1760 You Can't Do It (Seeking Monthly Pass)
Seeing Luo Zhen fall into silence, Shino couldn't help but feel impulsive.
In normal times, Shino would never show weakness in front of others like this, let alone a man who had only known him for a few days in the game. It was pretty good for her prey, but it was impossible to show her weakness in front of her.
But what happened today finally broke the shell of Shino's pretending to be strong and exposed his true self.
The real Shino is not strong at all, not calm at all, nor ruthless at all. Instead, he is just a fragile girl who is randomly tricked by her own emotions and tortured by her past unbearable.
It is precisely because of weakness that we pursue strength.
It is precisely because of fragility that we pursue strength.
The so-called sniper Shino is just a mask from Shino Asada.
Now that this mask has been ruthlessly removed, everything about Shino is exposed.
"Tell me and tell me!"
Shino couldn't help but stretch out his body, stretched out his hand, grabbed Luo Zhen's collar, and shouted loudly.
"What should I do to be like you!"
At this point, Shino is no different from collapse.
The fear, fear and resistance to the past made Shino's emotions completely out of control and became blind.
Perhaps, Shino realized that the fear he had suffered had arrived and could not help it, so he tried his best to pursue strength like this.
For Shino such a person, the strength shown by Rama is her life-saving straw, and she must seize it, otherwise she will be unable to hold on and her weakness can no longer be hidden.
The true power that can transcend the barriers of the imaginary world and the real world is right in front of Shino.
And that is exactly what Shino pursues.
Learn the calmness, cruelty and ruthlessness of the sniper in this world, and then use this to crush the weakness of Asada Shino. This is the purpose of Shino's continuous wandering in this world.
But Luo Zhen, like Shino, has killed someone with his own hands, but he is as calm and calm as he is now. In Shino's opinion, it is because of his incomparable power.
In order to suppress one's weakness and control one's fragility, Shino has been desperate.
so
"Tell me!"
Shino bit her lips, and the force was so fierce that it would have been so strong that it would have been bitten to the point in the real world.
Luo Zhen looked at Shino like this and sighed silently in her heart.
Why is the girl in front of me so persistent, or paranoid?
Luo Zhen didn't know.
However, Luo Zhen knew that this was definitely not for no reason.
The girl in front of her may have a certain painful and painful past that has led to her current paranoia.
Luo Zhen is sure of this.
Because, Luo Zhen has seen too many of the same look.
then
"Although I don't know what's going on, if you are pursuing a certain answer, then first, I can tell you something."
Luo Zhen looked straight at Shino and spoke like this.
"That's right, you can't become like me, give up this unrealistic idea."
In one sentence, Shino's impulse was directly defeated.
"no way?"
Shino's voice was hoarse.
"That's right." Luo Zhen said unmovedly: "You are pursuing power and trying to use it to cross something, but since that's the case, you shouldn't think of becoming like me. My power is something that only belongs to me. No matter how much you pursue it, it is not yours. You have completely found the wrong person."
"Secondly, you've also found the wrong way." Luo Zhen looked at Shino's eyes and said word by word: "Some things cannot be overcome by becoming stronger. If you just want to suppress them by becoming stronger, it will only be subject to a greater rebound."
This is also natural, right?
"Because, this is just an escape."
Luo Zhen's words began to become merciless.
"You said I'm running away?" Shinno suddenly became angry and said loudly: "You don't know me at all!"
Before Shino could finish her sentence, she was immediately interrupted by Rama.
"Yes, I don't know what happened to you, what's going on now, how much effort you have made and how much you have paid for it, why do you say you are escaping?"
Luo Zhen stared at Shino and said in this way.
"But, I still know that you are useless in this way."
no way.
Shino's eyes now are only possessed by those who are forced into a dead end.
If you show such a look, you don’t have to think about it, the other party must have taken the wrong path, otherwise you would never have entered a dead end or reached a dead end.
In this way, Luo Zhen must tell Shino.
"Even if you become as strong as me, you can't cross what you want to cross."
Luo Zhen crushed Shino's only persistence in his heart.
Shino has always believed that as long as you defeat countless powerful enemies in this world and manipulate countless powerful guns, you can make your heart in the real world become stronger and eventually overcome the pain of the past.
For this reason, Shino worked hard in this world for half a year.
Now, Luo Zhen has broken this hope.
And, in the most direct way.
"If you don't want to admit it, then tell me."
Luo Zhen's voice came into Shino's ears clearly.
"You must have become much stronger in this world than before, but have you crossed the things you want to cross?"
The questioning from the soul made Shino's eyes tremble violently.
Isn't that the case?
Since entering this game, Shino has been getting stronger, becoming stronger than yesterday, and becoming countless times stronger than when he first entered this world. But in the end, did he cross the pain of the past because of this?
No!
Even now, Shino still cannot touch the gun, let alone see the gun. Even if someone uses his hands to make a pistol posture, she will be mentally impacted, dizzy, vomiting, pain and even fainting, and there is almost no improvement.
Isn't this the proof?
This just shows one thing.
That is, Shino was wrong.
Even if she can indeed touch a gun in this world, she can even calmly shoot bullets into the enemy's head and kill the other party, it is only because in this world, everything is virtual and does not cause her inner trauma.
Once you encounter something real, Shino's mental illness will still occur.
For example, the atmosphere that occurred when Luo Zhen confronted the dead gun before made Shino almost attack once.
For example, in the warehouse, Shino almost lost control when the real death approached.
These are all proofs.
"Then what should I do?"
Shino lost all his strength and fell softly into Luo Zhen's arms.
"If this doesn't work, then I'm, then I'm."
Shino buried his head in Rama's chest, and tears finally flowed down his eyes.
Luo Zhen did not disturb Shino, and sighed and let her go.
After a few seconds, Shino began to cry.
Crying sounds all over the river bank.
Chapter completed!