Come on! 2019!
This is a single chapter that should have been posted on the occasion of bidding farewell to the old and welcoming the new, but at that time I was sitting in front of the computer, my mind suddenly became blank and I didn’t want to write anything.
I have a feeling that if I wrote it, most of the content would probably be bitter. I know that everyone is born to be tired. Poor people are busy and rich people are busy spending money. There is no one who is not tired unless they are fools. I don’t want to make things difficult for you in such a good time, so I didn’t write it. After the emotion faded and calmed down, I thought about my 2018 again, wrote these words for recording and sharing with you who have accompanied this book for half a year.
I think I should be a bit mysterious in your heart. Because I, except for sending one or two single chapters a month, I can’t even write a “author’s words”. Unlike some authors who want to end each chapter, I want to be so miserable, or cute, and roll in coquettishly for rewards or monthly tickets.
In fact, such things are not difficult. I can do them, but I don’t want to. How can I say that they are arrogant? In the next brother, the calf and horse in society, what qualifications are there to be arrogant? It’s just a subconscious not to think about them. I thought about it this morning, maybe I’m old.
I am born in 1990. According to our words, I am thirty in 2019 this year.
I am a person who starts with ‘three’.
I wonder if you have ever felt that when you were in your teens, you would be very strange and resentful. Why do those people in their twenties or thirties look at us with a strange look and say that we are childish, as if they did not grow up in their teens.
What is very slap in the face is that when we really reach this age, when we look back, we even feel that we are very childish.
For example, the matter of "acting cute and cute".
It’s cute when a teenage girl is doing it. But it seems a bit strange when a thirty-year-old is doing it... it seems a bit strange. How did I find this feeling? Because when I was in my early twenties, I used to like "many" stars and thought they were so cute and cute. But suddenly one day, I found that some of them were in their early thirties, two years older than me, and were still acting cute, and I suddenly felt a little pitiful again.
There is such a feeling of "forced by life".
Then I suddenly realized, oh, I'm thirty too.
In the past, I always heard the elders muttering, "A man, what age do, what age do. When I heard this, I always felt that this sentence was far away from me. I was still a teenager, and it would be too late to think about it when I reached the so-called "what age".
But life often doesn't make you so calm, because neither of you nor I are the male protagonists of the novel, nor are we the authors of our respective lives. Many people think that I am the one who decides my life! This is true, but there are not many people who can really do it. Most of the time, our lives are the ones that others make the decision. It is not easy for us to deal with it and it is difficult for us to deal with it.
I didn’t feel that way around August 2017. Because I was still very happy at that time. This kind of happiness is similar to the kind of happiness of the “Erha”, and I don’t want so many things or so much sorrow. At that time, I even felt that I was already twenty-seven and hadn’t reached the so-called ‘age’, and I was quite lucky in my life.
ridiculous.
Just at the end of 2017, my life was earth-shaking. Things came from some "interests", and then I realized what human nature is. A relative of mine, I never suspected that people who would cheat me, not only cheat me, but also insult me. This is OK, but what I cannot understand most is that he attributed this to my inexperienced world and deserves it, because his reason is that there are so many such things in society, but you meet me.
I was very sad. I didn't tell him that the reason for my sadness was not actually being cheated, but that it was him who cheated me.
This incident makes me feel that the so-called relatives and family affection are unreliable.
Not long after this incident, I lost my income. You can understand it as losing my job. The nature is similar. At this time, I finally felt what it was like to be "being knocked down by life". I lay on the bed and didn't want to move. At that time, an idea flashed through my head. It was already miserable enough. How could it be miserable?
A few days later, my girlfriend broke up with me, because her mother didn't agree with us being together. Her mother wanted a civil servant, a son-in-law with a strong job, and she felt like she was working, driving a car worth more than 100,000 yuan, and staying together. And I couldn't give her what she wanted.
This is my 2017, my three views are shattered and decayed.
January 1, 2018 was almost this time. One truth I understand is that life has peaks and troughs, but no one told me that the trough is actually not the end. If a person is stumbled, you have to jump from the peak and plunge into the water hole of the trough.
Fortunately, there is water in the puddle and I can't die.
