Chapter 178 Electra Complex
After a long time, Liu Qing's delicate lips left me. There was a satisfied smile on her face. She looked at me and said softly: "Brother-in-law, these words have been buried deep in my heart for a long time. I finally said them today, and I am so happy.
But... don't get me wrong, I didn't increase your intention to bother you. I told you lies before, but one sentence is true. That is, my lover can only be good to me for the rest of my life. I know that brother-in-law, you don't love me. Even if you love me in the future, you can't be good to me alone, right? My cousin is my relative. Although I love you, I really never thought of sharing a man with her. She said she didn't mind just now, but I could see that my cousin still cared very much. I know her personality. She can sacrifice everything for you, but she won't be happy in her heart! "
I could only remain silent when I heard this, and thought to myself: Yes! Although Jingjing has made such a tolerant attitude, she must be unhappy in her heart. It is rare that Xiaoqing understands things so well, so it saves me more slap.
I sighed softly and said, "Xiaoqing, thank you for looking down on me so much, but my brother-in-law is really not as good as you said.
Moreover, my brother-in-law really can't be good to you alone. If you understand the truth so well, my brother-in-law is very pleased. In the future, my brother-in-law will treat you like a real sister, okay?"
Liu Qing smiled bitterly and said, "I don't want it! After a while, I will apply to be transferred to the US branch to work.
I have been away from my parents for two years, and it is time to go back and be filial to the two old people. I believe that time will make me forget you, and I also believe that one day, the real prince charming in my life will appear. Brother-in-law, you don’t have to worry about me. My cousin is the person you really deserve to cherish.”
I was moved. So I hugged her gently in my arms and sighed: "Xiaoqing, you are such a good girl, my brother-in-law wishes you a blessing!"
"Yes!" Liu Qing fell into my arms and closed her eyes speechlessly.
In order to avoid impulse and embarrassment, Liu Qing and I did not mention the massage again. After hugging silently for a while, we walked out of the study one after another.
When I went downstairs, Jingjing was sitting at the dining table and chatting with Feng Xiaocui who was eating. Seeing me coming down, she came over and said strangely: "Is it done? So fast?"
I took her hand and walked aside, and gently said the conversation between Xiaoqing and I just now. After hearing this, Jingjing felt thoughtful on her face and just said softly. Then she stopped talking.
After a while, Liu Jing also went downstairs, grabbed her cousin's hand and said, "Cousin, let's go back. I have a lot of things to say to you."
Jingjing nodded, reached out to stroke her little face, and said, "Okay, come to my room to sleep tonight. Let's have a good chat with you sisters."
Not long after I sat down, Jingjing and Liu Qing said goodbye and left. I watched them go away before returning home. Feng Xiaocui was unwilling, or dared not see me. After eating, she slipped back to the bedroom early to close the door to thank the guests. I didn't sleep all night last night.
I persisted for more than half a day today and was so sleepy. So I went back to the guest room and had a sleep.
When I woke up, it was completely dark. I got up and ate something casually, and then watched TV in the living room bored for a long time. I heard a gentle sound from the stairs. When I turned around, I saw Feng Xiaocui coming downstairs, ignored me and walked into the kitchen. It seemed that she was hungry again and couldn't bear it, so she had to come down to find something to eat.
I felt a little funny, but I also felt that she was a little pitiful. It was indeed a bit too much for me to say that she had lost her memory last night. Besides, I haven't told her about her memory loss last night. This matter is not careless. I have to remind her as soon as possible, and it's best to take her to the hospital for a check-up tomorrow.
Thinking of this, I stood up and followed into the kitchen. Feng Xiaocui was putting some leftovers and leftovers into the pot, adding water to boil the vegetables and making rice. I stood at the kitchen door, coughed, and greeted: "Auntie!"
Feng Xiaocui clearly heard it, but ignored me and just stood in front of the gas stove and stared at her food. I hesitated for a moment, but still apologized and said, "Auntie, I was wrong in the morning, I shouldn't say that to you. At that time, I was just confused and talked nonsense. Don't take it to your heart, okay?"
Feng Xiaocui leaned over for a while, then took a spoon and stirred it in the rice. After a while, he said quietly: "You are right, I'm peeking at you... taking a bath. Of course, this behavior is very... shameless. Anyway, I am the image in your mind. Just do whatever you say!"
