Wang Bo slept in his room, facing up, the lights in the room were turned off, and it was pitch black, but his eyes were wide open. On his body, he felt that he was extremely eager to rest, but in his mind, he had no sleepiness.

The memories related to Wang Jichang flashed back and forth in his mind like a revolving lantern. Wang Bo in his previous life was not willing to think about anything related to Wang Jichang, because most of these memories were not very wonderful and had almost no warmth, which made him feel proud and proud of his stepfather. On the contrary, most of them were lazy, greedy for pleasure, doing things, being foolish, fearing heavy, and being rude to his wife, son, and

A family without a trace of responsibility, the financial situation of the whole family is getting worse and worse. He and his mother have not had a new dress or a pair of new shoes for more than 10 or 20 years. Since junior high school, they can't afford the tuition, even more so in high school, and even more so in college. When the living expenses of classmates around him are generally common in four or five hundred months, he has to only two hundred, and often delay and cannot call him on time, so that his mother has to go back to her parents' home to borrow from his younger brother and sister.

In Wang Bo's impression, since his mother married Wang Jichang and had a stepfather, he has changed from the boy who was still alive and didn't have to worry about the most basic living expenses to a child who started from the fifth grade of elementary school to the end of the entire university, with grades in the class and financial situation in the class. This seriously damaged his self-esteem and self-confidence, and made him still very happy.

Lang, optimistic, he became overly sensitive, overly self-esteem, and overly inferior, speaking, doing things, including chasing women, being timid and lacking confidence. Later, the other party's stubbornness and disobedience, and his own character caused his mother's early death. This directly destroyed his last bit of spiritual sustenance, and became an indirect accomplice in his choice to jump from the senior management of the community to go to another world to pursue his mother's figure.

Therefore, in his previous life, he didn't really want to recall anything related to Wang Jichang, especially after his mother passed away.

Now, at the moment when Wang Jichang passed away, the memories of Wang Jichang became extremely active, clear, concrete, and no longer as disgusting as before. Wang Bo was angry when he thought of it, and felt that he and his mother had been in trouble for eight lifetimes.

He began to feel that even if Wang Jichang was not good or bad, he had his "cute" and "positive" side. For example, he would often encourage Wang Bo to study hard, study hard, and strive to take off the farm skin, and no longer be the second brother of the farmer who was facing the loess. The role model used to encourage him was his brother-in-law, Li Junhua's father, and Li Mingde, who was the director of the credit department of the county Agricultural Bank. His cousin's family was the first city person he had contacted, which made him feel the difference between the city people and the rural people for the first time. The huge difference in living standards was like people from two worlds.

Since he went to his cousin's house, he didn't feel that studying was of any use. He was worth the first place in his life and had the first wish to study hard, get rid of the farmers, and strive to be a city man. There is also a small wish that he would try to find a city girl who is as fashionable, beautiful, and unrustic as his cousin Li Junhua!

For example, although Wang Jichang was lazy and lazy, he was lazy and didn't know how to save money, and he wanted to eat delicious food and drink spicy food for a little money at home, the meat, braised braised vegetables and other things that Wang Bo and his mother often bought were quite luxurious at that time. He always bought them back for the whole family to eat together, and did not hide aside and eat alone, or went to a restaurant with friends.

For example, although Wang Jichang lacks the sense of responsibility as the head of the family, Wang Bo has lived with him for more than ten or twenty years, and he has never beaten him much. In Wang Bo's memory, it seems that he has beaten him once. At other times, he basically uses persuasion and education to his stepson.

Of course, this also has something to do with Wang Bo's appearance of being obedient and sensible, never causing trouble, and often taking the exams and becoming the first in the grade. Wang Jichang, who made parents, is often praised by the class teacher and the teacher. If his grades are off the bottom, and he is often criticized by the class teacher at the parent-teacher meeting, perhaps his ending will be another result.

But no matter what, Wang Jichang did not educate him like many uneducated and ruthless fathers, leaving him with the final dignity. He still expressed his gratitude for this.

Finally, perhaps the most important thing that made Wang Bo hate him. Wang Jichang was quite good to her mother. Although he didn't give her mother any material enjoyment, spiritually, with his favorite words, he would coax a woman's mouth, making her mother willing to follow him wholeheartedly and feel happy even if her living conditions were getting worse. In Wang Bo's memory, her mother and Wang Jichang had been together for more than ten or twenty years, and the two rarely blushed and quarreled, even if there were, about one or two times. Usually, Wang Jichang basically respected her mother as much as a guest, and his mother also let the financial power in the family take charge of her. Although the cash and deposits on the house were rarely more than one thousand yuan in the past ten or twenty years.

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Countless memories, countless faces and voices flashed in Wang Bo's mind, echoed, ups and downs, ups and downs, appearing and disappearing. Thinking about the ups and downs of being with Wang Jichang, the stepfather for two lifetimes, and those scenes that were poor but occasionally happy. For a moment, Wang Bo's thoughts were churning and worried. He only felt that he had been buried in the deepest part of his heart, and had been stubborn for two lifetimes, like ice, and never forgiven, slowly, silently softened and melted.

As the hard block melted, countless bad things that were originally very clear, the impressions and memories that were unbearable to memories gradually became vague.

From receiving the news of Wang Jichang's death to now, he has never shed tears. At this time, thinking about the past, his emotions surged, and his eyes still couldn't help but become wet.

"Old man, although you are not a father worthy of my respect, responsible, responsible, and responsible. In my previous life, I even let my family die, but... forget it, forgive you. You... rest in peace." In the darkness, Wang Bo, who opened his eyes wide and stared at the ceiling, blinked, and two drops of transparent liquid slid out from the corners of his eyes.
Chapter completed!