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1271, my conscience will hurt

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Seeing that the time had come, Fan Ruling in her arms had no intention of leaving. Although he had just said this song and the other party agreed, it seemed a bit inappropriate to ask him to use this as a reason to remind the other party. The reason was obvious. As long as he spoke like this, it would give people the meaning that he disliked others and wanted them to get out early.

Wang Bo has always been gentle and gentle in front of women. Usually, he will judge others by himself and think from his own perspective, and is unwilling to hurt girls' self-esteem.

However, at least one minute has passed, and when the second classic old song, Lam Yilian's "When Love Is Becoming a Past", also sounded, the beauty in her arms still had no intention of ending, and Wang Bo felt that she could no longer wait for the other party's self-consciousness. The other party's performance tonight was a bit strange. Without understanding the other party's real purpose, the last solution was to stop at the right time and not follow the other party's rhythm.

At this time, he suddenly heard the electric kettle in the bathroom boiling water jumping off, and he immediately thought to himself that God helped me. Wang Bo gently patted the woman's back with his hand holding the other person's waist, and said softly: "Ms. Fan, the boiling water is ready, go and make coffee."

However, Fan Ruling didn't realize it at all, as if she didn't hear it. Wang Bo patted the other party's soft back twice and repeated the words just now. This time, Fan Ruling finally reacted and relaxed his hands around Wang Bo's neck.

Wang Bo breathed a sigh of relief, but unfortunately, his breath tightened again before he could settle down, because Fan Ruling's loose hands did not move away, but quickly circled along his chest, directly taking the position of his waist, and then tightly tied it, as if he wanted to tie the man in front of him into his chest.

Fan Ruling pushed her so hard, and immediately, Wang Bo's chest was clearly under his chest.

Wang Bo was stunned for a moment, his heart paused for a moment, and then he began to beat violently at a speed of at least 30% faster than before. At this time, he had only one thought in his mind, that is, is this woman crazy? What exactly do you want to do? I wonder if she has a man, and he also has a girlfriend?

Wang Bo didn't know what to say, so he had to put his hands on the other party's shoulders and pushed the other party out with a little force, and reminded the other party: "Well, Miss Fan, we just agreed to dance only one song. This song seems to be over."

Wang Bo thought that his reminder was obvious enough to explain his intentions, but the woman in front of him still ignored his words, and instead hugged his hands, pressing his waist, and exerted even harder.

As the woman exerted her strength, Wang Bo felt that the two oppressive feelings in his chest became clearer and more powerful.

Fan Ruling's words made Wang Bo a little angry. At the same time, he had not tasted the meat smell for two days and felt his irritability under the increasingly fierce pressure of the woman. Wang Bo felt that he could not continue like this. If he continued like this, he would not be able to prevent his reason from being swallowed up by instinct and then "made a big mistake."

"Miss Fan, don't do this. You are like this, I... feel very embarrassed." He said to Fan Ruling a little coldly, his tone no longer had the gentleness and consideration he had just now.

After he said this, he soon felt that the hands hanging on his waist were somewhat relieved. Wang Bo breathed a sigh of relief again, thinking, this man, indeed, can't be "weak" all the time. He still has to be tough when he should be tough, even if he is facing a beautiful woman.

Wang Bo stood there, his arms sagging naturally, waiting for the woman to leave him. However, he did not wait for Fan Ruling to let go, but instead waited for the other party's low and murmured voice:

"Mr. Wang, after we parted with you and Editor Hu today, he asked me and him to go back to the rest room next to the dance hall. Then, he suddenly became like a beast, and tore all the shirt and skirts on my body all at once, and it was so fierce...

"The time didn't last long, half a minute, no, it was over in about ten seconds. He didn't have a long time before, two or three minutes, at most four or five minutes, but like this time, it was over in less than ten seconds...it was the first time.

"I know why. It's all because of Miss Zheng. When doing it, he must be thinking about Miss Zheng, so... it's so fast!

"It was also his instructed to ask me to invite you to dance today..."

Wang Bo was stunned, or rather, stunned. He had no idea that after he and Cao Zeming parted, the other party would be eager to find his secretary, I'm so impulsive and unbearable!

