Chapter 944: Ying Lili's Life Talk (Part 2)
"What are you talking about..."
Hearing Yingliri's inquiry, Asuna felt that she had become stiff, but Yingliri just stared into her eyes.
"Don't think I can't see it. I'm the author of the book. I'm naturally very clear about what the book I've drawn myself. In fact, I'm a super popular writer who has sold thousands of books on cm. I've seen any kind of fat and perverted one like you, even the most disgusting fat neet, wouldn't fall to this point because of a mere notebook. But I know why you do this. The book is used to give people fantasy, because things that can't be done in reality or even in dreams can be expressed through pictures to meet your needs briefly. This is understandable, but...what are you afraid of?"
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Facing Yingliri's inquiry, Asuna lowered her head and remained silent for a long time. Then, she clenched her fists and said softly.
"My family... Yuki family is a prominent family in Kansai... Since I was a child, I have worked hard as a member of the Yuki family. My mother is a very serious and serious person. She has always supervised me and designed my future life goals. All I need to do is to try to get into a good university, then find a good job, go on blind dates with outstanding people, get married, and do something to live up to my mother's expectations and the surname "Yuki".
Speaking of this, Asuna's shoulders gradually hang down.
"To be honest, I never thought about playing any game. This complete stealth device was not bought by me, but by my brother. Because he had something to go on a business trip, and I happened to be interested in this strange game, so I asked him to lend me a day... I was just thinking about coming in and experiencing it... That's it..."
"So you've been trying hard to guide."
After hearing this, Yingliri finally understood why Asuna has been desperately trying to guide and end the game. People like herself, Black Cat and Gabriel chose to enter here because they had a strong interest in games.
Although there must be some dissatisfaction and fear when forced into the game of death, on the other hand, at least in this way, you can always play the game openly - such thoughts also exist. For example, Gabriel once showed that she would stay in this world for the rest of her life and never go out again.
However, Asuna is different. She is the pearl of the family. The expectations of her family are carrying heavy expectations. For her, this game is just the relaxation she chooses when she is curious about, which is like a person who wants to go into a haunted house to take a look, but he will never want to enter a different world full of ghosts.
"…………When I entered the game, I was in the third year of junior high school. This year was very important to me and my mother. What I should do now is to review hard, learn knowledge, and then follow my mother's wishes, and like other brothers and sisters in the family, I was admitted to a prestigious school. If everything went well, I should have entered the high school campus and started a new life..."
Speaking of this, Asuna's body began to tremble slightly.
"But in fact? I was trapped in this death game, and my body might be lying on the hospital bed. What would you think of me? And what would you think of my mother? Will they think of me as if I was addicted to games and deserved to suffer? But in fact, I have almost never played electronic games! It has been more than half a year in the game, but I don't know how long it will take to open up the entire Ain Grandet......... Two years? Three years? Four years? No one can be sure, but if I can't leave this world and go back, my life and my life will become a mess...!"
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Looking at Asuna, who was trembling, Yingri sighed silently and reached out to hug her.
It’s not that Yingliri couldn’t understand Asuna’s thoughts. She was also a child of a diplomat and understood how much pressure people like her had.
But Biasuna is lucky that Yingliri has a pair of parents who support her interests. Not only do they care about Yingliri's behavior of drawing books, they even help Yingliri to buy games and books that Yingliri could not buy because of her age.
Therefore, although Yingliri wants to pretend to be a good girl with good education in school, at least at home, she can wear a green sweatshirt and slacken at the table and draw a book.
However, Asuna obviously did not have such good luck.
This is also why Asuna and Yingliri have completely different anxiety. Yingliri has a pair of parents who love her. For her, the thing she has to do is to live well, live until she leaves the game and return to her parents' arms.
As long as you can live back to the real world, it will be the best reward to your parents. And Yingliri also believes that no matter five, ten, or fifteen years, your parents will always love you.
Moreover, for Eriri, there are many future paths. Perhaps the pseudonym Eri Kashiwagi will dissipate in readers' memories due to the passage of time, but when she returns to the real world, she can start drawing new comics again under a new pseudonym.
Even if Yingliri didn't wake up until she was twenty years old, she was confident that she would find her future goals and the way she wanted to go.
But Asuna is different. For her, spending a day in the game is equivalent to letting her life "waste" another day, and she will be further and further away from the path and life goals she should have advanced.
If Asuna waited until she was twenty years old to escape from the game and return to reality, she would probably not know what she should do. Maybe by that time, for Asuna, dying in this game world would be a better choice and relief.
This is a lot of trouble.
While patting Asuna's back gently to soothe her emotions, Einri also frowned and thought. She now understands why Asuna is so indulged in it and can't extricate herself. Her anxiety is increasing day by day. It can be said that every day, she is anxious. No normal person can always live with this pressure. No wonder Asuna is so addicted to the book... She simply wants to use this to escape reality.
Although Eriri wanted to comfort Asuna, she didn't know what to say when she said that.
At this time, if Mr. Fang Zheng is right!
Thinking of this, Yinglili's eyes lit up.
"Asuna, let's go on a date tomorrow!"
"Hey? Date?"
When Asuna was stunned when she heard Yingliri’s proposal, she smiled and nodded.
"That's right, you, Mr. Fang Zheng and I, the three of us, went on a date. To be honest, I don't know how to comfort you, but I think Mr. Fang Zheng has a way, and I can guarantee this."
This is also Yingliri's own experience. After all, half of her entry into the game was to escape the intimate relationship between her childhood sweetheart and her girlfriend in reality. But now, Yingliri can be convinced that if she leaves this world and sees the intimate interaction between her childhood sweetheart and his girlfriend again, she will not have any reaction.
All of this is thanks to Fang Zheng.
Now, in Yingliri's view, Asuna's problem also needs to be solved by Fang Zheng.
“……………………………”
Hearing this, Asuna was silent for a moment, then she nodded.
"OK………"
Chapter completed!