Chapter 228: Selfish Arrangements (1)
...From the mysterious appearance of Xu Changqing and others, Sheng Qing and Jiang's attention was Sihuang Emei and they. She had lived in Tianjin for a long time and naturally knew Long Jinbao, and was also surprised that the actual ruler in the Zhili area would become Xu Changqing's disciple. The subsequent chaos made her realize that the reason why the guests were so disobedient was definitely related to Long Jinbao and others, so she walked forward and asked Chen Zhenshan who was standing there: "Is Changqing leading you here to destroy the biggest thing in his daughter's life?"
"Sister Qingping, this is not about Anma and me. It's all done by Senior Brother Long." Chen Zhenshan shrugged his shoulders and looked helpless. I sold Long Jinbao without hesitation. Without waiting for Sheng Qingping to ask other questions, he pulled Andy towards the bride at the end of the church corridor in the name of looking at the bride.
Seeing Chen Zhenshan, who was nearly fifty years old, in front of her, Sheng Qingping couldn't help but smile and shook her head, then returned to her usual mood, and ordered the servants to help the guests who had lost their composure to other empty rooms, and then ordered people to get some clothes to change them. After everything was done, she would not replace the male hosts of the two families and receive guests in the church. When talking to the guests, her eyes always looked at the side room where Xu Changqing and Dong Zhenyu walked into with some concern.
In that room, the conversation that made Sheng Qingping worried had not yet appeared. After coming in for a while, Dong Zhenyu didn't even speak. He was just looking at Xu Changqing, as if he was organizing language. Xu Changqing didn't speak, and sat on the wooden chair in the room and looked at Dong Zhenyu.
It was not until the noise that became louder outside the door came in that Dong Zhenyu took a deep breath, as if he had to muster up his courage, and asked Xu Changqing: "Will you take Qingping away this time?"
Xu Changqi was stunned and asked back, "Why do you think so?"
"What else can I think?" Dong Zhenyu said in a little shameful and unwilling to care about Xu Changqing's ability and identity. He said bluntly: "In Qing Jiang's heart, I am always just a substitute for you. Although we have been a couple for thirty years, I know that Qing Luo has never loved me. She just treats me as a harbor to rely on. But I was not unhappy. I know that I am far from her husband in her mind, and I am not worthy of her at all, so I dare not ask for anything, as long as she can stay by my side. The reason why I am willing to give up everything in China and come to the foreign country of the United States to start from scratch is to avoid everything related to you. Only in this way will Qing Ping belong to me alone."
Xu Changqing could feel Dong Zhenyu's entangled mood and sighed softly. He said, "You actually have no need to do this."
"It's true that there is no need to do this, and it's useless to do it." Dong Zhenyu's expression of excitement just now suddenly calmed down again. He sat on the sofa with a gaze and said, "But I didn't expect that fate was always so wonderful. Even if I came here, I still couldn't cut off your connection. Since I learned that you appeared in San Francisco and would attend Guanqing's wedding, Qingping couldn't calm down. Although she said it was because of Guanqing, because of me, but actually because of you. Yesterday, she said it was because of Guanqing, because of me, but because of you.
When she went out to see you, I stood by the window of the study and watched her leave by car. I didn't stop her. And I knew it was useless to stop her. I could only wait, I could only wait, I could only wait for her to come back. After midnight, she came back. When she came back, she became so young, so beautiful, with such a happy expression on her face, and I had never seen that radiant look in thirty years. All this change was just because I went to see you, and I felt that I might lose her, I."
"You won't lose anything." Xu Changqing shook his head and interrupted Dong Zhenyu's words, and then said calmly and bluntly: "To be honest, I really wanted to leave with Lianxin last night, but unfortunately Lianxin had already made a decision before I spoke." A hint of regret flashed in Xu Changqing's eyes, and he turned to look at the wall beside him. His eyes seemed to penetrate the wall, and fell on Sheng Qingping outside, saying: "Her decision is right. We are all past the age of being voluntary and moving as we please.
There are too many people and things in the world that form a net of concern, an unavoidable wall that drags our footsteps and blocks us from approaching. I am an extremely selfish person. I can do whatever I want to achieve my wish. As long as I am willing, even if the heaven and earth are destroyed, I cannot stop me. But Lianxin is not like me. She is always just a mortal. Last night, I knew that as long as I spoke, Lianxin would definitely leave me, but in the end I chose to remain silent and respect her decision. This is what I owe her."
"Her decision?" Dong Zhenyu didn't understand Xu Changqing's words for a while, but soon he woke up, stepped forward with excitement and grabbed Xu Changqing's hand, and said, "You mean Qingping chose to stay for me. She would have done that yesterday for me?" As he said that, he clenched his fists and walked around the room, ecstatically: "I knew, I knew, I knew that I had not been in vain for these thirty years. Qing Jiang had me in his heart, and she was in my heart."
Looking at Dong Zhenyu in front of him, Xu Changqing suddenly felt a little pitiful to this person. He felt that the purpose of his life was to become a substitute for himself. He knew that his wife loved deeply loved others and his feelings for him were only friendship and responsibilities accumulated over the years, but he could not make any changes. He could only wait for others' alms like a beggar, and even a little sign of giving could make him so happy. It was really sad and pitiful. Therefore, Xu Changqing did not intend to tell the truth about his self-righteous speculation and let him live in an illusion. It was better than enduring the blows of reality.
Xu Changqing stood up and walked out of the room without disturbing Dong Zhenyu, who was being blinded by joy. At this time, Sheng Qingping, who had been paying attention to this room, immediately escaped from the many guests and walked to Xu Changqing. She asked anxiously: "What have you talked about in it?"
"What do you think we will talk about in it?" Xu Changqing said with a smile at Sheng Qingping, who was a little nervous.
"Did you have any of the incident last night?" Sheng Qing and Jiang asked in a low voice, but several guests who came up interrupted her.
Xu Changqing didn't like anyone approaching them, so he raised his hand and made a blocking gesture. An invisible force immediately surrounded them. Anyone who approached would be affected by this force, and he changed his mind inexplicably and turned to other places. Then, Xu Changqing truthfully told Sheng Qingjiang what they had just talked to Sheng Qing and Jiang. After hearing this, Sheng Qingping couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, looking at the room, with a hint of shame in her eyes, and murmured to herself: "I'm really sorry for him! We shouldn't have done it last night."
Chapter completed!