Helena did not elaborate on what happened in that experiment.

She just vaguely revealed some keywords: pain, shock, despair and endless torture.

It is said that on the day the experiment results came out, Vignie himself was stunned for a night because of deep despair.

The next morning, when Helena, who also knew the results of the experiment, came to the laboratory to clean up, she found only her husband's body.

Vignie committed suicide due to despair.

Behind the unstable alchemy system is an unbearable despair and fear. The closer one is to him, the easier it is to fall into complete collapse.

Helena only learned a little bit of fur, so the impact was not that great, but Vignie's death still had a huge impact on her. She once thought about following her husband, but she was unable to bear the child in her belly.

In the end, she chose to live alone with difficulty.

After a period of time, the child was born. When he was born, the baby boy's forehead had a mark similar to the ancient sun god - this is a unique feature of the Helena family's bloodline. It is said that their ancestors have a lot of origin and the ancient god, so when each generation of members were born, they would be blessed by the will of the ancient god.

According to their family traditions, children must also choose their own name after they reach adulthood. Before that, they can only have nicknames.

Helena hoped that her children would have the strong and healthy body of the ancient Sun God, so she simply called his nickname "Little Sun God".

The mother and son lived in Stephen Sand so hard and tenaciously.

After Vignie's death, Helena completely stayed away from the deception society.

She tried to forget all the dangerous alchemy she had learned and turned to the embrace of equivalent alchemy.

I have to say that her talent in the equivalent alchemy system is really limited, so no matter how hard she works, her life is just about making a living at most.

But for Helena, who has experienced the storm, being able to raise the little sun god safely into a human being is her last wish.

Perhaps every night, when she couldn't fall asleep for a long time, she would occasionally think of the terrifying experiment that ruined her husband's life, and she still had curiosity and desire for unstable alchemy.

But she restrained her undeniable thoughts very well.

Because she knew that she was the only one who relied on the little sun god, and that nothing could happen to her.

So in a blink of an eye, many years have passed, and Helena has not opened her husband's experiment log.

People who deceive themselves usually do their own things, and almost no one cares what Vignie discovered at the beginning.

Unfortunately, peaceful time is always fleeting, and fate always loves to joke with people.

On the day of the little sun god's sixth birthday, Helena panicked and found that her child had signs of premature organ aging in her body!

This is a very rare disease, and even Stephen San, who is so developed in potions, is beyond cure.

Those rich and powerful mages may be able to think of some solutions, but they obviously don’t care about the life of the little sun god. The higher the recovery spell, the more amazing the money and resources they consume.

For a moment, Helena fell into a desperate situation again, just like the stormy laboratory she and her husband worked hard to maintain many years ago.

But this time, the person who might fall down at any time became her son whom she cared more!

That was the whole of her life, and she did not allow the little sun god to take his life away by the disease.

Fortunately, this disease is not so fast.

She still has time to find a solution.

After trying some conventional methods, Helena finally turned her attention to her unfinished career.

Unstable alchemy.

Within the scope of her ability, it seems that only this "whimsical" alchemy can retain the life of the little sun god at a relatively cheap cost.

Without much thought, Helena, who lost her choice, quickly opened all the logs and records left by Vignie.

After many years, she once again stepped into the terrible door that once took her beloved life.

However, what she didn't expect was that she originally thought that she had not dabbled in unstable alchemy for so many years, and it should be very difficult to pick it up again; who knew that after she had just tried a basic small experiment, she felt the feeling of water, as if only in this field could she be herself wholeheartedly.

She made rapid progress, even faster than her younger ones!

She showed a terrifying talent and in almost three months she reached the level of Vignier in the relevant fields at that time. She also learned the entire truth about the experiment that year through the experiment log.

Helena admitted that she had also despaired, but she was stronger than Vignieu. She held on and went further and perfected Vignieu's experiment, and got a shocking result.

At that moment, no one needed to admit it. She knew that she had mastered the alchemy of God.

She kept the secret of the alchemy of God in the energy stone in Xu Nan's hand.

Then, she began to save the little sun god.

Because the previous experiments had consumed all her property, and the little sun god's body did not allow her to wait any longer, she could only use the alchemy doll that had been with her for many years as her son's new body.

For some purpose, she transformed the alchemy doll's head and replaced it with the current puppet head.

