chapter 87(2/3)
It was not until after school that he walked to Yang Shangchen’s desk with his schoolbag on his back, “Let’s go.”
Yang Shangchen immediately followed with his schoolbag.
He walked beside Song Annian.
"sorry."
"I was going to tell you right away."
"Can you ignore me?"
"Yang Shangchen." Song Annian called him.
Yang Shangchen was happy that Song Annian was finally willing to take care of him. His eyebrows suddenly flew, "I'm here, I'm here!"
"I've thought about it, we'd better not be together." Song Annian said calmly, too calm.
Yang Shangchen slowed down, and he couldn't believe it, "Do you say it again?"
“We are not suitable.”
"Don't you go, it's not appropriate!" Yang Shangchen's eyes turned red with anxiety. Tang Qi said so many things that were not appropriate, but he didn't take it seriously, but what he felt when he heard Song Annian say was completely different from what he heard Tang Qi say.
"Why is it not suitable?" Yang Shangchen grabbed Song Annian's arm, "I didn't mean to lie to you. I'm going to tell you. Can't we be together if we don't get into high school one by one? Are you reasonable? At worst, I will come to your school to see you every day, and I will go every day, and I swear."
Song Annian broke his arm lightly and stubbornly from Yang Shangchen's hand, "I don't like others lying to me."
"You don't want to study, you can tell me from the beginning, you don't like No. 1 Middle School, you can tell me from the beginning," Song Annian rarely speaks like this, but he was very disappointed and sad to Yang Shangchen. "When I told you about the topic before, did you laugh at me in your heart?"
"I haven't fucking thought so." Yang Shangchen's calmness in meeting Song Annian was almost crazy. Song Annian was so scared that he was so scared.
Song Annian didn't say anything, he rolled up the sleeves of his school uniform. It was not cold yet, but he had changed into a long-sleeved school uniform a week ago. Yang Shangchen was still laughing at him for being so cute, until now he saw the blue marks on his arm covered by the school uniform.
"Who did it?" Yang Shangchen refused to let him put down his sleeves.
"There are family rules, you are not qualified to interfere with the rules at my family," Song Annian said in a faint tone. "I said at the time that I am not afraid of being discovered by parents by school." The matter between him and Yang Shangchen was discovered by the old man at home. Song Annian, who has always been a role model for his younger brothers and sisters, was almost interrupted by family rules, and he was not afraid of it.
He is afraid it is not worth it.
It's not worth it now.
He felt that what he was doing was unnecessary, which might have caused trouble to Yang Shangchen. After all, he dominated everything, and he never considered Yang Shangchen's ideas.
"So you are now..." Yang Shangchen was panicked, and he couldn't say a complete sentence.
"We are not wrong, it's just not suitable, the time is not suitable, and other aspects are not suitable," Song Annian said slowly, "Yang Shangchen, do you really like me?"
Yang Shangchen nodded without hesitation.
"Then let our affairs go first, and when we grow up, we will mature a little more. If I still like you at that time, I will take the initiative to find you, what about you?"
"How can I, I will look for you." Yang Shangchen knew that he could not change Song Annian's decision, and no one could change Song Annian's decision.
"I won't pass the first exam anymore. I will go to another place. We have no relationship since then. It's the other party's freedom to fall in love with whom you and me are."
After hearing this sentence, Yang Shangchen was a little confused, "What do you mean?"
Song Annian licked her somewhat fucked lips, "We should talk about this kind of thing when we grow up. I should focus on my studies now."
Yang Shangchen's hand slowly dropped, and his self-esteem was trampled before, "You still think that I delayed you and I am not worthy of you."
Song Annian raised his eyes and moved his eyes away from Yang Shangchen's face. He absolutely had no subjective consciousness to be sure, but this is what he had to do now.
"yes."
"Song Annian, you fuckingly say it again?" Yang Shangchen was also held by everyone. He had never been looked down upon so much since he was a child. His eyes were red with grievances. "You say you are together, and you are not together if you don't say you are together. From beginning to end, as long as you say you are, I have never said a word, but I still can't please you."
"If you can, just do whatever you want, be with whoever you like," I can't help but be childish at such age. I can't help but be childish. If I can't help, I will say bad words. "Yes, yes, the eldest son of the Song family, our role model, how can you be with me? I don't deserve to like you if I don't take a Nobel, isn't I going to be high? I have to leave quickly, otherwise the air around you will be dirty."
Song Annian lowered his eyes and took it all without saying a word.
He looked fine, but Yang Shangchen almost cried when he saw Song Annian's drooping shoulders.
He felt more uncomfortable than anyone else when he said these words.
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At this time, Yang Shangchen knew to find Zhou Shike.
Zhou Shike changed into a TV and bit the apple, calmly analyzing, "Song Annian is not that kind of person."
Yang Shangchen didn't tell the truth, and he hid a lot. He should handle the matter between him and Song Annian himself, but he wanted someone to comfort him and comfort him, so he found the wrong partner from the beginning.
