The sunset sinks, then the sunset. Finally, even the sunset falls into the west. Night begins to fall.

When night fell, Zeng Ping called and said that her godmother had cooked her supper and asked him if she would go home to have dinner. Wang Bo opened his mouth to the microphone, and after a while, he said two words with difficulty, "No."

The sky outside became completely dark, and the windows of the neighbors around them were lit one after another, and their nightlife began.

The room where Wang Bo was located was dim and there was no light. He hid in the shadow of the night, holding the pages of paper written by Sun Li for him in his hand. He read these pages three times, and only after the third time did he confirm something:

Sun Li left him, when he was in high spirits and was about to drive a BMW to Shuangqing.

The memories of the past flow back like a tide.

When was the first meaningful exchange between him and Sun Li in his life? In the National Day show in 1999, Sun Li found him and asked him to release a show. He agreed readily, which surprised Sun Li at that time.

The second time, Sun Li came to ask him about the preparations for the show. This time the chat between the two grew a lot. He saw the helplessness of the girl, the "class honor" that made him feel ashamed. As a result, Wang Bo's impression of the girl who was not very good in the class, who was alone and self-admiring, changed for the first time, from "negative" to positive.

Later, because of rehearsing the show, he had contacted each other many times, but at that time, he focused on pursuing and pleasing Liang Ya from Class 9. He did not pay much attention to Sun Li, the most beautiful girl in the class, until the summer that was about to end a year ago.

"Wang Bo, I... like you."

"... Today, I don't want to wait, nor do I want to hesitate or think about it anymore. I just want to tell you: Wang Bo, I really like you, whether you accept me or not."

On the grass slope by the river, the girl looked straight into his eyes and burst into tears.

The girl, who was one of the top four in all four, became his girlfriend, underground. They began to date and contact him secretly. The girl often came to his house to see him, and she didn't have time to come, and brought him some delicious food. After arriving at his house, she did not treat herself as a guest, wiped the table and mopped the floor, and did whatever she had. After the first discomfort, he took these as a matter of natural order, and had no idea and didn't think about it at all. Sun Li, like him, also came to her clothes and food at home, and rarely worked.

CK, LEVIS, GUESS, REPLAY, BOSS... The girl draped the brand he had only seen before and had never worn on him, and the grade and taste of his clothes began to improve accordingly.

...

Countless memories passed through Wang Bo's mind in this dull night. Unfortunately, they all came too late.

There is no doubt that his efforts to Sun Li and his thoughts on Sun Li should be far less than the other party’s efforts to him. His thoughts on him are as true to Liang Ya and Liang Ya to him.

"Is this God's revenge on me?" In the dark night, Wang Bo blinked and something slipped out of his eyes. He took out his cell phone, pointed at the keyboard, pressing the eleven numbers that were remembered in the depths of his mind.

"The phone number you called is turned off." The operator's mechanical voice came from the earpiece.

For a moment, Wang Bo wanted to drive to Sun Li's house and asked her father Sun Bingguo for Sun Li's phone number.

But when he thought that he had been dating Sun Li for a year, his relationship was later made public. Even so, he never mentioned to the girl that he had visited her father or mother in person, Wang Bo stopped his urge to go to Sun Li's house.

"In what name and identity do you want Sun Li's phone number?"

Liang Ya's breakup made Wang Bo feel so painful that he felt like the sky was falling apart. Not long ago, Dong Zhen's departure made him feel as if he was in vain. All his efforts were full of fear of the future. In order to escape this fear, he also found a fitness club to torture himself for two months.

Now that Sun Li has left, Wang Bo feels that he should be very painful, but in fact he doesn't feel much pain. Some are just a deep guilt, guilt that when Sun Li is still by his side, he did not do well, and did not fulfill his responsibilities as a boyfriend to her wholeheartedly.

Since ancient times, I have no regrets, but this hatred will last forever.

Are sentimental people destined to be able to get hatred in the end? No matter how hard you work or how you maintain it, will you be confused and see through them in the end, and then leave yourself with endless hatred?

Or are the girls nowadays still too young, too ideal, and too pursuing perfection? Only by entering society and experiencing the baptism of cruel reality can we face reality and seek practical profits, and only know how to "turn a blind eye" and tolerate our passion?

Just like Ma Liting and Fang You?

Even Jiang Mei and Tian Xin?

Wang Bo felt that he was not sure.

Perhaps, while saying that it is good to everyone and wanting to keep everyone by your side, and while pursuing pure love that is passionate, without regrets, and without any impurities, is itself a paradox?

A falsehood?

Wang Bo is still not sure.

But through getting along with Dong Zhen and Sun Li, Wang Bo knew that unless he cut off the relationship with Ma Liting, Fang You, Jiang Mei, Tian Xin and others, let himself be alone and whitewash again, he would no longer have that perfect love that suits his ideal sense.

However, even if he abandons all the women around him and pursues a love that he thinks he is worthy of and deserves others, he will be really happy. Is he really satisfied? After enjoying the kindness of all kinds of girls and women, will he still be with that only partner - even if she is flawless, even if she is indifferent - always feel fresh and never bored?

This seems to be just a self-deception.

Even when he was with Liang Ya, the girl who made him look perfect and the most ideal partner, he was not satisfied. He was also fucking with other girls behind his back, and was complacent and enjoying himself.

"So, I am actually a real person of TM, who is completely fond of the new and old, greedy and lustful, and he still hypocritically wants to have a pure love?! He obviously surrounded by beautiful women, and he still wants the other party to deceive himself, and he is blinded by himself. He doesn't see Mount Tai, and he only has himself in his eyes. How is this possible?" In the night, Wang Bo cursed, feeling indescribable sadness and contempt for himself!

He always felt that although he was not a good person, he was not a bad villain. But when he saw Liang Ya, Dong Zhen, and Sun Li, one of the most proud daughters of heaven, one of the many miles, one of the many miles, being hurt by him and leaving one after another, and he didn't know who the next one was, Wang Bo was in tears.

He saw his insignificance and incompetence, greed and shamelessness.

"If I had a next life, I might be thrown into the eighteenth level of hell." Wang Bo smiled self-deprecatingly.

I don’t know how long I sat there, Wang Bo pulled two soft papers from the paper box on the desk and wiped away the tears on his face. A vague thought arose in his heart, that is, being a bad person can be, but there must be a little bottom line for a bad person and less deceiving. If Dong Zhen and Sun Li chose to be with him, he would clearly tell them that he had other women, they might not have chosen to be with him, but they would not have been hurt by him, and he would not have been as irreversible as he is now.

Wang Bo took out his cell phone and wanted to call Zeng Ping, asking them if they had finished dinner, and if they hadn't finished eating, they would help him keep some and not clean the table.
Chapter completed!