I sighed, thought for a while, and said, "Originally, your image in my heart is not very good. But this morning you misunderstood that I did something worse than beasts to you. The integrity I showed at that time really made me admire it.
Aunt, maybe I misunderstood you. Some things really cannot be just looking at the surface. I know, maybe you are not a good wife, but you are definitely a good mother. I firmly believe in this!”
Feng Xiaocui turned her head, snorted softly, and whispered: "You only know?"
I smiled and said, "So, let these unpleasant things go! From now on, you will be half of my mother. I will respect you and be filial to you. There will be no such impoliteness as in the morning, okay?"
After hearing this, Feng Xiaocui bit her lower lip and hesitated for a while, finally walked towards me and stood in front of me and whispered: "Xiao Tang, since you said that, I will admit my mistake to you. Last night, I... I don't know what happened, but I was confused for a while. You also know that I am actually very frivolous. When I was young, I was also a disobedient child. I never considered the consequences of anything I did. Maybe... you also saw that I am so old, but I am still so restless. I...I...I admit that I was fascinated by you some time ago. Even if you are my son-in-law, I... still can't control myself and want to have something with you.
Oh, you said I was shameless, and I was really not wrong. But... this morning I thought you violated me, and suddenly I had a huge fear and felt that the sky was about to fall. At that time, I only thought of my daughters. How can we be worthy of the daughters who love me and you? At that moment, I really thought of dying and felt deeply regretful for my behavior. I thought it was my frivolity and hint that made you fall into my bed. Xiao Tang, now I understand that it is a terrible consequence. If I really have a child, I will only have to die to apologize. I will not dare to do this again in the future. Can you forgive my aunt once, okay?"
I was inexplicably moved. Although Feng Xiaocui was frivolous, she could at least wake up early. Moreover, she had a heart for love for her daughter, and as a mother, she was qualified.
I said immediately: "If you think so, you are worthy of calling you Mom. Mom, I will be your son from now on. How can you think of your mother?"
Feng Xiaocui's face was slightly red and she said, "Come on, my mother's cry made me feel goosebumps. Now you'd better tell my aunt, and you'll...ah! It's over, the water is dry!" Feng Xiaocui suddenly smelled a mushy smell and hurriedly ran back to turn off the fire. I smiled and said, "Why do I make a new copy for you? Just wait outside!"
Feng Xiaocui turned around and said, "No, I'm almost hungry. Where can I wait for you to make it again? Just eat a little. If you are really filial, I'll be satisfied with making it for me tomorrow!"
I apologized and agreed to her. Feng Xiaocui served a large bowl of vegetables and cooked rice, then sat outside on the dining table and started to eat. I also sat beside her and watched her eat, thinking about how to tell her tactfully what she had lost her memory last night.
Feng Xiaocui was eating and saw me staring at her silently, and her face turned redder. Suddenly she put down her chopsticks and said to me: "What are you doing? Do you deliberately bully me? Don't think that I have thoughts about you, just... I'll laugh at me!"
I quickly coughed and lowered my head. I thought that although Feng Xiaocui had woken up, she regretted her behavior. But I don’t think she could change her natural charm and coquettish look. But forget it, I don’t ask her so much. As long as she has that bottom line in her heart, you will be so cute, and I’ll get used to it.
At this moment, I quickly changed the topic and said, "Auntie, can you ask me something?"
Feng Xiaocui gave me a blank look and said, "Don't ask me why I like a little devil, I don't know either!"
I didn't ask you this! After wiping my sweat, I said directly: "Auntie, did you live next door to your house when you were a child? "
Feng Xiaocui just picked up the chopsticks and was stunned again. After a long time, she said, "Yes! Do you know that woman?"
I smiled. It seemed that this was true, so I deliberately gave her a scary and whispered: "Auntie, did you once see Aunt Bai stuffing steamed buns for your father to eat, and I was so angry that I went to steal the clothes she had dried outside at her house and threw them all into the stinky ditch?"
Feng Xiaocui immediately opened her mouth wide in shock and looked at me in disbelief. The expression on her face was no different from seeing a ghost in broad daylight!
I held back my laughter and said, "Auntie, is this really the case?"
Feng Xiaocui suddenly left the seat and flashed to the side, holding the chopstick hand in her hand as a knife and facing me. While retreating, she trembled with a pale face: "You...you...who are you? No one except me knows about this, you...