In the first half of 2018, I decided to climb up from the puddle.
I first fought with my relative, tried all kinds of ways to get back most of my losses. Then I found a job and had an income that could make a living. I used the money I got back to pay a down payment and had a nest of my own. Although I didn’t have much money after paying back my salary and lending, my heart became a little more at ease.
I don't have to worry about a lot of things anymore.
That's it, the first half of the year has passed.
In the second half of the year, I felt that I should work harder because I had another girlfriend. I was very ashamed that because I was not able to make ends meet, she often bought tickets when we were dating and watching movies. I think as a man, I can't continue like this.
Then I was thinking, what can I do?
I have not worked for a few months and quit? No, if I quit, I can’t even pay my mortgage, so I can’t quit. I can only find a job to do something else, what?
I thought a lot, but in the end I couldn't do anything. In the end, I thought, it seemed like I could only write novels.
Many people describe writing novels as very high-end. What is it for the sake of literary hobbies? I have persisted for so many years and finally this and that one... I don't have such a messy idea. My initial and most fundamental idea was that I have to make more money. At least, I can't let my girlfriend buy movie tickets anymore.
So I started writing. What I originally wrote was a science fiction, which I wrote more than 100,000 words, barely signed the contract, no recommendation, and ended in vain.
Then I wrote about martial arts, started with no contract.
Then I started writing history. The book "The Tang Dynasty Technician" that everyone saw was one that I immediately gave up after the submission was killed. Fortunately, the editor Huya, who was submitted by me, was a very responsible editor. Every time she replied to me, pointing out the shortcomings, so that I had the confidence to modify it over and over again.
Finally, I posted the beginning of the book.
After receiving a reply from Huya and Xu Xu, Huya said, "It's okay, just write it first." Xu Xu said, it's a bit messy and okay."
Then I received the signing website shortcut. According to the author's last number, the editor assigned was Xu Xu. Therefore, I would like to thank my editor, especially Huya. If she hadn't replied to me again and again, I might have given up long ago.
After signing the contract, the first website I received was ‘Category Popular’.
I was excited for a long time because when I saw the word "popular", I thought it was a very awesome recommendation, and I remember that I added more. Now I know that this is actually a very small recommendation and it is difficult to find. This shows that this book was not very popular at the beginning.
If I had known it at that time, it might have been hit. But because I didn't know, I wrote it very vigorously, very happy, very happy.
I would like to thank my readers here. A book that is not well-read, usually after a recommendation is given, there is no following. But because of your collection and clicks, the data of this book has always been at the forefront of the same period. So we have to stick to the rounds of PK after round. Looking back, it is actually very dangerous, because I am a newcomer of LV1, without any background and so-called treatment, all depend on you. If you lose one round of PK, this book will be over, which is certain. Fortunately, we overcome all obstacles and did not lose one round, which also allowed the editor to see my efforts and the potential of this book, and it was successfully released on October 1st.
On the day it was released, I updated eight chapters.
This is the word count I have accumulated for a long time, because I am very slow to type, and I don’t have time to write for 24 hours. I remember that after uploading five chapters on the first day, I waited for three hours, and it was already early in the morning. Three hours, there were only 120 subscriptions.
My heart was so cold, I thought, it was over, it must be over, it was a failure.
My first thought at that time was not that this book could not make money. My first thought at that time was that I was sorry for the old men who supported me for so long, I was sorry for the old men who occasionally gave me rewards during the free period, and the editors who have always supported me, gave so many recommendations, and it was put on the shelves at the beginning of the month.
I am very ashamed, I don’t know if you can understand this feeling.
It’s probably like, in high school sports meet, the whole class expects you to get the first place, but you fall down while crossing the line.
I remember I stayed there for a long time, and it was almost cold, so I went to bed. When I woke up at noon, I looked again and found that the first order was 1,600.
Later I realized that I was actually stupid. It was in the middle of the night, so who didn’t sleep? Now I think about it, it’s also a fun thing.
This book finally made money.