Next is the moment to witness miracles.

Through the alchemy of God that Helena had realized, she directly injected the soul of the little sun god into the body of the alchemy doll!

This method actually exceeds the existing understanding of magic and alchemy, otherwise Lawrence, the Lord of the White Tower, would not have taken much effort to become a great lich.

In Stephenson, there are many spells involving the soul level, but people know very little about this, not to mention that he easily injects human soul into the doll like Helena.

And in the process, Helena discovered an amazing fact:

The little sun god who has experienced the baptism of "God's Alchemy", seems to have lost something very important.

Not long after, Helena realized what her son was missing during the soul transformation process.

That is what is considered the only difference between humans and beasts: shame.

The little sun god was originally a very normal and ordinary child, but after the alchemy of God, he became silent and autistic, and various test reactions, he lost the concept of shame. Going further, he seemed to have no idea what shame is.

People usually say that God is ruthless, but they still have a little shame, they will feel angry, pride, jealousy, hatred, etc. They still have things called original sin.

A living person who has completely lost his shame, can be considered as a definition-compliant intelligent life, which is very, very rare in the entire multiverse.

For Helena, the impact the changes of the little sun god brought to her was not just the pain and sadness that a mother should feel, but also felt deep fear!

Because she suddenly realized that her child seemed to be the candidate for the caster who best matches the definition of God's alchemy!

But when she started, she found that when the little sun god was playing alone, she could already use some seemingly ordinary but incredible alchemy!

At that moment, she knew that the development of the situation had exceeded her control.

...

"The so-called unstable alchemy actually includes two stages."

"The first stage, which is the stage I am in now, is defined by my husband as [Limited Unstable Alchemy]. At this stage, I can do many incredible things, such as giving me a glass of milk, and I can give you a ranch with one hundred cows... But this is nothing compared to the second stage he imagined."

"The second stage is the so-called infinite stage! According to his theory, it is possible to use limited resources to replace endless resources through the extraordinary power of the alchemist, and even create a universe alone!"

Speaking of this, her expression became more and more excited. Instead, the little sun god standing beside her looked calm.

"Of course, the second phase is just an imaginary, but all signs show that the direction of our efforts is not wrong."

Xu Nan listened to Helena's ambition with a little difficulty and said hesitantly:

"But what does all this have to do with shame and the so-called fearless one?"

Helena glanced at him and said with a smile:

"Because the core of unstable alchemy is shameless."

"I said before that this is the basis of God's Alchemy. You may not have understood it yet. I tried to say it simpler. In the equivalent alchemy system, everything is in the category of [reasonable equivalent]. But have you ever thought about who defined this concept of [equivalent reasonable]?"

"Of course it was defined by the ancient alchemists themselves."

"In fact, this definition is not accurate, it is just a general category that is not very wrong. The essence of alchemy is still demand. Equivalent alchemy is not likely to cause vicious accidents because demand and effort are relatively balanced; while unstable alchemy, as a negative example, is frequent vicious accidents. Do you know the reason?"

"Forget it, this is too profound for you."

"As long as you know, the weaker the shame, the more you can develop the mystery of [God's Alchemy]. In theory, people who have no shame can reach the peak of God's Alchemy!"

"Do you know why it is called "Deceiving Learning"? Because in our system, only by learning to deceive ourselves and hide our shame can we better perform unstable alchemy..."

When talking about academics, Helena seemed to have changed into a different person, and she became a chatterbox and talked freely.

Xu Nan's head was so big that he heard it.

Fortunately, he could still understand a little bit of the bottom line.

This mentally retarded alchemy, which sounds very awesome and has a very arrogant side effect, is actually the more shameless the person is, the stronger the!

That's not very suitable for you.

Xu Nan sighed in his heart.

He could not understand what Helena said immediately, but he also felt something vaguely, so he remembered everything Helena said deeply in his heart.

He had a premonition that this knowledge would come in handy sooner or later.

...

In any case, everything that happened to Helena and the little sun god has proved that the unstable alchemy system does exist. If Vignie was still alive, he would probably jump up happily.

But Helena thought more.

The little sun god's abnormality may not be concealed for a long time. She felt that instead of trying to conceal it powerlessly, it would be better to show it to the world openly.

Only by putting his talents on the larger stage can the better protect the little sun god.
To be continued...