516、That year
Xie Ru refused to tell Zhang Tan about Bai Yuxin, but Zhang Tan was not angry or discouraged. It was good that he knew the direction. There was always a way. He didn't ask too much, but still thanked Xie Ru and Meng Guangxin for taking Cheng Cheng away.
He came again in the afternoon. When Xie Ru saw that it was him again, she said, "Why are you here again? I said I will not disclose customer privacy."
Zhang sighed and said, "I know this is professional ethics, but I have a reason for this. This is Officer Ding Jiamin, a police officer in charge of the police station in our area. Bai Yuxin passed away that year, and she was also a case handler. She can testify for me and ask you to help me."
Ding Jiamin showed her police certificate, Xie Ru looked carefully, and gave her a look, invited them to come in and sit, poured two glasses of clear water, sat opposite them, and asked, "Why do you want to understand Bai Yu's new things? There is a cause, what is the cause?"
Ding Jiamin looked at Zhang Tan, who hesitated for a moment and said, "I met Bai Yuxin back then, and I only knew about her death not long ago. I want to know clearly, after all, I am my good friend."
Xie Ru: "It's because of this?"
The observation ability of studying psychology is amazing, and it is obvious that Zhang Tan has not told the truth.
Facing her as if she saw through her heart, Zhang Tan said awkwardly: "Bai Yuxin left a child back then, and I want to know who her biological father is."
Ding Jiamin was surprised and looked at Zhang Tan's mouth wide...
On the contrary, Xie Ru was not too surprised. After staring at his eyes for a while, nodded and said, "This is almost the same. What do you want to ask?"
Zhang Tan had too many questions he wanted to ask. He sorted out his thoughts and asked: "When did Bai Yuxin start to have mental illness?"
Ding Jiamin hesitated for a moment, left silently, and sat in the distance and looked out the window. Although Zhang Tan did not say that she would avoid it, she took the initiative to avoid it. Obviously, these things were very private matters for Zhang Tan and she was not easy to listen to.
Zhang Tan glanced at her and didn't say anything more. He actually felt relieved. To be honest, Ding Jiamin was under great pressure when he listened.
Xie Ru said: "I don't know when Bai Yuxin got sick, but when she came to my place for medical treatment, it was winter. I remember it was December, and it was rare to snow in Pujiang, so I remember it was very clear that she was pregnant at that time and had been more than three months."
"Is it depressed when I was pregnant?" Zhang Tan asked in surprise. He originally thought that Jiang Ping's death hit her, causing her to be depressed, but he didn't expect that he was depressed when I was pregnant. "Why?"
Xie Ru looked at him meaningfully and said truthfully: "Because the child she is pregnant is not her husband's, she feels very guilty."
Zhang Tan's expression was stiff, with great embarrassment and guilt.
Xie Ru continued: "Her husband is very good to her, but the better he treats her, the stronger the guilt she feels. Over time, she has psychological problems, and prenatal depression has begun to affect her normal life. The first time she found me, her husband accompanied her."
Zhang Tan felt something blocked his throat. His voice was hoarse when he spoke. He almost said something. He coughed twice before he recovered and asked, "Her husband knows this?"
Xie Ru nodded: "I know, drink some water."
She pointed to the glass in front of Zhang Tan, and through the body of the cup, she saw Zhang Tan's finger refracting and twisting.
Zhang Tan said thank you, picked up the cup and drank water, put it down, and looked at Xie Ru.
Xie Ru said: "I know a lot, because she has been treating me for nearly two years. I can tell you all, but it's not because of Officer Ding's promise, but I hope Bai Yu's new daughter can find the right destination."
Zhang Tan nodded silently.
Xie Ru told Bai Yu in detail about new things.
Bai Yuxin started looking for Xie Ru to see her mental illness when she was pregnant with Xiaobai because she felt guilty about Jiang Ping. Over time, her self-pressure was too great, resulting in prenatal depression.
Jiang Ping knew all this.
Later, after giving birth to Xiaobai, Bai Yuxin gradually recovered until he recovered. He didn't come to see Xie Ru again for more than half a year. Just when Xie Ru thought Bai Yuxin had completely recovered, she came again one day, which was when Jiang Ping died.
Because Jiang Ping suddenly passed away, Bai Yuxin was overly sad and his psychological problems recurred. In addition, Bai Yuxin went to Jiang Ping's company to ask for an explanation. Because she was single and weak, she was a little white orphan and widowed mother, and she didn't understand the law and had no way. The company gave her 5,000 yuan condolence money, which dismissed her, resulting in more mental unstableness.
When Xie Ru saw her, she was in a bad state. Xie Ru tried her best, but there was no effective way to help Bai Yuxin until Bai Yuxin found out that she was pregnant again.
At that time, Bai Yuxin had been pregnant for three months. Xie Ru seized this opportunity and told her to take good care of herself, let her go, not for herself, but for the child in her belly. This was Jiang Ping's last trace of blood.
Bai Yuxin really listened to it, his mental state gradually stabilized and improved, and everything was moving forward in a positive direction until Bai Yuxin had a miscarriage.
Since she got pregnant, she has not been well prepared for her health. In addition, she has a poor mental state and has no three meals a day, even sometimes without any food. Xiaobai followed her and was full and hungry, dressed like a wild child.
Although she tried hard to save the child, she still couldn't save it in the end.
This time, Bai Yuxin's life was almost killed.
Her inner self-blame and guilt reached its peak, and she often complained that she had lost Jiang Ping's only bloodline in the world and eventually committed suicide due to depression.
Speaking of this, Xie Ru's face was full of sadness, and she wiped her eyes and said, "A few days before she committed suicide, I went to see her. She was basking in the sun in the corridor. The child was hungry and ate carrots at home. The first thing she saw when she saw me was, Auntie, I'm hungry."
Zhang Tan clenched his fists tightly, his mood extremely complicated.
Xie Ru continued: "I packed some food and fed them. I chatted with Bai Yuxin for a long time. She was in a bad state and couldn't listen. I left after dark. Unexpectedly, after a few days, I came back and was told that she was dead and that her daughter was taken away. This is all I know. What else do you want to ask?"
After listening to it, Zhang Tan sighed heavily in his heart, silent.
Xie Ru waited patiently until Zhang Tan asked again: "Do you know who her daughter's biological father is?"
Xie Ru shook her head and said she didn't know, "Bai Yuxin has never mentioned it."
Zhang sighed: "Do you know that before she died, she changed her daughter's surname and date of birth?"
Xie Ru shook her head and said she didn't know. She suddenly opened her mouth and wanted to say anything, but in the end she didn't say anything.
Some words cannot be said, they can only be understood by themselves.
In fact, what she said just now has already presented Zhang Tan with a fact that Bai Yuxin is not very concerned about her daughter. Bai Yuxin can blame herself for the child who has a miscarriage in her belly, but cannot live strongly for her daughter who is almost 2 years old.
Don’t persuade others to be good without suffering.
She could only think about these words in her heart. A person who was forced to commit suicide must have experienced too much pain, and it is difficult for every living person to truly understand them.
But one thing can be inferred, that is, Bai Yuxin should have no feelings for that man, or it might have been there at that time, but it disappeared soon.
Chapter completed!