Where did you...he heard it from?"
I sighed and said, "Auntie, don't be nervous, I'm about to tell you about this."
Feng Xiaocui's face was shady and she was very scared, so she thought I was a ghost. I patted her chair and said, "You told me about this by your aunt. Sit down and listen to me explain it to you slowly."
Feng Xiaocui hesitated for a long time before saying, "You... are you a human or a ghost? Prove it to me first, otherwise I won't come."
I smiled and said, "Do you think I look like a ghost? Ghosts have no shadows. Look at me under the light, but I still have shadows!"
Feng Xiaocui stretched his head carefully and saw that I had a shadow on the ground. He immediately breathed a sigh of relief. He hurriedly ran back and said to me, "Xiao Tang, you are scared to death! Tell me the truth, how did you know what happened more than 30 years ago?"
I said, "I heard a thunder last night and you were so scared that you hid in my house. Do you still remember this?"
Feng Xiaocui nodded and said, "I'm just wondering? I only have the impression of hiding beside the bed in my mind, but I can't remember what I gave birth to afterwards. So when I woke up early in the morning, I would think you... think you..."
At this time, her face turned red again and she whispered: "You won't hypnotize me? Otherwise, how would you know about this?"
I smiled bitterly and said, "Hypnosis? How can I do this? This is how it is. Last night, you were afraid of lightning and your heart was extremely scared. As a result, after a thunder sound, you..."
At this moment, I told her about her memory loss last night in detail. After hearing this, Feng Xiaocui didn't believe it, and had to believe it. She stayed for a long time and said, "Then why did I recover my memory when I woke up?"
I said, "How can I know? Aunt, I think we will go to the hospital to find a doctor tomorrow to check it out for you? Don't have this kind of thing again in the future!"
Feng Xiaocui put her hands on the table and put her face on the table for a long time without saying a word. After a long time, she suddenly sighed: "In fact, losing memory is not a bad thing. At least, she can forget so many painful things. I am alive now, not happy at all. I really want to... go back to the past and live again!"
I know this is the true thought in her heart. Her past thirty years have been the most painful day in her life. I sighed and said, "It is impossible for people to go back to the past and live again. Aunt, let's think about it, forget about the past. The important thing is to live happily in the future! If your amnesia is born again, you will not even know your daughter. Then you will be happy, but how anxious will your daughters be? For the sake of your daughter, just go and see it!"
Feng Xiaocui nodded and suddenly said to me with a smile: "I am your mother-in-law. Do you dare to pretend to be my dad and hug me to sleep? I think you are tired of living?"
I immediately said anxiously: "Auntie! What kind of conscience is there! At that time, I was afraid that you would get frightened and had to do this. Did I tell you at that time that I was your son-in-law, and it was more than thirty years later?"
Feng Xiaocui smiled and said, "Then you actually hugged me. It seems that I beat you up in the morning and I really didn't blame you."
I was a little sorry for you, but now, hum! It's gone!"
As she said that, she was so happy that she ate the bubble rice. I had to leave the dining table with laughter and cry, and walked to the sand to continue watching my TV.
Not long after, Feng Xiaocui got full, walked to me and sat down. He actually said to me seriously: "Xiao Tang, there is something I have to explain to you so that you will misunderstand me again."
I turned around and said, "What's the matter?"
Feng Xiaocui thought about it and said, "I'll tell you the truth. The reason why I have that kind of... that kind to you...
The immoral idea is because I saw my father's shadow in you. Although he is much handsomer than you, your eyes and the way you speak are all like my father in my memory. Sometimes, I will unconsciously mess with you. I... I... Anyway, I have been a father since I was a child. If I have any strange actions to you in the future, don't take it seriously. Because... I am a woman with poor control ability and can easily mess around. But don't worry, I will never do anything to sorry for my daughter. If you can tolerate others, please tolerate me. Don't make a fuss, okay?"
I smiled bitterly and said, "Auntie, what is... strange behavior? You have to make me feel at ease!"
Feng Xiaocui thought for a moment, suddenly blushed and said softly: "For example... Sometimes I will act spoiled to you or something. That is my unconscious behavior. Don't think that I am seducing you!"
I had no choice but to surrender and said helplessly: "Okay, okay, I understand. You can do whatever you want when there is no one, but you must not do this in front of your daughter, as it will be scary!"
Chapter completed!