"He disliked me for having poor grades," Yang Shangchen fell on the sofa, and found that he had shed tears and wiped it quietly, "It doesn't matter."
It is normal to break up and get back together. Zhou Shike said carelessly: "He is much more mature than you."
"Is that true?" Yang Shangchen thought of what Yang Xiao said not long ago, it was not worthy, inappropriate, and delayed, and it was not wrong. Despite the reality, he was still very sad.
"This is my first love."
"Um."
"I just like him."
"I hate that I have poor grades."
“Then learn.”
“…”
"I won't fall in love with anyone else again."
"I don't believe it."
"I'm serious."
"Yeah?"
“…”
Song Annian did not continue to be in the same class as Yang Shangchen. He went to the last class. Yang Shangchen didn't know how he convinced his stubborn old man, but he did it just to stay away from himself.
Yang Shangchen decided to work quietly and amazed everyone. Song Annian did what he said. He went to a high school in another place. Yang Shangchen chose No. 1 Middle School among the No. 1 Middle School and the No. 1 No. 1 Middle School. He felt that he no longer liked Song Annian, but he still wanted to prove something.
On the day he received the notice, Yang Xiao repeatedly checked it. After all, it was abnormal that this result appeared under Yang Shangchen's name.
"For Song Annian?"
Yang Shangchen changed a lot in the summer vacation. He became taller and his eyebrows grew a little wider, making him more and more difficult to mess with and be ruthless. "Who? I don't know him."
Song Annian was the most difficult existence to let go of during Yang Shangchen's entire adolescence.
He was unwilling to tell anyone that he had such a ridiculous first love. He insisted on saying it, just say it as a joke and enjoy it, but he didn't fall in love again. He was not keeping the words he said to Zhou Shike back then, "I won't fall in love with others anymore." No one would think he would make the promise he said when he was fifteen or sixteen years old. At that age, he not only thought he would love what he loved for the rest of his life, but also thought he could save the world one day in the future.
Yang Shangchen looked at the time and found that Song Annian was right. He was really naive and immature. He dragged Song Annian back, not a question of whether he was worthy or not. He and Song Annian are two completely different people. If they want to be together, there must be a long-term running-in. No matter who regresses and changes, there must be someone to do it. At that time, Song Annian was retreating.
But no one can ask a teenager to be perfect and impeccable. Neither he nor Song Annian. They treat each other in the way they think they are right. There is no matter how long he and Song Annian can't walk for too long. What's more, at that time, they thought that the sky collapsed and the earth would be broken and then look at it as they grew older, but it was just a family.
They can't even live a good life, so don't mention the future.
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Song Annian moved out when he was in college. Beicheng University is the best university in Beicheng and even the country. He skipped one level in high school and was admitted to Beicheng University. He skipped another level in college and was admitted to the master's and doctoral program in our school.
He was so lucky to read this way, but his eyes were myopia, and his degree was not low. After taking it off, there was no difference between men and women, and no difference between people and animals, and no difference between twenty meters away.
The thin-edged brown frame, the lenses are bright, and the eyes behind the lenses are as cold as the snow on the top of the mountain, emitting coldness.
The Gaoling Flowers of Beicheng University School of Medicine are not easy to approach, they are not in love or gossip, they are polite and alienated rejections for anyone's confession. They focus on academic research and complete SCI paper indicators every year. The International Medical Journal has repeatedly appeared in his articles and participated in the research of special drugs for rare diseases several times. His name has been on the introduction wall of outstanding graduates of Beicheng University. The first page is full of celebrities who have graduated from school, and some are from a hundred years ago.
He is impeccable.
It’s just that emotional problems are a big problem. After all, the professors in the school still care about him often.
"I have a niece..."
"I have a nephew..."
"I have a nephew..."
"My sister-in-law's younger brother..."
Song Annian always "tactful" refused: "No, thank you."
"Then do you have any type of people you like? I can usually pay attention to it." How can a person like Song Annian have no descendants? That is a great loss to the country and society!
"I don't have the type I like." Song Annian replied, a little confused.
Although the professor was still a little unwilling to give up, seeing that Song Annian was determined, he sighed and gave up after sighing.
Song Annian is now working in the Medical Research Institute in Beicheng. He is not a private business, but is directly under the jurisdiction of the state. He does good things that benefit the country and the people. His salary is not high. However, according to the conditions of the Song family, Song Annian does not need that little salary to improve his life.
He is not a person who values material enjoyment.
"Teacher Song, go for a midnight snack at night, are you going?" When I got off work, my colleagues were crowded with me at the door of the office. Although Song Annian didn't talk much, he was very popular in the research institute.
"Go and go, Teacher Song, that barbecue is so delicious!"
"Teacher Song, I can't eat without you. You're better off."
"Teacher Song, I beg you. If you go, the boss lady will give us a 20% discount!"
Song Annian rarely smiles on his expressionless face, "Is the main reason why you called me?"
To be continued...