"Jiuhong--"

Bai Yufen thought about many possibilities, but never expected that "Yang Jiuhong" went to a foreign church just because she couldn't feel social discrimination.

"Yufen, I know that once some stains are stained, they will never be washed clean in this life."

Annie said lightly, "I didn't voluntarily be a kiln sister, but I've been in the kiln. Even if I have been a good friend and married Qiye, those people still look down on me."

These people also include servants from the Bai family.

Although they looked very respectful to "Yang Jiuhong" in their faces, they looked down on her in their bones.

Just like Li Xiangxiu, he is "Kiaojie'er" when he opens his mouth and shuts up, and he also feels that being a maid is more noble than a kiaojie'er.

At that time, Yang Jiuhong had been in the Bai family's gate for more than 20 years, but she still could not gain the respect from the hearts of the people.

Annie also carefully studied and found that Yang Jiuhong's tragedy was due to human reasons, but in the end, it was the entire society's discrimination against her identity as a kiln sister.

For example, Bai Jiali, when she was a child, she really didn’t know who her biological mother was, nor did she understand those principles.

But when you grow up.

She really doesn't know? She really doesn't understand these principles?

She knew and understood, especially since she had also experienced the same experience of being stolen from her daughter and her daughter was taught to refuse to recognize herself, she still didn't want to recognize Yang Jiuhong.

After all, it was because she felt that it was embarrassing to have Yang Jiuhong, her biological mother.

Of course this is wrong. Dogs don’t think their mother is ugly.

But we can't blame Bai Jiali too much, because no one taught her when she was young, and occasionally she heard topics about her mother, and she also looked down on her in all kinds of contempt and contempt, and even she herself felt inferior.

Bai Jiali refused to recognize Yang Jiuhong, so Yang Jiuhong was naturally in great pain.

In fact, for Bai Jiali, this incident itself brought her pain.

After all, Bai Jiali, like the second old lady, was not the person Yang Jiuhong, but her identity.

Because the whole society has this attitude, they just obey the general trend.

Therefore, even if Bai Jiali was not taken away by the second old lady, but was kept by Yang Jiuhong, in such a big social environment, Bai Jiali's heart would be full of contradictions.

On the one hand, out of her instinct for being a child and her mother’s teaching, she would definitely respect her mother, and even feel that her mother was really pitiful and would feel sorry for her.

On the other hand, when you go outside and interact with others, you will inevitably encounter someone who is "knowing the roots and the bottom". When you see someone coming to someone else's ears and muttering, even if they don't discuss Bai Jiali, Bai Jiali will subconsciously feel that they are laughing at her, the daughter of the Bai family who was born and raised by the sister of the kiln.

That kind of pain will be even more unbearable and heavier than the pain that Bai Jiali endured without recognizing her mother.

Of course, if Bai Jiali's heart is strong enough to ignore everyone's comments and eyes, she will still be able to have a wonderful life.

I will also have a deep love between mother and daughter with Yang Jiuhong.

But, in fact, Bai Jiali is just an ordinary girl who can feel inferior and care about other people's opinions, which makes herself more and more painful.

...As long as the prejudice caused by "Yang Jiuhong" due to her identity is not changed for a day, her relationship with her daughter will not be able to calm down for a day.

But how difficult is it to change the inherent prejudice of the entire society?

"Jiuhong, you, don't think so much. In fact, as long as you get along with you for a long time, everyone will know that you are a very good person. You are capable and kind!"

Bai Yufen was anxious to comfort Annie, but instead threw aside the fact that Annie often went to and from foreign churches and seemed to be unruly.

"No, no matter how capable I am or how good I am to people, they may thank me at that time, but after the matter is over, how can they look down on me or look down on me?"

Anne shook her head in disappointment.

This is not because she speculates on others with the greatest malicious intention, but the facts.

In the original plot, ghosts and animals invaded China, and the business of the Bai family was affected. In such a big mansion, no one dared to buy medicinal materials except the Qiye.

It was Yang Jiuhong who was ordered to take the initiative in the face of danger and relied on the Japanese he learned from Tian Mu to buy back the medicinal materials in a shocking and dangerous manner.

There was also Bai Jingye who was not doing it properly, and he spent all his money on his body and was seized by others. Bai Jingqi took out the money to redeem him, but Yang Jiuhong took out the money he earned from putting his seals to finish the matter.

Putting aside whether Yang Jiuhong puts out the seal money or not, just because of her intention, you can see that she is still kind in her bones and has a sense of belonging to the mansion. She really feels sorry for Master Qi and can't bear to see him make things difficult.

Yang Jiuhong is definitely a meritorious minister to the Bai family.

However, after the incident, everyone forgot her credit. They would continue to dislike her, and they mocked her for not letting Yang Jiuhong take mourning for the second old lady even if she died.

"Jiuhong, you don't have to think so much. Raise your child first. When your son has a bright future, outsiders will naturally not dare to underestimate you."

Bai Yufen really didn't know what to persuade her. Not to mention that people outside discriminated against Yang Jiuhong, it was her own. When she mentioned Yang Jiuhong's first reaction was that she was once famous and was the most beautiful kiln sister in Jinan Prefecture.

This prejudice has really penetrated into people's bones. Even if the rational reminder is wrong, I still can't help thinking so.

"It's just for the sake of my children that I don't want to stay in a place that will laugh at me and look down on me all day."

Anne shook her head stubbornly, "I'm already like this, but my son is still young, I can't let him listen to those dirty words since he was a child."

"Yufen, I found that in fact, foreigners are not as scary as the legendary ones. They are all ordinary people with one nose and two eyes. They want to eat when they are hungry and want to sleep when they are sleepy."

"But, foreigners are simpler than us. They are straightforward and will not hold on to my past, but will respect me very much."

"Of course, it may also be related to my generous business. But what's the point? I'm not without money. I'm spending money, and some people use my money, but they still laugh at me as a kiln sister in secret."

"The foreigners are different, they are consistent in their appearance and really value me."

Bai Yufen did not mention going to church again, but Anne took the initiative to mention it.

When she mentioned these, her eyes became particularly bright, and her whole body looked so full of energy, as if she had become a different person.

She forgot all the unbearable things in Beijing and the momentum she received, and seemed to have become the bright and happy Yang Jiuhong again.

After looking at Annie for a long time, Bai Yufen sighed quietly, "As long as you are happy."
Chapter completed!