for Midnight and for the love in his heart, then the efforts were worth it. He always hoped it like this.
But……
He finally understood at this time. In fact, if he had asked him to make another choice without hesitation, he would not have exchanged blood for midnight.
After all, he is not a silver night, a deep rain, or a person who can live for love and die for love. He is not such a love saint.
Regret.
In the end, he regretted it.
However, even if he regrets, Li Yin can feel a little relieved when he thinks of the smile he showed when he reunited with him after Midnight was rescued.
However, he could no longer see Midye's smile.
He stood up and took steps.
When he stepped into the cold lake, he suddenly felt a sense of relief. The burden that had been pressing on his heart seemed to be lifted, and he could truly gain freedom.
The other foot also stepped into the lake.
Then, he continued to wade, and soon the water flooded his knees.
When the lower body began to completely immerse in the water, Li Yin's expression still did not change at all. He did not look back, although he knew that it would be impossible to continue even if he wanted to turn back.
Keep going, keep moving forward...
It seemed as if the soul began to gradually sink into the bottom of the water...
late at night.
In the apartment lobby, the residents were anxiously waiting for the latest news. Xingchen had just returned, but so far, Li Yin still had no news. Xingchen said that Midye was about to collapse. For the first time, he saw Midye so calm, showing such a sad expression.
Losing Li Yin is probably something more unacceptable to Midye than executing blood words?
At this time, midnight and deep rain were walking on the streets at night. She would fall to the ground after walking a few steps. Her body seemed to be completely limp, and she would fall down after walking a few steps.
"Minye, are you okay?" The deep rain who supported Miye showed a very sympathetic expression and said, "If you continue like this, you will not be able to hold on!"
"Li Yin...Li Yin..." Michelle's hair was messy at this time and her eyes became empty. She was approaching the verge of mental collapse.
If Li Yin cannot come back tomorrow morning, then he will undoubtedly die.
"Shenyu, tell me!" Midye grabbed Shenyu's shoulder tightly and cried: "Is there any way to find him? The hidden rules of the apartment, is there a way to find the location of the residents? Tell me! Please tell me!"
"Sorry, Midnight, no..."
"Why!" Midye suddenly roared with all his might: "Why did you tell him the hidden rule at that time? Do you know what he sacrificed to save me? If it weren't for me, he would only have two blood words left now! Don't you know how important blood words are to residents? Every blood words is a life! Why, why did you do that! Just for your boring humanity experiment, what did you do!"
Midye looked at Shenyu with a few gazes, and Shenyu lowered her head and did not look at Midye's gaze.
No matter how sad you are, time will still pass.
At midnight, Li Yin still didn't come back.
One in the morning, two in the morning, three in the morning...
Midye sat blankly at the door of the apartment, looking at the revolving door of the apartment as if he had turned into an ancient fossil. She seemed to be still looking forward to a miracle that could be seen Li Yin return. Several residents were waiting with her, Yin Ye, Yin Yu, Xingchen, Deep Rain, Shengu Xiaoyezi and others also accompanied her.
At four o'clock in the morning, the cigarette butts at Yin Ye's feet were piled up, and Yin Yu had already poured himself several cups of coffee. Everyone had panda eyes, but they still stared at the door of the apartment.
Li Yin, aren’t you coming back like this?
Midnight, from beginning to end, didn't say a word. Although Yin Yu and Shen Yu kept talking to her, she seemed to have become a doll who couldn't speak, just sitting on a chair, her eyes just staring at the revolving door in front of her.
It's five o'clock.
At this time, except for the deep rain, everyone around Midnight was asleep.
A figure suddenly walked out of the alley opposite the apartment. The figure began to walk towards the door of the apartment.
Midye suddenly had a gleam in his eyes, and she jumped up and rushed towards the revolving door. Shenyu immediately stood up and followed closely behind.
"Li Yin!"
Midye rushed out of the revolving door and looked at Li Yin not far ahead.
"You're back..." Miya covered her face, and she only took one step and almost fell down tremblingly. Fortunately, deep rain supported her.
"Ah," Li Yin walked towards Midye and came to her.
He's back anyway.
I came back to this apartment.
It's harder to live than to die.
Because I still want to go back, even if it is a road without returning, Li Yin still hopes to see the bright world again.
Even if it is darkness, even if he regrets his choice, he can find it to replace the existence of light.
Looking at Midnight in front of him, Li Yin stepped forward.
Chapter completed!