(The content of this chapter has nothing to do with the main text, it is the author's personal pretentiousness, so you can skip it)

It was so sad to write a character to death for the first time.

I have a low crying point. Before I could write this paragraph, I just cried when I thought about it.

I said that I like the character Mei Shuying very much, not just talk, but I really like it, I like it very much, and I like it from the bottom of my heart, so I would rather be proud until death than he would have some compromise and tragedy.

I want to use him to remember those who seem complicated, actually the simplest and purest, but seem smart and actually very stupid.

Damei has the title of intelligence and sensibility, and he has indeed seen through Duanmu's nature and how she deals with people.

As the successor of Qingyunjian, Duanmu wanted to do, what he valued, and what he valued was never what he agreed with.

After all, because he is a secular person, he will never put the people of the world more important than himself like Duanmu. The way he has learned to survive for twenty-nine years is to manage Jingyun Pavilion well, take good care of his relatives and friends, and then do whatever he wants, leisurely, casually, and do whatever he wants.

So he fundamentally dislikes Duanmu’s actions and wonders what the importance of those people is? Why do he have to live and die for irrelevant people? He doesn’t even value it himself?

So the two of them were destined to be fruitless. He didn't know that, so he wanted to let go again and again, and never thought of confessing his love.

But feelings cannot be controlled by others.

As the leader of Qingyun, Duanmu took on the responsibility of peace in the world and has been working hard for this responsibility again and again, which is actually what he disliked the most.

He would sarcastically sarcastically at his master again and again, but he would not be able to control himself and work hard for her again and again, doing everything he could for her.

Because even if he can't stand her, he still loves her, he will instinctively protect her and will not be able to bear any harm because he can't stand her but she is still holding on to her responsibilities.

He didn't even realize that he had already put her in a more important position than himself.

I thought I... Isn't it just taking a piece of grass? That woman is so stupid and feels pitiful to her.

Isn't it just a journey? If it's too late, that woman doesn't know what will happen, so hurry up.

In the end... Isn't it just a blocking arrow? What if I don't block this woman and die?

So along the way, Mei Shuying's ending was already self-evident.

Shi Mucao said he was the same as hers.

This is my very obvious hint to Damei's ending: if he continues like this, he will end like Shi Mucao. As long as he still loves Duanmu, he will save her and help her until his life will be given up for her.

Mei Shuying refused to admit it herself, but that's the truth...

I have buried at least five foreshadowing about Mei Shuying's ending, and keen readers may have seen it... I won't tell you one by one here, if you are interested, you can look for it... But you really don't have to be shocked that Damei will die.

In fact, there are most people like him in the world who have their own principles, ideas, and ways of doing things. They will not change themselves just because they like someone. But if they are unwilling to compromise with the person they love, does it mean they don’t love them?

There is a detail in the chapter where Mei Shuying died. I don’t know if you see it... The green jade fan in Damei’s hand was shattered into powder by the Fierce Eagle arrow. Damei’s first reaction was to cover Duanmu’s eyes... Why? Because I was afraid that the broken jade sand and dust would blow into her eyes. Even if she was blind, it would hurt if she entered her eyes.

This behavior of protection has become his unconscious or even instinctive behavior.

So how much Damei loves Duanmu should be able to feel...

How could Duanmu, who was repeatedly protected by him in danger, feel nothing?

Some readers commented that Duanmu should not have fallen in love with Mei Shuying, and his character is broken like a little woman. His master’s previous temperament was gone, and his popularity would drop... and his fans would lose.

But I want to say that she is not really an immortal. She is just a personal person, just a person who is more responsible than most people.

People will grow and even change because of experience and experience.

It should be understood that the character cannot always stay in the initial impression. As the book review said, I want Duanmu to keep his cool character when he appears, I really can't do this... Because the character's first impression is based on the external temperament of the character, and more on our lack of understanding of her. When you understand a character in depth, whether in the book or in reality, you will know that she has another side, why she is cold, what is cold under what circumstances, what cares about, what is indifferent, and why she is alienated from others. After knowing these, the character will gradually no longer be as cold as we see on the surface.

My setting for Duanmu has never been aloof. She just calms down and is calm in dealing with things, puts the overall situation first, so she is calm and indifferent.

It is difficult for anyone to have a heart-to-heart relationship with her, so she seems cold... But is she really aloof? No, she has always been kind to others to people and things, and her ideas are peaceful in the world. What I want to show is such a kind-hearted man and a noble man.

Who is the simplest person in my book? I want to say that it is not someone else... it is Duanmu Jiexian.

What she has always done is to take responsibility and do what she should do within her responsibilities.

