Chapter 22: Can't Stop

The deep rain is soaking in the bathtub at this moment.

She felt as if her body had been drained, and her soul seemed to be no longer inside.

What is the meaning of my existence in this world? For whom should I live? Am I really a "sinner" who is not accepted by anyone?

Suddenly, she opened her eyes.

"Is it him?"

"Is that dark shadow that I can't draw a man who gave birth to this world? Is it the man who committed human taboos and sins?"

What mentality did that man get born? How did he view himself?

He is the source of all the pain he brings to himself, but without that man, she would not exist in this world. This is a paradox, so hating him and denying him is equivalent to denying his existence.

When Li Yin chose to sacrifice three times of blood to save Ying Ziye, he caused Shenyu's long-term persistence to collapse.

Is there really anyone in this world who loves someone to this point?

Min hates her, and everyone in this world regards her as a heresy and discriminates against, dislikes, or ridicules her. Even if there are people who sympathize with her, they are just standing on the moral high ground and gaining self-satisfaction.

Murong Shen is the only one who truly recognizes her, appreciates her, and treats her as a normal person.

It's just that person...

Deep rain suddenly hoped to meet her biological father. Does he need himself? Do he love himself? Do he regret it when he was born in this world?

But the man is dead.

She remembered that his name was Pu Miling. This was what Min told her.

However, even if he was dead, at least, he wanted to understand how the man viewed him. She could roughly judge something from Min's words during her lifetime.

Her father hoped that she could be born. He was even very happy that she could be born.

He did not hate himself, but looked forward to the person he was born. In other words, he may be the person who truly loved him in this world.

She hopes to know about her father's past and everything she has to do with him. If that man is really the only person who has loved her and the only person who has expected her to be born, then...

After Axin served her to put on her clothes, she sat in a wheelchair and came to the front of the mirror.

In fact, if her legs continue to be treated, there is still hope to stand up. Murong Shen also had a few checks for her and said that she had hope of walking again after receiving regular treatment, but the money spent is naturally not a small amount.

However, Shenyu didn't care whether she could stand up again.

She looked at herself in the mirror and seemed to understand something.

"Li Yin... Does that man really love Ying Ziye that much? If you love someone, you can forget everything, can you really make such a great sacrifice? Then, will someone give me such love?"

Deep Rain, I really hope to get the answer to this question.

"Love or hate are just two sides of the mirror."

This is a novel she likes very much, the lines in "Bullets Flying". The author describes the love, hate, and love between people in the era of war.

Murong Shen's face kept twisting, his eyes full of horrifying anger: "That interesting experiment can allow us to see the beautiful side of human beings! Thinking of the scene when Xia Xiaomei had to kill her beloved in order to survive, I felt so happy just thinking about it! This is even more enjoyable than dissecting countless women's corpses..."

Then, he grabbed the deep rain hard and smashed it to the floor. Then he rode on her body, tore the clothes on her chest, pointed his right index finger on her chest, and said, "You, do you want me to dissect you? Well, your body is so beautiful. Is this the body of the demon son who was born of humans' sin of taboo? What a beautiful body..."

"You... Murong Shen, what are you going to do!" Shenyu suddenly became frightened. Her legs could not walk. If Murong Shen wanted to kill her, she would have no way to resist!

"Axin, Axin, help! Help!"

The maid A Xin slowly came to the living room, but she looked at the two of them calmly and said, "Master, are you going to join her?"

"Axin, you came just right, hold her hand!"

The clothes on his chest were completely pulled open, and Murong Shen looked excited and his lower body immediately reacted.

A Xin came over and pressed down Shenyu's hands according to Murong Shen's instructions.

"You said you want to find your own meaning of survival?" Murong Shen leaned down and said, "You are the son of the demon. You live to let humans show their true beauty! You just need to remember that you are the most beautiful, which is enough! In our world, you are the most beautiful! How can you stop this experiment? The reason why I don't kill anyone is to see them killing each other because of you!"

"Axin... what is your relationship with you?" Shenyu suddenly remembered that Axin was introduced by Murong Shen.

Could it be that like this person, they are all perverts? She just called Murong Shen "Master"?

