"Are you scared to illness?" Zhou Hai couldn't help but quip when he heard Su Peng's words.

"Hehe, that's not the case. I'm born with a big heart, not afraid of danger, and a stable group."

Su Peng smiled, looked at himself contented, blinked his eyes, and boasted without hesitation. After praising himself, he gave Zhou Hai a thumbs up and praised: "You kid are also amazing. After half a month, you can still remember what Dai Democratic League said in the last class, awesome."

"Okay, I'm back, you go back and have a good rest." Zhou Hai was so amused and cried that he didn't pay attention to the guy Ba Wang, carrying his backpack, and headed straight towards the single dormitory No. 8.

Open the door and enter the room.

The room is clean and tidy, the items are neatly arranged, the bed is brand new, and the light yellow tiled floor is as smooth as a mirror, refracting the sunlight.

Zhou Hai closed the door, put his backpack on the desk, took off his regular clothes and hung it on the clothes hanger, then picked up his personal toiletries, went to the bathroom, and took a simple hot shower.

Zhou Hai, who was so comfortable, returned to the room, took out three photos from his pocket on his back, sat on the edge of the bed, lying backward, and was lying on the corpse.

Inside the house, quiet and silent.

The faint breath of lavender permeates the air, refreshing the air inside the room.

As noon approached, the already hot sunlight shone on the windows of the room, and rays of sunlight shone in through the gaps in the curtains.

Lying comfortably on the bed, Zhou Hai breathed smoothly, holding three photos that were extremely precious to him in his right hand. Looking at the girl who was smiling like a flower in the photo, the corners of her mouth bent a little, a smile appeared, and her eyes were filled with softness.

"I don't know how you are, girl." After looking at the future fiancée in the photo for a while, Zhou Hai murmured softly, his mind full of the smiles and pictures of other girls.

It is also late April, and the comprehensive rescue training has been completed. Zhou Hai and other girls have suspended calls and communication for 30 days.

After so long, Zhou Hai's longing became stronger and his heart was filled with Zuo Xue.

So long has passed, I don’t know how Zuo Xue is doing, whether she has successfully defended her paper and whether she is in good health.

"call......"

After thinking about it, looking at the time, twenty minutes had passed, Zhou Hai took a deep breath, closed his eyes, abandoned the thoughts in his mind, suppressed his thoughts of missing the girl, and tried to sleep and rest.

However, this time it was not successful. The brain seemed to be out of control, and the thought that had just been eliminated in the brain suddenly reappeared.

Zhou Hai closed his eyes and lay on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep and rest.

The rest method of the past has completely failed.

The whole person even became a little irritated.

"Write something." After a minute, Zhou Hai, who was lying on his side, suddenly opened his bright and vivid eyes and sat up.

Get up and get out of bed.

Zhou Hai came to the desk and sat down, opened the drawer, and took out an unopened notebook and black signature pen from it.

After unpacking the seal, opening the notebook and turning to the first page, Zhou Hai sat upright at the table, holding a pen in his right hand, and writing on the first page of the notebook.

"Zhou Hai's First Diary" - Write the title.

The characters are formal and upright and beautiful.

This is the first time I have written a diary in my life. I don’t know what to write, and maybe it’s not called a diary, but I just suddenly want to write something.

Well, I can call it a very want to write something about you.

Dear girl:

Today is the 30th day of our pause of call. I miss you very much, want to hear your voice, want to see your smile, want to hold you and chat, want to embrace you and sleep with you, there are many things I want to do with you, I feel that today I miss you more than ever.

Because every time I miss you, I can't help it, but this time I can't help it. I can clearly feel the uncontrollable brain, the uncontrollable state of calmness, and the thought of thinking about you again and again. In the past five minutes, I almost completely lost the quality that an excellent pilot should have.

I can't stay calm, this is a taste I've never experienced before. It's the feeling of realizing my weaknesses, and it's the feeling of thinking of you every moment.

You are my weakness.

This taste is something I have never felt before.

Comrade Zuo Xue, let me call you once like the revolutionary love decades ago - Comrade Zuo Xue.

I think I really fell in love with you.

This is the first time I fell in love with someone in my life, and the last time. I now recall the high school time with you and the short three days when I went to Xingcheng to see you, every cell in my body seemed to be cheering and emitting a signal that made me almost addicted to it.

Xu Zhimo said - I will look for my only soul mate in the vast sea of ​​people.

Comrade Zuo Xue, I think you are the only soul mate in my world. I am very glad to find you, even though the relationship between us is something you pursue me.

But this does not prevent my love and affection for you.

During my twenty-year journey of life, I have met and contacted many girls, but I have never moved my heart. Only you have made me unable to remain calm.

Most of the time you are like an orchid growing in a valley, quietly blooming your own beauty, not fighting or scrambling, just being yourself.

Occasionally, you will become a plum blossom in winter, blooming proudly in the wind and snow, and never surrender.

Sometimes, you are very similar to the words describing lotus in "Love Lotus" - it comes out of the mud without stain, washes in the clear water without being charming, is straight in the middle, does not vine or branches, and the fragrance becomes clearer from the distance.

Comrade Zuo Xue, you are so outstanding and so outstanding. Whenever I think of you as my girlfriend, I will subconsciously smile and feel a little unreal. Yes, it is always.

To be honest, I never thought you would become my girlfriend, and I never thought you would pursue me on your own initiative. My comrades around me often say that I am excellent like a monster, but I know that you are truly excellent.

You may not be the most beautiful girl in the world, but you are definitely the most suitable girl in the world and the best girl in my heart.

Thank you, Comrade Zuo Xue, for becoming my girlfriend.

Having written this, I suddenly feel a sense of gratitude, thankful that at this age where most people are most powerless, I have enough ability and strength to protect you.

Dear, how are you doing? Are you doing well?

After writing so many things I have always wanted to say to you, my heart gradually calmed down, so I can write something else.

The King said that this modification training will take at least four months, and I will only wait for four months before I can call you. To be honest, according to my learning progress, in fact, I can actually meet the solo standard in just half a month, but I still have comrades in my army. Everyone must have the same progress. Take care of them and take it slowly.

There is another thing I almost forgot to say, this time I trained to become the acting captain, and you may call me a captain in the future, hehe.

This temporary training was finally over. I saw the strong side of my motherland. In this new training, given my outstanding performance and good luck, the organization awarded our carrier-based aircraft modification troops a collective second-class merit. I experienced a lot in the new base and also went to South Korea to get close to the US Navy and felt the strength and advancedness of the other party.

Seeing that powerful aircraft carrier and the United States standing behind it, as a Chinese soldier and a party member, I must work harder and be stronger in order to protect our motherland and nation and protect you well.

If one day I sacrifice, please don’t be sad, don’t cry, and live well.

If I have the chance, if I still have ashes, please sprinkle my ashes in the vast galaxy.

My name is Zhou Hai, and the Star Sea is my destination.

To the world, you are a person; to me, you are my entire world.

I love you, miss you, my dear.
Chapter completed!