Zixi didn't know Qin Shang's past.

But at this time she realized that Qin Shang's past... she really shouldn't have revealed it without authorization.

At least, after becoming friends, she should stop all her investigations into Qin Shang.

At this time, even though Qin Shang said she shouldn't be so selfish, she did not comfort her, or lure her to coax the other party to say something.

Friends should respect each other, respect his secrets, and respect his choices.

After taking a wine cup silently, Zixi poured himself a glass of wine and spoke in a warm voice: "You can say what happened before, but if you don't want to say it, you don't have to say it for the time being. But I still hope you can take good care of your body."

Qin Shang didn't say anything, picked up the wine cup and touched her, and smiled gently, "Celebrating my first friend in this life."

Zixi was slightly stunned and then smiled, but there was no smile in his eyes.

Even if you drink the best wine, you won’t taste any taste in your mouth.

The first friend I made in this life.

Zixi didn't know what Qin Shang had before, but at this time she could feel that although Qin Shang was always smiling, her eyes were clearly desolate.

There is no hope, no happiness, as if you are alive and waiting for death.

So, is this why he is unwilling to take medicine?

But Zixi has no way to change his mental state for the time being.

Moths flew into the fire and killed themselves.

He is now in a state of waiting for self-destruction?

At this moment, several questions emerged in Zixi's mind uncontrollably.

What is Qin Shang’s identity as Jiuge?

Who is he talking about moths flying into the fire? Is it the person he has loved?

He said that he deliberately led her to the Qin Mansion outside the eldest princess that night. Zixi believed that this point, but his visible scar was not a false one.

So, who was the one who hurt him that night?

When he was a teenager, he was filled with light, and his eyebrows were full of light. Why now... in just a few years, he no longer has the courage to live?

What has he experienced in the past few years?

Why did his appearance become completely different from before?

Too many questions were piled up in my heart, but Zixi couldn't ask a single word because she was not sure which sentence would hurt his wound.

Zixi has no affection for Qin Shang, but it is undeniable that this man made her feel distressed that is different from Chu Chen.

And this kind of heartache is based on the premise of respect and distance.

There was not much less wine in the glass. Zixi lowered his eyes and looked quietly for a while, but he didn't say anything again for a long time.

I don't know what to say.

"Zi Xi." Qin Shang spoke first, his tone was still gentle and light, "Do you like the little prince of the Qing County Prince's Mansion?"

Zixi was slightly surprised, looked up at him for a moment, and nodded slowly: "I like it."

"He loves you, he has melted his heart and bones." Qin Shang raised a smile on his lips, "You shouldn't let him down."

When Zixi heard this, he was inevitably surprised again, and then smiled slightly: "Aren't such words usually said to men?"

Qin Shang shouldn’t have told Chu Chen, “She is a good girl, you can’t let her down.”
Chapter completed!