Today is the 20th day of the five consecutive updates of the challenge!

Before I knew it, it was already the 20th day!

It seems like it can really challenge for a month? or more?

Although it is very hard, my brain, my liver, and my waist are all resisting to continue to do this recklessly, but I can't relax my mouth and don't want to relax... The waste paper is very clear. If the mouth is loose, it will be difficult to lift it again.

After all, waste paper is already thirty years old, but it is still thirty years old who has been sitting for a long time. The number of words that could easily be achieved at the age of twenty is like rushing to the battlefield every day for today's waste paper.

I once imagined a day and a week to get a high-quality product.

Now it seems to be getting farther and farther away!

There are rumors in the world that many bigwigs who are moving forward have achieved the subscription takeoff through continuous updates.

I dare not seek to compare waste paper, I only ask for one... without any regrets.

Perhaps when I look back at a certain period, I dare to say something... I have tried my best. Waste Paper is not ashamed of all the book friends who support Waste Paper. At least I dare to work hard, but I can work hard.

Now, waste paper has lowered its requirements, and I only hope to make an average order of more than 2,000 yuan this month, and I can still count on high-quality products in three months.

If it doesn’t work, don’t expect it in the future!

Waste paper is very dull and stupid, not good at socializing, not good at ease, not understanding what market conditions are, not knowing what regular changes are, or in other words, writing novels has occupied nearly 80% of waste paper's energy and brain, and the rest is left to family members. As for friends, for ten years, friends of waste paper have already gradually drifted away, and in the lonely world, they have become self-righteous lonely people.

Is it pitiful? Not pitiful! You can even use the word "deserve" to make the simplest statement.

After seeing the above passage, the waste paper is even clear, and some people have something to say.

Some people want to stand on a moral point and provide some life education on waste paper. It may be even more spicy and mercilessly ridiculed.

But is life teaching good?

I can't live as I imagined in my own thoughts, but how can I live as an ideal and pure state in reality?

After ten years of typing, I have gone through many detours and suffered a lot of boredom. I know the hardships of this industry and the secrets, but I am still willing to abide by some of the original intentions of a writer.

However, this original intention may collapse tomorrow.

So, is it because I write too badly or if it is five updates every day that is not enough to impress everyone!

I am not trying to get everyone's kind guidance. There are many reasons. The waste paper is very transparent and understands very well, but there are four big words in front of me, "Powerless".

Some books are written by others but cannot be written by others. Some ways others can walk, but they cannot be written by others. Some ways others can do, but they cannot be written by others.

Some books, waste paper, must be written in this way.

Just like a company, there are many positions.

Some people easily get high salaries, while others work diligently, but they can only make three meals of food and clothing.

It seems different, but it is actually no different.

Each life has its own opportunities, choices, and luck.

A road has been planned in the dark, some people have stepped on the fast lane, and some people have wade through the muddy winding road.

Waste paper is just a small town. My parents rely on small catering to help me raise ordinary people who have grown up. They stumbled all the way, their faces were covered in black and wounds, but in the end they had just spent their youth.

I once wrote three books in three years, only asking for an A-level contract, and I once wrote more than three million words in one and a half years, and got less than 30,000 yuan, but I was ecstatic. I once lived through the most powerless years with my mother's minimum living allowance, and I also missed many experiences and excitement that life might have because of my empty pockets.

The ambitions and bold statements I made when I was a young man are now only a piece of white and gray. The guy who was passionate about writing in the book has already gone further and his mind is gradually getting darker.

Now... all he wants is to support his family.

Life is so difficult, so how free and easy it is written in novels?

Sometimes the most exhausting thing is not to exhaust your energy day by day, and then sit in a chair like a fool, for one or two hours. The brain is in chaos, and even forgets when years and months are gone. But when you know that your efforts may be useless, or like a joke... the confusion and absurdity after surging sadness and anger.

I don't think this is a reality that cannot be faced.

Because in reality, there may be many guys like me...

In a fast-paced society, the successes and excitement promoted actually have nothing to do with us.

We are just living hard and then trying our best.

Writing is always confused by the authorities. Although the bystanders are clear, they are hard to adjust. There are many different opinions. Some are kind-hearted, and some are not necessarily the case. Therefore, most of the time, waste paper can only rely on its own experience to judge how to continue.

I am thinking, but I must let go of my thinking.

I dilute my own existence in the words, but find that words without self do not belong to the realm that I can invade.

Those things that may have shined in me may no longer be popular. They are only suitable to become a shallow trace in the past, and are pulled out from time to time and as props, stinging me.

I struggled hard, trying to break out of one direction, but I knew clearly that it was the same in all directions and it was the same as it was.

Some people say... There is light in front of you, and you can walk very quickly with the light.

But behind the light, there are too many people chasing, but I can't squeeze behind the light.

When the sky is not in time, the sun and the moon are not in light, and the earth is not in time, and the plants and trees are not in a good way. Sometimes we have to admit that hard work and ability only account for three points, and the remaining seven points... What is the dependence?

Waste paper always remembers that I met someone unexpectedly in the elevator.

In the small elevator, there were only two people speechless.

When the elevator is open.

He walked out of the elevator and went to the clouds, while the waste paper still stayed in place.

That year, waste paper was 25 or 6, and it was more than three years after graduating from university.

That year he was just a freshman year and had just entered college, and his youth was full of energy.

It has been six or seven years since waste paper entered the industry, and he has only been in the industry for a few months.

He may not remember me anymore, but I still remember him.

So waste paper accepts fate.

There are a lot of complaints and a lot of nonsense.

Don’t blame me when I see it, don’t blame me when I see it!

If you subscribe, you can give it if you can, but it is useless to ask for it.

As for rewards, if there is, if there is, if there is no, if there is no, it will be encouraged.

As for monthly tickets, recommended tickets... you can't be on the list, you can use it for an egg.

But if you are polite, you have to ask for something.

Finally, I wish you all a wonderful life, a smooth life, and no regrets in life.

In this way, waste paper thanks you for your love and support!

When writing, how long can you write?

If you can’t write, you will go to sell skewers and set up street stalls. If you have better luck, see if you can collect a few children and teach them to write essays...

Life is wasted ideals.

I hope everyone will cherish it all!

Thank you everyone!

There are four updates today.

Waste paper has breakfast and continue!
Chapter completed!