Chen Cang was stunned for a moment, he knew that Director Li had something to say.

He didn't speak up and listened quietly.

Li Baoshan also drank a lot of these words, and he has been buried in his heart for more than ten years, and no one has said them.

I have been away from the capital and arrived in MoNyang for more than ten years. I have traveled to two or three hospitals and finally taken root in the Second Provincial Hospital. This has been more than ten years.

In the past ten years, it has also gained the reputation of being a four-strong expert in emergency department in Dongyang Province.

However, the only difference is that Li Baoshan rarely attends academic conferences and academic organizations also participate in very few, and basically devotes himself to the clinical practice.

Li Baoshan awoke and sighed a long time.

What happened back then was not a glorious thing, and it was a bit embarrassing to say.

Looking at Chen Cang, Li Baoshan felt that he still needed to say something.

Being young and promising is a good thing.

But...you should also know how to advance and retreat when you are young and promising.

Li Baoshan said: "I have two noble people in my life, one is my mentor and the other is my old director."

"After graduation, the tutor kept me in the hospital. Although it was not difficult at that time, it was not easy for us to stay and develop in a place like the capital."

"My tutor has kept me, by the way, my teacher is Yang Pei."

After hearing the name Yang Pei, Chen Cang was stunned for a moment!

He was very unfamiliar with this name before and had basically never heard of it. However, he has recently written a paper and looked up a lot of documents and materials, so he naturally knew about this legendary figure.

He is known as the most regrettable academician.

Why do you say so?

Because this academician died young!

He just finished the selection of academicians and was gone for the second year. This was originally a big shot who could become a leading general surgery personnel in China and was very famous in the field of general vascular surgery!

Li Baoshan was obviously a little depressed, and there was a little more desolation and helplessness in his voice, but more regretful!

"Teacher Yang was also the chief director of general surgery at that time, and one of the few academicians of the dual academies in China. At that time, our cooperation between the General Surgery Association and the World Health Organization was really started. Teacher Yang also worked very hard. After all, at that time, we had just started to deal with the world and had to make achievements so that others could respect us!"

"That era... is really different from now. Most of your generation of post-90s and post-00s have seen the impression that our country has become stronger. You see that our world's second largest economy is now, with a comprehensive well-off society, a rise of a big country, leading 5g, etc... Most of your contacts are the impression that our motherland is strong."

"It was different at that time. Our country was like a twenties boy. He had just entered the world stage and was afraid that others would look down on him! He was in all walks of life. Therefore, the academicians at that time worked hard one by one, doing clinical practice, and scientific research... for fear that foreigners would be irresponsible."

Speaking of this, Li Baoshan raised his hand and touched the tears at the corner of his eyes.

Every time he talks about this memory, he regrets it very much.

"The next year, we just attended an international conference. After we came back, Teacher Yang suffered from acute complexity of Bu-Ga syndrome."

"What's the key! At that time, Teacher Yang took us to the general vascular direction. After getting sick, surgery was needed."

"But now the problem arises. Who should I find surgery? We were authoritative at that time. Our hospitals in China are the most powerful, or they would go abroad to find foreign doctors."

Speaking of this, Li Baoshan's emotions collapsed, sobbed in a daze, and sat on the steps and started crying loudly.

"I was 44 years old at that time and was already the deputy director of the emergency department. The teacher asked my junior brother to call me to the general surgery department. He lay on the hospital bed and looked at me with a smile. I remember clearly."

"He said: Baoshan, it's finally time to test you. There is a rare opportunity. This is a typical complex acute Bu-Ga syndrome. Look at this angiography, during the operation..."

"Teacher Yang treats himself as a case and lays on the hospital bed to tell us about cases and operations."

"After the talk, he told me: Baoshan, you are the eldest brother, you have to look up, if you do the surgery, I will also test you."

"At that time, the teacher believed me and asked me to have surgery. I didn't dare, but the teacher said: Who am I? I am Yang Pei, the president of the domestic general foreign vascular society. Who did you ask me to go to? Find those foreigners? Don't they laugh at us?"

"The idea of ​​their generation at that time was to be self-reliant, and to have a strong heart in their bones, so that they would not let outsiders laugh at them."

"I took Dr. Cory to the surgery. The operation was very difficult. I was very afraid of failure. The more I was afraid of, the more mistakes I made, the more worried I would make, and the more I worry about it, the more I would be!"

"During the operation, the major artery ruptured, and it was all about remediation and repairing... Blood was sprayed directly on our faces, as if to humiliate us and tell us that we were a coward..."

"The operation failed and the old man did not get off the operating table."

"What the teacher trusts the most is me. I am the senior brother, but I... I lost so much that I gave the teacher's life."

At this time, Li Baoshan hugged his head and cried bitterly, just like a child.

Chen Cang understands this feeling!

The teacher was sick and asked the student he trusted the most to go on stage to operate, but the student could not save him.

Chen Cang also sighed.

However, surgery is always risky and unexpected.

Li Baoshan cried for a while, his voice a little hoarse: "Later, I was a little depressed. This incident hit me a lot. I had insomnia every night and couldn't sleep without drinking. There was a bottle of wine in the duty room."

"I drank too much again, but I encountered an emergency surgery and had a medical accident. The director of the emergency department helped me. He and the department took responsibility and did not give it to me... He failed to advance to the vice president that year."

Li Baoshan stood up, looked at the tall buildings in front of him, and smiled bitterly.

"I cheated my own teacher and my director. I have no face to continue to take it down there."

"Later, I took a rest for a year, and then went back to my hometown in Dongyang Province, where did I take root."

"I just went to the provincial people at the beginning. The old director greeted my leader and asked me to go directly as the deputy director. I was not used to it, so I left..."

"I finally went to the Second Provincial Hospital to be the director. Since then, I quit drinking and never got any drops because... no one took the blame for me. I am the director. I have to set a good example for you and take the blame for you."

Li Baoshan stood up and said, "For more than ten years, I have not dared to come to the capital. I am afraid of this place and I am afraid of meeting acquaintances. Every time I come, I feel like a sinner!"

Chen Cang looked at Li Baoshan's back and felt indescribable loneliness.

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ps: Thanks to the "Little Little La Bo" brothers for their 100,000 rewards and becoming the leader of this book.

This is the first leader of the little brother and the only one. Thanks for his support, I will write this book well.
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