Chu Wanning's breathing was a little heavy, and her throat was a little thirsty.

He was unwilling to admit defeat, so he felt embarrassed. He suppressed the fire in his heart and still asked lightly: "For the rest of his life?"

"lifetime."

"…I may go very fast, I don't care about you."

"It's okay, I'll chase you."

"I might also stand, not wanting to leave."

"I'll stand with my master."

Chu Wanning was very anxious by his unthinking answer and said, "Then I'm going to just not be able to walk?"

"I'll take you away."

Chu Wanning: “…”

Mo Ran was stunned for a moment, feeling a little disrespectful, a little abrupt, so he opened his eyes wide and waved his hand and said in a hurry: "I'll carry you away."

Chu Wanning's heartbeat became more and more rapid. He had to do all his efforts to suppress his desire to help the man up and touch him. This agitation made him frown. He looked very anxious and a little angry: "Who wants you to carry it."

Mo Ran opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.

His master is so difficult to serve. He is not good to carry, nor can he hold it. He can't carry it, and he can't drag it. He is very stupid and doesn't know how to make Chu Wanning happy.

So he lowered his head in a little disappointed manner, as if he was an abandoned dog.

He whispered, "Then I won't leave either."

“…”

"If you want to get wet in the rain, I will accompany you."

Chu Wanning was forced to be at a loss by such a tight entanglement. A person who was so independent and almost thoughtless: "I don't want you to accompany you."

Mo Ran finally stopped talking. From Chu Wanning's perspective, he could only see his broad forehead, dark eyebrows, and two rows of slender eyelashes, which drooped like a fog curtain, trembling slightly, as if the wind was blowing the curtain and swaying the curtain.

"Master..." Chu Wanning's anxious rejection made Mo Ran misunderstand his feelings. Mo Ran said, "Are you still angry with me..."

Chu Wanning was still immersed in the throbbing inside his heart and could not get rid of it, so he didn't hear it clearly and just said, "What?"

"When I was in the ghost world, I said I was sorry many times, but I knew it was not enough. Over the past five years, I have been spending all the time in guilt, and I know I owe you."

Chu Wanning: “…………”

"I also want to do better. I think at least when I stand in front of you, I won't feel too dirty or can't raise my head. But I... I can't catch up with you... I wake up almost every day and worry about whether this is a dream. I worry about waking up, and you will no longer be there. I always hear what you said to me when you save me when Jin Sung-chi said, "It's not true that your dream is too good, I... I'm very sad..."

Mo Ran's voice was a little hoarse.

He still had something to say, but he didn't want to say it. He felt that he had no face to continue talking about it in front of Chu Wanning. How could he be cruel to let Chu Wanning know about all the things that happened in the past five years?

Sometimes he stayed alone in the snow valley and could not tell where he was. At that time, he stabbed himself with a needle, and stabbed his fingers one by one. It hurts very much. When he was so painful, he knew that his spiritual consciousness was still awake and that he was still in this world.

Knowing that all this was not a big dream he had in his previous life, he would not see the top of life and death when he woke up, Xue Meng, who was full of hatred, and the Rufengmen who was razed to the ground, would not see the red lotus water pavilion, and Chu Wanning lying in his clothes, just like before his death.

Just like before life, just like before life.

What four other words can be more painful than this?

Strangely, when he knew that Chu Wanning died to save him, and when he went to the ghost world to save people, his heart was ache, but he had never been so uncontrollably desperate.

But as life goes by, time gradually passes.

As Chu Wanning woke up day by day, Mo Ran became more and more painful, and his heart became more and more like a knife.

It seemed that the years of being alone gave him more time to think, and it seemed that it was because he was so hysterical when he did not have Chu Wanning, imitating that person with all his might, wishing he could tear himself apart and replace it with Chu Wanning's reflection.

In short, many things he had never paid attention to, thought deeply, and gradually forgot about were back in his mind. Those past events were like the wet tides that faded away, naked/exposed moist tidal flats, he stood alone by the sea, and the waves had already been extinguished.

Everything can be seen so clearly.

He remembered his previous life, and wars were everywhere and the road was over.

Xue Meng came to the top of life and death. In the Wushan Palace, which was beyond recognition, Xue Meng once asked him word by word with tears in his eyes.

Why do you treat your master like this?

Xue Meng once forced him to look back before he died—

He said, Mo Ran.

Think about it carefully, let go of your hideous hatred. Look back.

He once took you to practice martial arts and protect you from your comprehensiveness.

He once taught you how to practice calligraphy, read books, write poems and draw.

He once learned to cook for you, and he was clumsy and injured one hand.

He used to...he used to wait for you to come back day and night, and he went from dark to dawn alone...