His secretary became the target of others' venting. Wang Bo did not feel so angry, but felt a sense of absurdity and funny, and then embarrassment. Because of this stimulating impulse, he then came a "day-day-like yin". He had done it himself, whether it was in his previous life or in this life, either self-solving, or holding his girlfriend.

They are all men, and he actually quite understands Cao Zeming's mood.

However, it is one thing that he understands, and it is another thing that Fan Ruling, as Cao Zeming's lover, can understand. Judging from the other party's performance tonight, it is obviously "unable to understand".

Fan Ruling continued to say to herself: "...Mr. Wang, I know that you may look down on me very much, despise me for vain and greed for wealth. He has a wife, a son, and is so older than me, and I am still like him. I don't want to defend myself, because at the beginning, I did go for money, for better positions and material conditions.

"But, people have feelings. After following him for half a year, I felt that I fell in love with him and no longer wanted to sneak around like a rat that was not visible. I want to be with him openly, like the normal couples on the street. I think you can understand this, right?" Fan Ruling looked up at Wang Bo, and the eyes with faint eyeshadows were shining with crystal clear and bright tears. She continued without waiting for Wang Bo to answer, "But I know this is just a fantasy of mine and it will never be realized. He has a wife and a child, and it is impossible for him to give up their foremost for me. And I don't want to bear the infamy of destroying other people's families.

“So, I asked him to break up without any additional conditions.

"He started to keep me, saying how much he loved me, saying that he and his wife have no feelings for him now, and they basically have no life, quarrel every three days and quarrel every five days, and are recently negotiating a divorce. He said that he had had enough of the shrew at home. He wanted to divorce her and marry me.

“I believed him.

"You probably guessed the ending that he obviously deceived me. He did love me, but he loved his wife and son even more. He and his wife had basically lost love for more than ten or twenty years, but they had a strong family affection that could not be left behind. He and her wife had no life, but he obviously didn't want to continue his second half of his life like this, so he found me and transferred me from an ordinary cashier in the bookstore to him, hiding my sweetheart in the golden house, raising her in a captive place, becoming his own favorite.

"At the beginning, I enjoyed this situation quite well because of vanity. Soon after, rumors spread in the bookstore, and many people pointed and pointed behind me. I heard a lot of rumors from a best friend in the bookstore, which made me feel very uncomfortable and sad.

"The second time I wanted to break up with him. His approach was to find a reason to fire the person who was chewing the most. As a result, there were no rumors in the bookstore that were targeted at me. But since then, I became even more isolated. My best friend who had known me for several years has gradually moved away from me since then, and eventually became a passerby who didn't talk even when he met him in the store.

"I made up my mind to leave him many times and took action many times, but I always compromised under his soft words and even knelt on my knees.

"This is probably a kind of inertia, or a kind of inertia in myself.

"Today, the incident that caused me to have arisen because of Miss Zheng made me fully understand my position in his mind. Whether it is his sweet words or all kinds of sweet words, he actually doesn't love me. He only has sex for me, and in order to satisfy her wife's yinyu!

"I've had enough of this, and I want to be myself. Because of my youth, ignorance and vanity, although I have gained a lot, I have lost more. Since things have happened and are my own choices, I don't blame anyone. But I know that I can't continue like this, otherwise, my life will be really ruined.

"I have also earned a lot of money in the past three years. With my own salary and the bonus of saving money, it is about 200,000 yuan. My hometown is a small county in the southeast of the West Province. Both my parents are alive and there is a younger brother. However, in the past four years since I came to the imperial capital, I have never returned home in addition to sending some money to my family. I am really unfilial." Perhaps because of the scene, Fan Ruling's tears that had been rolling for several times finally couldn't help it, and it fell down and dripped on Wang Bo's T-shirt. She let go of Wang Bo's waist with one hand, took a step back, wiped the corner of her eyes, suddenly raised her neck, and continued with a bright smile:

"After finishing this month, I paid my salary and I was going to go back to my hometown. I planned to buy a storefront in the county town of my hometown, and then do some small business, and then find a man I like and I like, and just live my life.

