Tsk, then how boring your life is.” Xiao Shitou said.

"There's no way, I used to it. I wanted to have a good entertainment, have a girlfriend, get off work on time and on time every day, and then go to the movies. However, the conditions did not allow it, and I couldn't do it at that time."

"You can always do it." Xiao Shitou insisted on his point of view.

"Do?" Zheng Ren rarely expressed his true emotions. His expression was a little angry and said, "I will take care of the heaviest and most difficult patients. Many times I cannot leave the ward for 24 hours. There is an emergency surgery, and no matter when, I will call me from home."

Speaking of this, Zheng Ren realized that he was emotionally wrong. He tried to cover his face with his hands, rubbing it a few times as if he was rubbing Xiao Shitou's face.

Then a face full of smile appeared in front of me, still honest and simple, as if it was a mask.

"You may be thinking, it's a good thing to have surgery, why am I unhappy? Let's put it this way, I was called to the hospital in the middle of the night, just being a second aid. I didn't even let me sew the skin, so I could only cut the thread." Zheng Ren said calmly.

"The most profound time in my memory was that there were no patients in the ward at New Year's Eve. I went to a barbecue restaurant by myself... The restaurant was called tycoon small skewers. If I had time, I would take you to eat. I went to a barbecue meal by myself, and I also ordered a meal of sausage in luxury."

"After eating, I bought some fireworks and stood in a corner of the community where no one was set. The fireworks are so beautiful, especially when there were very few stars in Haicheng that day. I was very happy to watch the fireworks bloom under the stars."

"I thought at that time that people said they were as lonely as fireworks. But fireworks were not lonely, they were very lively, very... good-looking."

Zheng Ren's mouth is relatively clumsy, and it is already awesome to describe it in a good way, although he knows countless gorgeous words.

But no matter what, there is no way to compare the word "beautiful" and there is no vocabulary to replace the word "happy".

"Will a person be lonely?" Xiao Shitou asked.

"I'm so lonely that I don't feel that I'm used to it?" Zheng Ren said with a smile. "I was woken up by the phone at 12:16 am that night. I was used to it at that time, but I felt a little angry at the only time when the quiet joy was disturbed."

"I was called to the hospital because of a car accident. I was called to the stage. I was still a Nishuo, still a hook, and still didn't let me do anything." Zheng Ren said calmly, "I know what Director Liu and the hospital were thinking about at that time, but it was too dark, so I won't tell you."

"Haha, I know if you don't say it."

"So, I developed a habit at that time." Zheng Ren said, "The Internet is fast and very happy. The protagonist can always do things that ordinary people cannot do. Even if there is a problem with the logic, the truth is often unlogical. No matter how you look at it, the Internet is more reliable."

"What happened later?"

"Later, it was the operation I mentioned. Then I went to the emergency department and formed an emergency ward with the support of Director Pan. I beat Director Liu head-on." Zheng Ren said, "Director Kong from 912 asked me to go to the imperial capital at the time. I didn't agree at the beginning. Do you know why?"

"Because you didn't run your original department terrible." Xiao Shitou said.

This child is indeed so smart, Zheng Ren smiled.

"Yes." Zheng Ren said, "Making money is not the meaning of life at all. I just wanted to grab Director Liu and Mr. Cen's neck and ask them why they didn't even let me sew the skin; why did the two of them have to go to me for the surgery they could do; why did some people live closer to me, but never look for others, and they always take me out of the bed."

"You succeeded."

"You can say that, but when you succeed, you don't feel like you're happy. You know, if you recover from illness, you won't feel so happy. It's a long process. You put all your efforts into every day, and every detail will definitely not be like competitive sports, and you will soon have results."

"So, you won't feel so happy when you have the ending. It's natural, probably that's what it means."

"This is also one of the reasons why everyone likes competitive sports." Xiao Shitou said.

"Yes, the harder it is to get in daily life, the happier and happy it is." Zheng Ren smiled, "Later, I went to 912 and started another Nobel Prize project. Then, by chance, I won the Nobel Prize and met some so-called big names."

"This is my story, is it boring, right? When I saw you, I thought it was difficult for you, just as difficult as I used to be."

"There is no easy thing in this world."

Xiao Shitou blinked and whispered: "Yes, so it's really hard for me, but no matter how difficult it is, I won't give up. If conditions permit."

“There is no problem with the conditions.”

"I believe you, don't force me." Xiao Shitou closed his eyes again. It had already consumed most of his physical strength when he heard Zheng Ren's "storytelling" just now. He was a little tired at this time.

But despite being tired, he still tends to communicate.

Being alone is too lonely.

"I know that doing this kind of diagnosis and treatment costs every day like flowing water." Xiao Shitou said softly.

"It's okay, your treatment now doesn't cost money, it's just favors."

"Well, I won't ask that much." Xiao Shitou said, "I vaguely remember that you asked me a lot of questions when I used a ventilator to assist my breathing."

"Can you hear it?"

"I was like floating in the boundless universe at that time. I could hear a little occasionally, maybe it was when the concentration of the drug decreased." Xiao Shitou said, "I have been thinking about the meaning of life you mentioned."

"Don't think so much, if you think too much, you won't be long."

Zheng Ren smiled and touched Xiao Shitou's head with his hands.

Xiao Shitou wanted to avoid it, but he had no strength at all and had his eyes closed, so he couldn't hide at all.

"Don't resist so much? I have touched it many times when you use a ventilator to assist your breathing." Zheng Ren said with a smile.

"Tsk." Xiao Shitou said contemptly, "I thought about it for a long time, and finally I had an idea - don't ask what the meaning of living is, living itself is the meaning."

Zheng Ren was stunned for a moment.

Is that true?

"Brother, I'm really tired this time and want to sleep for a while." Xiao Shitou murmured, "You're welcome."

"Go to sleep."

Zheng Ren stood up and was about to leave, but saw that Xiao Shitou did not fall asleep directly, but opened his eyes and raised his hand hard. The dry little hand clenched into a fist, slightly taller than his body, and trembled slightly.

With his right hand clenched, Zheng Ren hit his fist with his fist.

"come on!"
Chapter completed!