Pei Yanan looked at a certain place and her voice suddenly became very sad. She forced herself to uncover the scars in her heart. She was bleeding and slowly said: "I am the same, not as glamorous as you see! When my mother was there, my father was focused on his training camp. He went on a mission every day and could not see him once a year. Even my mother almost died on the operating table and he still didn't come. I started to think that I was a child without a father since I was very young, because I had never seen him until I was three years old..."

"When I was seven years old, my father's enemy arrested me and wanted to threaten him with me. In order to save me, my mother was shot. She wanted to see my father for the last time before she died, but she couldn't do it... She left with regret...

"As soon as I think of my mother, I will regret and blame myself. If I had not been caught in the first place, my mother would not have died..."

"I think my mother was killed by me, and I hate my father. He can perform tasks to protect others, but he can't protect my mother! Even my mother's last little wish can't satisfy her!"

"Later, my dad felt guilty to us, mother and daughter. After that, he tried his best to push the task and take more time to accompany me to make up for me, but how could he know that I no longer need anyone to accompany me. No matter how good he gives me, he can't make up for me. I'm going to have my mother's pain! I can't make up for it in my life!"

In the end, although Pei Yanan tried her best to suppress her emotions, she couldn't help but start to choke up. She had never told anyone about these things.

It was the first time Pei Yaqian knew that Pei Yanan, who was careless on the surface, seemed to care nothing, also had such a painful past in her heart.

Pei Yanan raised her head slightly, forced her emotions back, and looked at Pei Yaqian again and said, "I told you this to tell you that you can see the bright and beautiful surface of others, but you can't see the bitterness behind it. I always believe that God is fair, and everyone has unsatisfactory or even painful experiences. Although we cannot choose a birth background, we still have the opportunity to strive for the life we ​​want through our own efforts. As for those bad pasts, why can't we forget to start over? After all, people have only lived in this world for decades, so why should we not be able to live with ourselves?"

After saying that, she turned around and walked towards the door. Before she reached the door, she said again, "Pei Jianfeng has fallen into Li Yaochen's hands and will never hurt you again. Do you want to continue living in the shadow of the past or live the way you like. The choice is in your hands, and no one can make a decision for you."

Then Pei Yaqian heard the sound of opening and closing the door. She knew that Pei Yanan had left, blinked her extremely dry eyes, and slowly came back to her senses from the daze.

Pei Yanan's words echoed in her mind word by word. In fact, what she said is quite right. How can a person live in the world be free of worries and pain? It's just that others can't see it. Maybe while you envy others, others are also envious of you.

Pei Yaqian thought for a long time, and the depressed feeling suddenly disappeared a little.

She sat blankly for another half an hour, finally stood up, trying to get out of this ward full of strong potion smell for the first time.
Chapter completed!