The responsibility of being a teacher; the responsibility of being a descendant of Qingyunjian; the responsibility corresponding to being respected by people all over the world.

I wonder if anyone has ever thought about why Duanmu became that kind of personality after being drunk... because I want to imply that this is Duanmu's nature. If there is no responsibility for Jianyunjian, she would be such a innocent person.

But Damei is wrong because her impression of Duanmu is stuck in her first impression.

He ignored too much Duanmu's favor for him and always thought that she had no self in her heart and could not have herself. She only valued the people of the world.

After a chapter of the white-clothed double dance, he retreated into the poison castle. The master refused to leave with him, which made him realize that their ideas were different again, and he could not influence Duanmu.

But in fact, this is not the case.

The master he has been doing for his master over the past eleven years. His position in his master's heart is deepening and heavier. But the person who always thinks he is smart is stupid here... He underestimated his influence on his master. He thought that his master refused him, but he just didn't care about him, and he was not enough to influence Duanmu.

The master is just arrogance and just takes the relationship between men and women indifferently. He is not really ruthless, nor is he unintentional.

She never ignored anyone, she just took responsibility more than herself.

As for Damei, she has been unable to let go of her for eleven years, and it can even be said to be getting deeper and deeper. She unknowingly put her in a position heavier than herself, but she didn't realize it.

How stupid is it?

People's hearts are full of flesh, how can Duanmu not be felt?

So it is not surprising that the master has a good impression of Damei at all. Because you see, what Damei is doing is not for her...

But until Mei Shuying died, his master himself did not realize that she liked him, that kind of love between men and women... It was something that Mei Shuying wanted but dared not think about for eleven years.

But both of them were too stupid after all...

Because Mei Shuying is not dead, the master may never realize that he likes him.

The role of Mei Shuying was to shake the master's heart, because I said that my book was he, and the master would finally be with Yun Xiao.

Just imagine if you had never lost it, your master had never experienced that although she had done what she should do, the result was not the kind of pain she could bear... How could Master accept Yun Xiao, who was a master-apprentice relationship with her?

I have seen a comment saying that the master is soft-hearted, but I think it is wrong, because I think soft-hearted means compromising on things that should not be compromised. So far, the master has never compromised on things that should not be compromised.

She is just kind to others and has a kind heart.

Finally... I remembered Damei...

In fact, I can neither rhyme nor understand poetry, songs, I just can't help but want to be pretentious, so I can complain casually:

"Shocking Clouds"

——Remembering the shadow of plum blossoms

Once cold,

Two crazy times;

Three years of delusion,

The four seasons are silent.

I once saw a green jade fan dancing with snow tassels;

It was green and cold that day, and people called the young master a romantic one.

I have seen white clothes and red plums baked with cinnabar;

Just like looking for plum blossoms and walking on the snow, it is also a heart-wrenching heart.

How many red silk should be wrapped around?

The rain is pouring, the sound is silent, and the heart is silent when leaning on the railing alone?

The snow falls, the white clothes rise, and the remaining blood plum blossom falls?

When will it end, then it will be eleven years since we returned.

I once said that people are like red plums, and they are astonishing as the dust;

It's only twenty-nine years in the end;

It was once said that the tongue is like a snake and a scorpion, and the poison is also deep;

At most, it's not just a few words;

Plums drink snow, the fragrance is half hidden,

Dreaming of plum blossoms falling all over my head;

A gentleman's style, a proud man;

I stayed behind my fame for my life.

If your heart is not there, where can you return? There is so much fearlessness in the world;

I will never ask, but I will be at ease, but I will be afraid of returning home;

Silent and silent, wine is in the wind, and the mind is gone.

In the sky, sigh, the bright moon sings, and the music disperses.

A red plum blossom, a life of confusion.

People say that the clouds are already bleak;

A song of white clothes, a life of pride.

Who says that dust is beautiful?

Note: If any readers want to write something for Damei, I will choose some 6 continuations to add to this chapter when I see it. I hope you all understand Damei and Master... Maybe on September 5th every year, I will remember him, remember this character who wrote lyrics and long reviews for him after I wrote death... orz

(I'm sorry, I'm more emotional and spent a whole chapter for him... Then at the end I wanted to make a small advertisement QAQ. I hope you can support a comic I serialized on Kuaikan Comics app called "The Master of the Sect Eight Years Old"... Some readers praised me for being very good at Chinese and asked me what I do. You can tell if you read this. I am a comic scriptist. Yes, I also write and write... Then why do you want to advertise comics in novels? Because novels are my interests and hobbies, I don't have money... There are royalties for writing comic scripts, so you forgive me. I'm saving enough money for me to write novels happily at home without working...)
Chapter completed!