A long-lost comment on asking for votes - How can you live in destiny if you haven’t fulfilled your human affairs?

I haven't asked for monthly tickets for a long time, let's ask for one today!

Well, this is a question and then starts to talk nonsense.

A few days ago, I was chatting with my friend: "If you are happy, it will be a day, it will be a day..."

He must have thought I was going to say, "It's better to live a happier life."

But this is not my conclusion. I said, "Then I'm willing to be a little unhappy and do something."

Thinking about it afterwards, it was a terrible idea!

It is bad enough to be happy but not happy. It is simply bad enough to be happy but not happy.

Let's go away, you damn happiness, don't tempt me!

It must be something wrong with my head! When did it start? From reading too many books I shouldn't have read, and then I can't deceive myself again. From being unable to integrate into the crowd, to deliberately keeping a distance from the crowd.

I have met many people in society. The method to judge whether a person is a loser is very simple. Just talk about fate with him. As long as he says something similar to "everything is fate", he will not run away.

I have also met many successful people. The method to judge whether he is complacent is very simple. Just talk to him to work hard. If he classifies everything as himself and believes that all the losers are not working hard, there is no need to listen to other things.

I don't think I can't do this.

When I fail, I think that there is definitely a possibility of success in this matter. I didn’t do it, so of course it is a problem of my ability.

When I succeed, I think that without these just the right luck, I will definitely not be able to do this step, a great destiny!

So failure is all incompetence, success is mostly luck. Look at how rational I am, turning every failure into self-torture, and making every success very disappointing.

Is it not considered being played with by fate if you go against yourself everywhere?

In fact, everyone just wants to make their lives more comfortable. Maybe I am the self-righteous fool.

But I just thought, when one day I was defeated and someone asked me what was going on, I could say, "Oh, because I'm incompetent."

Instead of boring answers such as sinister hearts, dark society, fate arrangements, etc.

So for this "great" goal, I kept fighting with myself, being stepped into the mud again and again, struggling in pain.

Being trapped in mud, my heart is like crazy, and I am catching the moon into nothing...

Others think you have something wrong with it, but they don’t know what you are struggling with.

Yes, I'm just fucking wrong! At this age, I still refuse to believe nonsense like "the plain is the truth".

Even if all the chickens in the chicken pen tell me that eating rice and pecking insects and basking in the sun is a good day, I will climb up to the roof and take off like an eagle.

Even if I can't become an eagle in my life, I will never admit that eating rice, pecking insects and basking in the sun is a good day. The sky is above, let it torture me forever!

Do your best to be at peace with your destiny. How can you be at peace with your destiny if you haven't done your best to be at peace with your destiny?
Chapter completed!