I cherish this hard-earned opportunity, so I never stopped updating every day, and at least two updates every day. Many people may think that there is something to be proud of when there is 2 updates, and there is still 20,000 yuan a day. But I want to tell you that my ability is really limited and my time is limited. It is already difficult for me to make two updates a day. And every month, I have updated 230k in the first month, and the second month and last month, I have updated 213k in both. I dare not say too much, but it should be a small amount in comparison horizontally.
I said this, not to make excuses for myself, but to tell everyone that I did not "pretend" like some people scolded me. Until now, I have not even achieved a fine product, so what can I do? I have been working hard and have never been idle because I know that opportunities are fleeting. If I don't cherish them and miss this opportunity, maybe I will turn back to me who was lying in the trough at the end of 2017.
Fortunately, I was 27 and had some Yu Yong that year, so I could stand up and climb up again. But I know how uncomfortable I had in the first half of 2018. I don’t want to live such a life again, so I will cherish it very much.
I will definitely write this book seriously. Book friends who have not joined the group may not know that I have done a lot of "mind maps" to make outlines, settings, official positions, systems, horse farms, marquis' houses, pits dug, information checked, etc. I am afraid that I will forget it as I write it, and I will make it very careful. This is the first time I have done something so carefully when I grow up.
But even if I do this, it is useless. To borrow a book friend from the book review area, the troll is a shotgun, but it is useless for the star.
For example, I have explained the "Kaiyuan Tongbao" countless times. Kaiyuan Tongbao, forged in the fourth year of Wude, has nothing to do with Emperor Xuanzong of Tang. But every time I recommend it, a group of people will come to say, "Oh, there are Kaiyuan Tongbao in the early Tang Dynasty, I have really experienced it." With a sarcastic face.
For example, if he thinks that there is no kang in the Tang Dynasty, he will spray it, but in fact, there is a kang in the Han Dynasty. You will know after a little search. Don’t take your own for granted or what you see in TV series as the truth. This way, once you are exposed, you will show your IQ.
Also, I saw one the day before yesterday. He looked at the first chapter and said that I had traveled through time and had not raised my mother, and I was not a human being. I looked at the first chapter and didn’t see this word, and I don’t know how he saw it. Then in the third chapter, he said, “You said you didn’t raise it before, but you raised it later. You are really hypocritical. From this, you can see that the author is not a good person in reality.
I am not a good person inside and outside.
Then I was very curious, what kind of author does such a person like?
I clicked on his name and saw that this grandson was an ordinary account without recharge, without any fan value for any book, and then he himself was an author.
Oh... I could understand him in an instant. He just saw that I was jealous.
Brother, if you see this single chapter, please remember what I have below.
It is useless to be jealous. I have never asked for any chapters or advertised. I have written this book in a confused manner until today, and I have also blocked it to explain what it means. It means that you may have seen the so-called "conspiracy theory", you must be advertised, you must be brushed, etc. I have been writing a book for half a year. It is undeniable that I have seen it, and there is indeed. But there is more. If you only focus on swearing every day, you will never be able to write a book.
In the past six months of writing, this chapter says that the people who scold me in this chapter are all kinds of strange things. But most of them are concentrated in the free part because trolls don’t spend money to read books. So, basically, when I meet those who show off their IQ and verbally abuse them, I just blocked things and didn’t go with them. Why? Because I think since I’m not a member of the crowd, you don’t like me, but you still look at me so cheaply, just to scold me, I don’t owe you anything, why do you let you scold me? It’s better I block you and cut off the connection between us. If you don’t want to vent your life, go to other places to swear. I still have people reading here, so don’t taint their eyes.
When doing things, you still have to be with the right people, what do you think?
Now the average subscription of this book is 2,500, and it is still 500 away from the finest. If I have any wish in 2019, it is the finest of this book. I want to give myself an explanation and an explanation to the book friends who have accompanied this book to this day.
Many people may not understand what the finest is.
A fine product represents the quality and popularity of a book. The threshold is 3,000 equal subscriptions, but now we are still 500. The so-called equal subscription is divided by the number of chapters. Therefore, many authors who want to quickly get a fine product usually increase the number of words in each chapter and then reduce the number of chapters. For example, the books of 5,01 and 6,01 chapters you see are all for the fine product. But in fact, it doesn’t matter to readers, because chapters with fewer words cost less, the subscription costs are also less, the number of words, and the subscription costs are also more, and the same is true for the author.
