1756 The third death (seeking monthly pass)
die.
This is not very strange to Shino.
It’s not that Shino has experienced death, but that death is actually always with her.
It was my father at first.
Shino had never seen his father's face.
When Shino was two years old, her father died in a traffic accident.
That day, my father and mother took Shino and the family of three to their mother's hometown for the New Year, and drove on a prefecture in the northeast. However, while the car was driving on the old single-line road extending along the slope of the hill, it drove from the opposite lane. A large truck that had no time to turn directly hit it.
At that time, the truck driver broke through the windshield and fell on the road, and died immediately.
The small car that Shino, which was hit by a truck on the right, crossed the guardrail and fell to the hillside, and was finally blocked by two trees before stopping falling.
At this time, although the father driving the car was seriously injured by unknown consciousness, he did not die immediately. The mother in the assistant seat only had a simple fracture of her left thigh, while the young Shino was almost unharmed because the seat belt in the back seat baby seat was almost unharmed, and she was not despair.
Unfortunately, on that road that is not often used, especially late at night, it was sparsely populated, and even the phone in the car was damaged by the impact. It was not discovered until the car passing through the old road the next morning that there was an accident.
But that was already six hours later.
During these six hours, Shino's mother could only watch her father, who was gradually cold due to internal bleeding, and eventually died of it. She eventually collapsed and her mental age returned to her teenage years before she met her father.
At that time, Shino experienced the first death closest to him in his life.
The second closest death to Shino happened five years ago.
At that time, my mother and Shino had already left Tokyo and returned to their mother's home to live in a frugal life in the countryside.
Fifteen years have passed since that accident. The psychotic mother may just regard Shino as her sister, but fortunately, she still loves Shino deeply. She reads picture books and sings lullabies for her every night. Therefore, Shino's mother always looks like a fragile girl who is easily injured. She let Shino tell herself from the beginning of being sensible and to protect her mother.
For Shino at that time, the outside world was full of various elements that disturbed her mother's peaceful life, which made her mind always think that she must protect her mother.
However, this idea eventually created the present Shino.
Shino will never forget that day.
That day, Shino and his mother went to the post office together, but encountered a robber who broke in at the post office.
At that time, the robber held a black star in his hand.
It was a imitation of the (Tokarev TT33) formally adopted by the Soviet Army in 1932. It used a 30-caliber, 762mm steel core bullet with a lot of gunpowder. The initial velocity of the bullet can exceed the speed of sound and has the most powerful penetration force among pistols. However, due to the excessive recoil, it was replaced by the Soviet Union in the 1950s with a pistol (Makarov) using a miniaturized 9mm bullet. The full name is (Physical 54 Black Star Pistol).
The prisoner held such a gun and shot a post office employee who tried to call the police. He took his anger and pointed the gun at someone else.
Unfortunately, Shino's mother was right beside her, crushed by fear, and eventually screamed uncontrollably.
Hearing his mother's scream, Shino rushed up almost subconsciously, bit the prisoner's arm, snatched the other party's pistol during the fight, and shot the other party in the end.
Yes.
This is death created by Shino himself.
Even at that time, Shino was completely blank and had a strong desire to protect his mother, which led to such an action. However, Shino indeed pulled the trigger at the other party again and again when the prisoner rushed towards him in anger.
Afterwards, the report said that the prisoner died because of a firearm bomb.
As for Shino, there were no other injuries except for two teeth broken, two wrists sprained, back hit and right shoulder dislocation.
These injuries were quickly cured.
However, there are also injuries that cannot be cured.
Since then, Shino will vomit or faint whenever he sees a gun. Even the pistols imitated by his hands cannot be used when he sees them in TV, comics, or even when he imitates them with his hands.
As soon as he saw the gun, Shino could see the man's face when he was killed, and the scene where the other party's eyebrows were pierced with bullets, smiling at him with blood, and eyes wide open.
In other words, Shino suffered from a mental illness.
Post-traumatic stress syndrome.
This is the incurable injury that Shino suffers from.
Shino didn't regret choosing to shoot at that time.
However, her body, heart and spirit are not under her control, and she will not be able to stand seeing guns and things related to it.
This made Shino feel like she didn't regret it, just saying beautiful words that were so loud. In fact, she always regretted it and shouldn't feel like she wanted to protect her mother.
And the psychologists will only say things that we understand you, but they cannot let Shino let go.
Therefore, Shino wanted to become stronger and gain the courage to say such things when he wanted to say that situation.
In this case, Shino accidentally met Kyoji and entered the ggo under Kyoji's introduction, and was able to get in touch with the gun again.
What’s amazing is that maybe the body in the imaginary world is virtual, or the feeling when touching a gun cannot be completely reproduced. In this world, Shino not only does not cause an attack when touching a gun, but also likes several guns.
From that time on, Shino felt that as long as he became the strongest player in this world, he would definitely become stronger in the real world.
"As long as I keep knocking down enemies stronger than the robber, getting used to them and surpassing them, my experience in this world will definitely become a strengthener for my heart and spirit, so that I can also be above them and become stronger in the real world."
With this idea in mind, Shino would almost paranoidly pursue strong enemies, use anti-equipment sniper rifle and make his heart and spirit stronger, and one day it will affect himself in the real world.
But now
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Shino's heartbeat accelerated like an unlimited period, causing her to breathe rapidly, sweating heavily, her whole body twitched, her head blank, and she could not do anything to herself.
This feeling is exactly the same as when you come into contact with a gun in the real world.
However, this time, Shino was not touching the gun, but feeling the arrival of the third death.
Do you have to face it again?
Could it be that after the first two times, I will die again?
But the first time, she was lucky enough to die and let her father die. The second time, she tried her best to kill others and let herself survive. Who would have to sacrifice this time?
Do you yourself?
Or, this young man who came to save himself?
If I could escape this death, would the boy in front of me have to die?
Killed by yourself?
"No! Absolutely not!"
So fear rose to his heart, making Shino cry.
"You go quickly! Go quickly!"
Unfortunately, Luo Zhen turned a deaf ear. When the durability was only twelve o'clock, he raised the dagger in his hand high, burst out with a greater force than any previous time, and resolutely slashed down.
"Bang!"
With a crisp sound, the dagger cut off the chain.
"Bang!"
The durability of the cut chain completely zeroed, turning into polygon fragments and bursting out and disappearing.
"drop!"
At this time, the countdown is 0:02.
Without any hesitation, Luo Zhen hugged Shino directly.
Not long after
"Boom!"
Chapter completed!