"However, before leaving, I want to fulfill my own wish." When Fan Ruling said this, she looked up again, stared at Wang Bo's face, and said with anticipation, "Mr. Wang, although I only met you twice, I have a good impression of you. You are talented, knowledgeable, and have a very wealthy family background. However, you are not arrogant at all. Even if you meet ordinary drivers and aunts who clean the bookstore, you will nod to them with a smile. In the past few years, whether rich or official, I have seen a lot, but there is no one as approachable as you and without any airs.

"I know I am not worthy of you, and I don't even have the qualifications to be your lover. I just want to... think..." Fan Ruling became more and more excited as she spoke. At the end, she closed her eyes and threw herself into his arms. At the same time, she picked up one of his hands and pressed on the plump and plump ting on the front of her chest.

Wang Bo was shocked by this sudden change. Before he could feel the plump mass in his palm, he shrank back as if he was electrocuted. But his hand did not shrink, and was pressed tightly on his chest by Fan Ruling. The woman opened her eyes and looked up at him in a hurry, as if she was about to cry.

"Mr. Wang, do you think I'm dirty? I took a shower today and washed it from head to toe with soap and shampoo several times. I really washed it!"

Wang Bo's heart was shocked, his heart was thumping, his throat was smoking, and his skin was a little tight. At this time, he had a very impulse, that was, like Cao Zeming, to strip the woman in front of him naked and then enter hard. Anyway, this was what the other party wanted, right? After Fan Ruling's heart-to-heart talk, he finally understood:

This woman likes him not necessarily true, but she wants to take revenge on the man who vented her like Zheng Yan and had only lasted for five seconds. It is definitely true!

Just now, the other party said that Cao Zeming was like a wild beast and wanted to do things with her in broad daylight. Wang Bo suddenly thought of a movie he had watched in his previous life, "Old Cannon", directed and starring Feng Xiaogang. In one of the scenes is Xu Qing, wearing pajamas, who was wearing pajamas, and a snow-white and dazzling gully under the neckline of the herringbone. Feng Xiaogang became angry on the spot, pressed Xu Qing on the table, lifted up the other party's snow-white pajamas, and came with a "old man, what car" but like Cao Zeming, he was powerless. After only two or three moves, he was powerless and weak and weak.

Now, facing a beautiful woman who is angry and proactive, Wang Bo also felt that his heart was slowly burning. If it weren't for the lack of women in normal times, if he hadn't thought that Zheng Yan would come in to deliver red envelopes later, his remaining rationality might collapse, and under the control of instinct and ****, he became a "wild beast" like Cao Zeming and Feng Xiaogang.

"Ru Ling, don't do this!" Wang Bo's Adam's apple urged and swallowed. After the other party was so heart-wrenching, his voice became much gentler. "I feel very honored to be liked by you and make you feel good. But you know, I have a girlfriend. Of course, I can, and even have a little yearning to do that with you.... But after doing it, my conscience will hurt, blame myself, and be uneasy. Although my girlfriend won't know that I had cheated on me, my conscience knows that I can't cheat it.

"Ru Ling, go find someone who can treat you sincerely. I... really don't suit you! You are not unworthy of me. I am just a little lucky, a little smart and smart ordinary person. How can I not be worthy of it? But I already have something to belong to myself and my heart, and I can no longer be absurd and willful.

"A person's life is only a few dozen autumns. No matter what decision is made, as long as he doesn't harm others, he will be ashamed of his heart. You are actually a pretty good girl in essence. Believe in yourself, you will be happy." After saying that, Wang Bo slowly and hardly pulled his palm out of the full mountain. As he spoke, the touch of his palm still came out, clearly reflected into his mind:

Warm, soft, with amazing elasticity!

At the same time, there is also a feeling of regret that comes to mind. Wang Bo thought that based on his vulgar nature and past records, he dealt with this kind of willing and proactive dish with the concept of "If God gives you, you will suffer the consequences." Now, he is a rare gentleman, and he also said so many shameless words such as "My conscience will hurt."
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