At that time, Mo Ran didn't go to listen and refused to go to see it.

Now he walked to the coast of fate and the tide was fading. He lowered his head and saw a lost heart. That heart used to treat him so well, and was so earnest that he was about to die, and was about to endure his efforts.

He was stubborn and didn't see it, and stepped on it.

He just stepped on Chu Wanning's heart!

Whenever Mo Ran thought of this, he felt cold all over his body and blood were blurred. What did he do... What did he do? In two lifetimes, sixteen years, he never had one day to repay Chu Wanning? He never had one day - the first one to keep Chu Wanning in his heart?!

brute!!!

Did I have the heart of wood and stone in the past, why didn’t I feel any pain?!

In the past five years, how many times have I seen Chu Wanning return in white clothes in my dreams, with a look as old as before.

When he woke up, his pillows were moist. He said every day, Chu Wanning, Master, I'm sorry, it's my fault, it's my fault.

I say it every day, but I can't reduce the slightest guilt.

Later, when he saw the fragrance of spring, he would think of him, and when he saw the snow of winter, he would think of him.

Later, every morning was golden, just like Chu Wanning's soul. Every night was black, just like Chu Wanning's eyes. Later, every ray of moonlight was bright white like his cloud sleeves and snow, and every rising sun was like his eyes. Later, he saw Chu Wanning's figure in the red clouds in the red glow in the sky, in the morning light of the blue crab, and in the heroic sea of ​​clouds.

He is everywhere.

Because of such pain and longing, he gradually faded away his hatred for his humble origin and his obsession with his teacher, which was almost fanatical.

One day, he saw a snow-covered forsythia popping out of the cracks in the walls outside the snow valley.

He looked at it calmly for a while, but he thought as if he was usual, and he thought, "Oh, this flower is so beautiful, if Master saw it, he would definitely like it."

I just thought about it so lightly, thinking about the simplest and most casual little thing.

When Chu Wanning died, he did not drive him crazy. The sadness that defeated him roared towards him in an instant. The thousand-mile dike was destroyed in an ant hole, and he suddenly collapsed.

He burst into tears, the valley was in vain, the geese were frightened and the sound was so hoarse and ugly that he was ashamed to cry out that golden flower that was born proud of the snow.

Five years have passed.

He never forgave himself.

"Master... I'm sorry... I'm trying hard to come back today, and I've brought you a gift, and when I want to see you, don't stop empty-handed..." The strong calmness finally came to an end, and the pretended calmness finally collapsed.

Mo Ran knelt in front of Chu Wanning, and he finally got into trouble. Now, only in front of Chu Wanning can he get into trouble.

"I... am still very stupid. After you resurrected, the first thing I promised you was not able to do. It's my fault."

Chu Wanning felt extremely embarrassed when he saw him like this. He had always loved Mo Ran, but now he has been reunited after a long time, how could he bear to make him feel so wronged?

But when he heard this, he hesitated for a moment and asked, "Why are you late today?"

"Originally... it was too late. But I encountered some evil spirits in Caidie Town, I..."

"Is the devil removal delayed?"

"I'm sorry." Mo Ran lowered his head, "not only did it delay, but even the gifts prepared to the master were almost ruined... and it also made me covered in blood, so I hurried to take a shower, but the result..."

Chu Wanning's heart softened.

Grandmaster of Mo.

This Mo Ran is indeed different from five years ago.

Five years ago, he was selfish, but now he knows which one is more important. Chu Wanning is not a person who is determined to be romantic. If Mo Ran ignores the trouble of Caidie and Sword, he will be angry, but now this man who is honestly kneeling in front of him and clumsyly asking for forgiveness, he feels that he is really stupid and cute.

Chu Wanning slowly stepped forward, and his heart was flowing warmly. He stretched out his hand and was about to help Mo Ran up, but suddenly heard Mo Ran say in a muffled voice: "Master, please don't expel me from the sect."

This time it was Chu Wanning's turn to be stunned. He didn't know that Mo Ran was so guilty and uneasy, so he didn't expect Mo Ran to say this, and hesitated: "Why..."

"Even when it rains, I will accompany you, chase you, guard you, and hold you with my back and hold you, and you will not want to be unsatisfied. Please don't drive me away."

Mo Ran finally raised his face, and Chu Wanning's heart trembled.

He saw the man's eyes slightly red, and there was mist inside.

Chu Wanning has always been neat and decisive, but at this moment he suddenly lost his mind and was helpless: "You...you are twenty-two years old this year, why are you still..."

He paused, sighed, and said, "Get up first."

Mo Ran suddenly raised his arm, wiped his eyes hard, and said stubbornly: "Master doesn't want me, so I won't get up."
To be continued...