But the rule of high-quality products is to order 3,000 equally, which cannot be changed. If I want to hurry up, the fastest way now is to brush, and the other is to have a chapter every day. But neither of these are possible, because the brush is always fake. Everyone will find that many so-called high-quality books have only a few thousand per week clicks. Think about it, the best products are ordered by 3,000 equally, and how can weekly clicks be several thousand, which means there is a problem. But people are rich and don’t care about money, which is another matter.
Although I have some royalties every month, I can never pay for such things. And I have no way to do it. If I grit my teeth and take out the money and make someone cheat, I will probably be autistic on the spot. So this is not my option.
To increase the number of words, this single chapter has been written here, and it has been 5,000 words. Do you think it is tired to watch it? Too many words will make readers very tired and will affect their reading sense. This was not my option, but I had no choice but to choose this.
I will not be so exaggerated as 6,700 per chapter. I only added one thousand words. It turned out to be three thousand per chapter. Starting today, four thousand words per chapter. For everyone who reads books, the cost will not increase, because you are counting every thousand words/5 points for reading books. The primary v is every thousand words/4 points for reading, and the advanced v is every thousand words/3 points for reading. Generally speaking, there is no loss in three thousand chapters of 15 points and four thousand chapters of 20 points.
Then calculate it like this, update the same number of words, and you will have fewer chapters, and you will be able to get to the best ones soon.
However, the effect is still limited. The fastest way is to come from everyone's support. If you can order everything, you can subscribe to dozens of chapters with free cigarettes. These 500 are just around the corner.
I hope everyone can work with me to make this book "The Tang Dynasty Technician" a top-notch. This book is like a child we have nurtured together. I believe that those who really like this book will hope it is good.
Let’s talk about the plot.
After reading yesterday's chapter, I guess I'll say "Damn it."
Without spoiling, I will briefly tell you. The main characters currently appearing in the story, everyone looks at the role list. The characters marked as "male supporting, female supporting, male leading, female leading" have their own stories behind them, but these branches have not been unfolded.
Lee Chongyi and Lee Ji-eun point east.
Li Ji and Li Siwen, pointing west.
Wang Ou, pointing to the south.
Yuan Tiangang pointed to the north, Zhangjiazhai, etc., and there were big secrets hidden behind it, and I would tell you. At present, if we talk about the outline, this book has just begun one fifth, which is like playing the Red Alert. Li Mu is in Chang'an, so he must first build a good base.
As for the promiscuous stud, I always think these are two things. Everyone has read countless novels. What kind of novels will think that promiscuous stud is promiscuous? I think that for the sake of harvesting without reason, this is called promiscuous stud. But my requirement for Li Mu is that it must be "received" before collecting, otherwise it will not be collected. Please supervise it.
Okay, after saying so much, everyone must be tired of reading it. Today is New Year's Day. I wish you all peace, happiness and well-being, good health in the new year, good health, promotion and salary increase, good fortune, and good luck. I will subscribe to my New Year's wishes and help me with my New Year's wishes. Thank you everyone.
From the 1st to the 7th, there will be double monthly tickets. If you have a vote, you will vote. In the past two days, I will update the challenge of 12,000 to earn some monthly ticket red envelopes for you. But today I still have to take a leave. On New Year's Day, I will have a meal with my parents. When I come back tonight, I will update a chapter. I hope I understand.
I hope this single chapter is not too negative.
I also hope to give some encouragement to those who are also in the trough pit. As long as you want, it will not be too late to stand up.
A word summarizes my 2018. It should be "panic". I am afraid of losing, so I am panicked, and so I am panicked because I am afraid of not getting it. Just like now, I am very worried. Will I go back to the end of 2017 all of a sudden, and within three months, I lost my job, lost my girlfriend, and was deceived by people I trusted. I am also worried. No matter how hard I try, this book cannot be excellent. Maybe in a few days, you will abandon the book and stop reading it. I will sit in front of the computer in a daze.
I hope that in 2019, I will no longer be so panicked. After all, I am 'thirty years old' and it is time to mature a little more.
Chapter completed!