Murong Shen did not answer her directly, but said, "You are not allowed to stop, and you must never stop! Do you understand? You can only live to make human beings sinful, you can only live to show your beauty! Do you have to give up such a beautiful experiment just because of Li Yin alone? Do you think our determination is nothing more than that? Remember, you cannot give up! Otherwise, I will dissect your body with my own hands!"

"Ah, master." A Xin said, "Why might you just dissect her? Dissecting a living person is also a very interesting thing. I also want to see how you dissect a living person..."

Crazy...

Deep Rain felt very trembling, both of them were perverts!

"Ah, what a beautiful body! I can't help it anymore, I can't help but want to dissect you!" Murong Shen Shen felt extremely terrible. Will she really die here?

"I, I get it!" Shenyu had to surrender to this pervert: "I will continue! Continue this experiment! Do what you said! Please, please don't kill me!"

"Hmm? Really, aren't you lying to me?" Murong Shen continued to smile and said, "Axin will keep monitoring you. If you dare to stop, then... I will dissect you alive! Well, the first knife starts from here..."

The maid A Xin, who was beside him, smiled at the moment, lowered her head, stared at Shenyu with her eyes tightly, and said, "Have you heard what the master said? If you dare to act against the master's wishes, then you will be dissected. Well, I really want to see what your beautiful body looks like after being dismembered. It must be very beautiful, yes, it must be true."

"Okay, A Xin, let her go." Murong Shen let go of his hand and said, "Shenyu, remember what you said. This is my agreement with you. I was really sorry just now, did you scare you? It's okay, come and put on your clothes. I'm so good..."

"Did you let Axin monitor me from the beginning?" Shenyu covered her chest with both hands and said to Murong Shen: "What did you think of me from the beginning?"

"Ah? Of course it is a work of art, or a collection."

"Have you...n't you ever loved me?" Shenyu suddenly burst into tears: "Have you ever treated me as a 'person'?"

"Man?" Murong Shen looked at the rain as if he had heard something amazing and said, "Haha, isn't it? For me, people only have works of art and flaws. When I first saw your photo and knew the blood you were bleeding, I fell in love with you. Ah, I really want to invade your body, do you know? I want to do it with you more than once, thinking that I can have a woman born with such a beautiful body, and I feel so happy! Even Ah Xin can't make me so satisfied!"

A Xin is a woman Murong Shen met on a perverted forum before. She is a person with extremely serious masochism symptoms. She was assigned by Murong Shen to monitor Shenyu.

"You...Murong Shen, you...you are so pervert!"

Suddenly Axin ran up and grabbed her hair, pressed her hard on the floor, and roared: "You dare to insult your master? You bitch! Look at me..."

"Don't do this." Murong Shen said, "Let go, A Xin. Deep Rain, I'm still eager to obtain your body. But now, it's not the time. I want you to fall further, contaminate more blood, release greater evil, and you will become more beautiful. At that time, when I invade you, I will have the most wonderful pleasure! Before that, I had to replace A Xin. She is my most loyal slave and will monitor your future words and deeds. By the way, draw the paintings for Bian Xingchen, and then continue to use him... Remember, we are the most beautiful! Waiting for me, ah, I really want to caress you now..."

This perverted and dignified speech made Shenyu truly feel the terrifyingness of Murong Shen!

"You are mine... Remember, Deep Rain, you are mine! You are the most beautiful...work of art!"

Deep Rain finally understood at this time.

Murong Shen didn't love her at all. Because he also regarded himself as filthy and evil, and also regarded her as the son of the devil.

He did not regard her as a person. He just looked at himself with an aesthetic view that was completely inverted from normal people.

Shenyu's body kept trembling, and she secretly swears in her heart that she must kill this man!

You must kill him!

At this time, Bian Xingchen received the call.

He was discussing with Huangfu He and others, and the "unknown call" above immediately let him know who the caller was.

"Hey," he answered the phone, walked to the side, and whispered: "You..."

"I will give you the drawing. But when the blood-word instructions are instructed, you can just bring your phone with you, and I will send you a MMS message. Remember, there will be some places you need to use in the future."
Chapter completed!