1454, Mr. Wang, are you asleep?
Brother Yang has already entered the room to rest. I took the key to the door given to me by Brother Yang and stood in front of Mr. Wang's door, wandering and hesitating.
Mr. Wang has already slept? If he really fell asleep, if he didn't sleep and found that it was me who came in, what would he think of me? Will he think that I was not upright and shameless, and have any intentions for him?
Or, will he have some thoughts about me? Although he is gentle and mature during the day, he is now late at night! And if I take the initiative to enter his room, will he regard this as a hint?
Various thoughts were running around in my mind, making me worried about gains and losses. On the one hand, I was worried about some misunderstandings about me by Mr. Wang, and on the other hand, I was afraid of backfiring and falsehoods, which made Mr. Wang have some thoughts about me that he shouldn't have.
When things come to an end, I realize how difficult it is to turn ideas into actions.
Moreover, I regretted it a little, regretting my meddling in other people's business. Since Brother Yang was going to sleep in the car, he would let him sleep well. It must be no big deal for just one night.
Time passed by minute by minute. But I was still walking around at the door of Mr. Wang’s room. Fortunately, it was late at night without a voice, and there was no one around. Otherwise, I would not even be able to pluck the courage to wander around at Mr. Wang’s door.
I looked at my phone again. The time displayed on my phone was already at one o'clock in the morning. I can't wait any longer. Otherwise, I would definitely have dark circles tomorrow if I didn't get a rest at night. If Brother Yang saw it, I would have no shame to see him.
I took two deep breaths, took the key, inserted the key into the keyhole, and rotated it gently.
The door opened with help.
The room was pitch black and I couldn't see my fingers. I didn't dare to turn on the lights, for fear of waking up Mr. Wang who might have fallen asleep.
Fortunately, the layout of the room is similar to the single room I live in, allowing me to touch the wall and slowly walk towards the room in front.
A minute or two later, I arrived at the room. My eyes had begun to adapt to the darkness of the room and could vaguely see the outline of the bed, table and sofa. There were two beds, one in front was by the window, and the other in the back was close to the bathroom. Brother Yang told me that the bed he was sleeping in was the one in the back near the bathroom.
I didn't go to bed immediately, but stood quietly on the wall beside the window and observed for a while. The dark room was quiet, and the raised bed beside the window was quiet, indicating that the person under the bed had entered a sweet dream.
So, I breathed a sigh of relief, tiptoed to the edge of the bed, sat down gently, slowly lifted the quilt, and then lay in like a fox.
With just such a simple action, when I lay in the quilt, I found that both my palms, back and face were so nervous that I felt a dense layer of sweat.
This is the first time in my life that I have slept with a "strange" man in the same room as my college boyfriend. The tension and worries in it can be imagined. On the one hand, I am worried that Brother Yang and Li Daitao Zombie and the prince's practice of changing to the prince will be exposed, and then I am underestimated by Mr. Wang, who misunderstood me; on the other hand, I am extremely afraid that the man sleeping next door will suddenly rise up and then forcibly have sex with me.
And Mr. Wang, what should I do if he really wants to force me?
He screamed and refused to obey?
Or carry out fierce and silent resistance?
Should I resist for a while, and after I couldn't resist, I gave up and obeyed him?
Or do not resist and let it do whatever it wants?
I was shocked by my last thought, and then I criticized myself fiercely in my heart:
"Xia Xue, Xia Xue, you must be reserved and have shame - no, reserve alone is not enough, you must resist and say no to him with the most resolute attitude and the most clear actions!
"Ah, Xia Xue, Xia Xue, what messy things are you thinking all day long? You are so shameless, it's hopeless! You have to remember your original intention of changing rooms with Chen Ziyang: to let him rest well, to be safe first, and not the things you think of indiscriminately! Mr. Wang is so good, so gentlemanly, and so talented, but who do you imagine? People want a girlfriend, even a woman, with their current fame, status and wealth, I don't know how many young women are thrown into their arms! Do you need to use force against you? Still resisting to death? You are still funny!"
After such random thoughts and self-mockery and self-criticism just now, I was surprised to find that the tension or worry that I had just now disappeared.
The mind was completely calm, or it could not be called calm, to be precise, it was a little disappointed, and a kind of unspeakable annoyance, as if I had become a lowly and poor person who no one wanted!
But this poor person who is worthless in the eyes of others is worried and worried about gains and losses. What will a Monopoly make of his intentions for him? Is it ridiculous to say that it is ridiculous?
This loss and annoyance began to become more and more intense and stronger like fermentation. I felt a sense of qi in my heart, and I was inexplicably angry, and then I began to feel sorry for myself. Although I was very popular among Brother Yang and Brother Qiang, a group of Chinese students, and even in front of foreigners, I was chased and pursued by them, but in front of real big figures, I was dispensable and nothing was.
"Are you really that pitiful? Isn't it really nothing? If Mr. Wang now knows that it is not Chen Ziyang who sleeps with him, but me, then what will he... react?
"It was plain and indifferent, saying: 'Oh, so have you changed the housing prices? Then go to bed!" Afterwards, he suddenly realized that no one was going to turn over and continue to fall asleep as if nothing had happened?
"I was still surprised, unexpected, and then my heart began to be uneasy, and I began to turn over and over again, and I began to have some kind of 'incorrect', 'shouldn' thoughts in my heart?"
Once the thought of knowing the reaction of the man next to me emerged, it began to grow wildly in my heart without control, and it made my whole body tremble. I felt like I was really going crazy. I shouldn’t think of anything, nor should I think of sleeping well, and then I got up tomorrow morning without knowing it and exchanged it with Brother Yang for a replacement! This is the idea that an upright, open and authentic girl should have!
However, the devil who lived in my heart tempted me, asked me to get up and wake up the man around me, and check his reaction to test his charm.
"You are not nothing, Xia Xue!" said the devil in his heart, "You are a very attractive girl, beautiful and good-looking. When walking on the road, many men will involuntarily glance at you. If you don't believe it, find an excuse to wake the man next to you, to see if he will remain indifferent, like a wood, to see if he will be 'better than beasts'! You can give it a try!"
The tremors in the body became more and more intense, just like striking. The devil's voice became louder and louder, and it was more and more thrilling and persuasive:
"Get up, Xia Xue, get up and wake up Mr. Wang. You are not testing your charm, nor are you seducing him, but being an honest child!
"Yes, you should tell him honestly that in order for both him and Chen Ziyang to fall asleep peacefully, you were selfless and changed the bed with Chen Ziyang for the sake of others.
"However, the exchange between this should not be carried out secretly, and he, as the boss, should know it!
"Yes, you should let him know! Get up and find a way to wake him up and tell him!"
Crazy, crazy, tonight, I must be crazy! I was clamoring in my heart, and then I was surprised to find that I could no longer control my hands and feet. My hands began to lift the quilt, my body began to slowly get up, and my feet automatically put on slippers, then moved to Mr. Wang step by step, and my body slowly squatted beside the bed, and the vocal cords in my throat made a trembling voice:
Chapter completed!