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Xia Xue also looked at Zhang Yifu, who was not very clear. The man in front of her could always see through him at a glance.
After a moment, she nodded without explaining.
Zhang Yifu sighed softly: "Is this your father's idea, or your own?"
"If you firmly object..."
Zhang Yifu held Xia Xue's hand, put down his previous toughness, and asked softly: "I just want to know if you want to go by yourself."
Xia Xue was stunned for a moment and finally nodded again: "Anyway, I am always excluded. Compared to the emptiness that is alone, it is better to mix up the water."
"Haha, it's good to say that the water is mixed. There are many people preparing to stir the water in the pond." Zhang Yifu paused and asked again, "After so long, have you figured out clearly and what do you want?"
"A power power country?"
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"Just kidding, look at you, I won't say these illusory words." Xia Xue covered her face and smiled, looked at Zhang Yifu, felt his warmth, and sighed softly: "I have always been excluded. I have long been used to it, and I don't plan to change it. Saying hypocritical words to please others will not bring me happiness, and I don't need to live on such superficial emotions."
"I knew this a long time ago and understood it very well." Zhang Yifu nodded, "I have been sure and accepted this long ago. You have the capital to not be hypocritical. You have the capital to be true forever, and you have the capital to be an unpleasant person. I envy you, and I hope you will always be like this."
After hearing this, Xia Xue's eyebrows were quite moved.
Perhaps most girls will only show such an expression when they hear "I love you forever", a vow that most people cannot fulfill forever, and anyone with a tongue can say it.
But what Zhang Yifu said was something that only Zhang Yifu could say, and only Xia Xue could hear it.
When a person is still a child, he will say whatever he thinks, maybe childish, maybe wrong, but that is true. Express his own heart through language and interpret what a person is originally good at the beginning.
And when these children meet more people, experience more things, and continue to grow up through success, praise, setbacks and lies, they will find that expressing their true self is not a good thing, so everyone puts on masks and changes with the situation.
Xia Xue didn't. She always believed in her own ideas. It is admirable to stick to truth and faith, but when you insist on doing this too much, it will make people feel harsh and mean. For example, her colleague went to a high-end hair salon and perm her head and asked her if she looked good, she would directly deny it. Telling the other person that perm her head would only make her look fatter and older.
Over time, not many people were willing to communicate with her anymore, and they claimed to be noble. The arrogant hat was tightly held on her head. Subjectively, she never wanted to offend anyone, she just wanted to tell you the truth.
Xia Xue knew the consequences of this behavioral style more than ten years ago. She didn't care about it. After joining the work, the consequences are no longer as simple as being isolated in the school. This will ruin the future and have no power to turn things around in the complex situation. Does she have ambition? Some are just that the overly strong self-esteem has never compromised.
Now, Zhang Yifu affirmed all this. This is much more important than I love you for ten thousand years.
"What's wrong with you..." Zhang Yifu looked at Xia Xue's eyes and turned red. He didn't plan to say anything touching, he just made the matter a matter... It seemed that it had tons of critical impacts!
"It's okay..." Xia Xue wiped her eyes and murmured, "My dad...my sister, including my mom, has never been sure about this. They have always wanted to correct me."
"There are too many beauties in the world who are sweet-mouthed and stingy. Where can you find such a slutty and slutty girl?"
Xia Xue giggled: "There are many women with swear words and vicious hearts, right?"
"Not many, but they are not as reasonable as you! They are not as clean and moist as you!"
"Just say a few words, I'm not in a regular shape again." Xia Xue wiped her eyes and snorted lightly.
Zhang Yifu rubbed his hands and asked, "Okay, I'm really curious to see that you have found your life goal. What can make you leave your hometown and go to a hot place that is terrible and be excluded!"
"It's not as noble as you think, it's very simple." Xia Xue raised her breath and said slowly, "Have you ever encountered such a situation? The leader decides something that you think is obviously wrong, but you point it out, but it's useless."
"I have encountered it, but I will definitely not point it out..." Zhang Yifu smiled awkwardly.
"You did the right thing, and I won't point it out now." Xia Xue sighed, "There are many similar things, including workflow, accident handling, and even the table and chair configuration of the duty room. Everything is full of unreasonable things, but no one corrects them."
"Maybe that's just reasonable, maybe only you think it's unreasonable?" Zhang Yifu asked back:
"Yes, I think it's very likely that this is the case over time. It's very likely that I have a problem, so I started to try to correct it."
"What's the result?"
Xia Xue's mouth fell: "I don't have the right to correct it... I have to agree to anything."
"so……"
"So since it's useless, just take action." Xia Xue's lips slowly raised again, "Since everyone doesn't like to listen to me, then I will talk less, do more, implement my own ideas, and correct what I think is wrong, otherwise I will be scolded and will only mock the resentful woman who will mock the current situation."
"Are you sure that you can ensure that things will develop according to your ideas after going to northern Hubei?"
"Of course not, what I can be sure of is that most things will not follow my ideas." Xia Xue smiled indifferently, "But isn't this the world? We don't know what will happen to Sanxi. We all stick to our ideas until it is completed, until it is put into production, until it becomes an eternal achievement or has a decency for thousands of years, and we will not know whether we are right. What did Marc Si say? - Practice is the only criterion for testing truth."
"This test process...is not very fun."
"But without testing, I will never know whether I am right or wrong. Maybe I will really become a resentful woman."
I'll tell me, the resentment version of Xia Xue, what a bloody existence that should be. Just think of Xia Jimin who was ill back then.
Chapter completed!