Countless eyes looked at Zheng Ren in unknown places, light or dark, but he didn't feel it.

Life is like this, and the progress of the four phase of the world is accumulating little by little. Although it seems that there is not enough time to complete it now, if we look at it from the perspective of acceleration, Zheng Ren is still full of confidence.

Time is like flowing water, day by day, month by month, year by year, never stopping every year.

Zheng Ren completed various surgeries without any turmoil, while others' lives were not as peaceful.

Bu Ruotian's combined pancreatic and duodenectomy has been completed for nine months. After three re-examinations, no signs of tumor tissue metastasis were found.

It is said that this is a good thing, but Bu Ruotian always doubts whether the doctor and Bu Li colluded with each other to conceal the examination results; or tampered with the test form and deceived himself.

But I couldn't know the truth, so I was so happy that I couldn't get up until the day when I couldn't get up. This day didn't seem to be very far away.

This is a very tangled thing. There are terrifying things between life and death. Few people can really see through life and death.

Bu Ruotian is such a person.

The strength and shrewdness of the past are now only suspicious.

One day after the operation, he began to hear a voice talking in his ear, and he would say whatever he thought in his heart.

The existence inexplicably is like being proficient in the legendary mind reading technique, even Bu Ruotian can "read" it no matter how subtle the thoughts are.

Sometimes Bu Ruotian heard the "person" talking to him, and he didn't remember what he was saying. After thinking carefully, he realized what he was thinking just now.

This happens frequently, and the voice seems to know yourself better than you.

Bu Ruotian is different from a person like Dahuangya. He analyzed it calmly and carefully, without any suspicion of the fact that the inexplicable "person" really exists.

I was suspicious, Bu Ruotian knew clearly.

But after a while, that "person" became more and more excessive. When dealing with company things, the "person" would point fingers and comment in his ears.

"He" told Bu Ruotian what to do and what to do.

Bu Ruotian also analyzed it carefully, and what "man" said makes some sense, but it does not apply most of the time.

It is definitely not the legendary immortal guide, but it is like a cheat to guide you to a golden road.

This time Bu Ruotian was not so calm, he became more and more afraid, and even a little scared. Occasionally he would wonder if someone was really monitoring him.

It's just that things like reading the mind are really hard to understand.

As time goes by, that "person" becomes more and more excessive. Especially after each physical examination, when you look at the physical examination list that has nothing to do, the "person" will loudly mock it, saying that this is a scam, but in fact you are already terminally ill.

After a while, Bu Ruotian discovered that the "person" seemed to be trying to seize his mind!

"He" may be in his own body, or in another latitude, and he wants to be himself!

This is fucking!

He could no longer remain calm.

Bu Ruotian thought of many legends, the most "reasonable" explanation is to seize the body. The ghost will not disperse, and the body will be reborn. Not only do he have to share a body with himself, but he also wants to seize control of this body.

Every time I think of this, Bu Ruotian is extremely terrified.

He tried to make himself not think about it, but the more he didn't think about it, the more things the "people" would talk about in his ears.

Some of them are old past events, and even Bu Ruotian himself doesn't remember them. But when the "person" was told, he felt confused.

He really couldn't stand this torture, so Bu Ruotian did not lose his mind. After calmly analyzing, he decided to go to the hospital for a look.

Haicheng? Impossible. Bu Ruotian went directly to the imperial capital to find doctors from neurology and psychiatry to see a doctor.

After examination by the doctor, he was diagnosed after consultation - paranoid schizophrenia.

The doctor said that the "person" did not exist.

The so-called mind reading technique is a sense of being revealed, which is something that Bu Ruotian subconsciously worried. The doctor did not say too clearly, and did not clearly say that this is what Bu Ruotian fears the most and dared not stimulate him too much.

Hearing that "person" comments on his condition and pointing fingers at his behavior is also a symptom, called commentary auditory hallucination.

As for taking over the body, it does not exist. It is a comprehensive manifestation of compulsory thinking and thinking being taken away, and it is also a symptom of paranoid schizophrenia.

Although Bu Ruotian didn't believe it very much, there was no better explanation.

He prefers the scientific judgment of doctors. After all, even schizophrenia is better than having an inexplicable existence to take over himself.

The doctor prescribed him the medicine and took olanzapine 5mg orally every day.

This is an effective drug for treating schizophrenia. The doctor repeatedly reminded Bu Ruotian not to think about other things. Especially an old doctor at the level of an academician in the neurology department said with certainty that the more you think, the faster you die.

If you want to survive, it implies a physical examination and solve the problem if you have any problems. If you don’t have any problems, live well and don’t think about those messy things.

Bu Ruotian accepted this.

He even went to learn meditation, trying to empty himself and not think about it.

This is a bit of a useful thing. Since taking medicine and meditation, the "person" has spoken less and less frequently, and Bu Ruotian also feels that his mood is getting better.

During this year, the body and spirit suffered a great blow, and Bu Ruotian urgently needed to recover. He did not believe that the doctors in Haicheng and the provincial capital had lived in the imperial capital for the past few months.

He felt at ease when he was closer to the best hospital in the country and the top medical treatment.

The company's affairs were thrown to Bu Li, and Bu Ruotian made a choice between life and money. He meditated every day, while Bu Ruotian was away from the other person, he seemed to feel a trace of the true meaning of life.

Is it really necessary to work hard and wander around all my life? Until now, Bu Ruotian is worried about cracking down on gangsters and eliminating evil, and he is under a special battle.

Perhaps, this is also the fuse of his schizophrenia.

After spending nearly a month of leisurely vacation, Bu Ruotian opened his sleepy eyes one morning and looked at the sunshine and beach outside the window. He suddenly felt that today seemed different.

The field of vision is much smaller and I can't see clearly even if I see things.

Trying to open his eyes, Bu Ruotian was shocked to find that he could not lift his eyelids.

He was shocked. Is there a tumor recurrence or is there something else wrong with it?
Chapter completed!