Chapter 145 Never, never go back to the past
After sitting at the same table with Dai Ji, we were inseparable almost every day. Once when we had dinner, Dai Ji looked at me seriously and said, "Zhang Mingming, stop being in trouble, let's study hard together."
I looked at Dai Ji's serious little face and shook my head, "I can't leave my brother behind."
"Oh." Dai Ji didn't force me. She thought about it and stopped talking. In my heart, brothers are as important as their daughter-in-law. She knew that they were all here at this time, and she understood me.
After being kicked by me, Dadong still sticks to me every day, but he became conscious. He saw that I was in a good mood and dared to come and stick to me. There were so many people around each elder brother. Cui Mingyu was very arrogant at school. At that time, there were more than a dozen brothers, Bald, Seven Wolfs and Xiaozhi around me. I think there should be someone around me, and hard work pays off. I finally agreed to Dadong follow me.
At the beginning, Dai Ji was not used to it. After a long time, Dai Ji didn't take it seriously. Da Dong never interrupted with us, and I admire him very much. Sometimes, Dai Ji would bring a copy to Da Dong for me. Da Dong smiled foolishly when he got the things Dai Ji bought for him.
Dai Ji and I had no objection to Dadong following me, but Wang Jie had no objection. Wang Jie is the boss of Dadong's class and is a good person. Once he met Wang Jie playing football, Wang Jie looked at Dadong beside me and asked me, "Dadong is having sex with you?"
"Yeah." I nodded.
"This kid is not good, be careful." Wang Jie frowned.
After hearing Wang Jie's words, I thought. Wang Jie is not the kind of person who speaks bad things behind his back. There must be a reason for him to say this to Dadong. When Dadong was speaking, Dadong came over. What did Dadong do to make Wang Jie disgusted? Wang Jie didn't have time to tell me.
Two major events happened in December. One thing made me feel uneasy and the other broke my peaceful campus life. The first thing was about Xiaomi. Feng Tao and I have a good relationship. Dai Ji and I were together. After Feng Tao and Xiaomi were together, we both kissed each other. Since we asked Xiaomi and Shunzi’s wife to apologize last time, Xiaomi has changed a little. She has changed her mind to do everything. It is our local saying that we want to be the first in everything.
After Xiaomi and Feng Tao reconciled, her athletic became bigger and bigger. The reason why she was so big was because Feng Tao owed her. By chance, Feng Tao got pregnant. After Xiaomi became pregnant, Feng Tao was particularly worried. He asked me to discuss it and asked me what to do. I couldn't say such a thing, and I was worried about Feng Tao. I asked Feng Tao, "Are you sure you are pregnant?"
"I've checked, I'm really pregnant." Feng Tao said to me with a bitter face.
"What do you want to do?" I asked Feng Tao.
When a high school student is pregnant, the first thing he thinks of must be abortion, because we still have to go to school. Abortion is nothing to Feng Tao, and Feng Tao can take the money. Feng Tao thought for a while and said, "I want to marry Xiaomi. Her belly is made bigger by me, and I must be responsible for her."
When I heard that Feng Tao was going to marry Xiaomi, I looked at Feng Tao in shock. What does marriage mean? Marriage means that he and Xiaomi are going to drop out of school. It means that Feng Tao will end his life and get married and have children. He is only sixteen years old. If he really gets married, his life will be over.
I was silent. Although I didn't want Feng Tao to marry Xiaomi, I respect Feng Tao's ideas. Feng Tao is a person who is kind and trustworthy. Even if I advise him, I can't change his ideas.
Feng Tao did what he said. That night he went home and told Xiaomi about it. Feng Tao's parents heard that he made the girl's stomach so angry that he beat Feng Tao and broke the stick twice. At the same time, he was punished to kneel and let him kneel all night. The next day, Feng Tao's father sighed and asked him to call Xiaomi home for dinner.
Xiaomi looks good, but she is too thin and looks a bit pitiful. Feng Tao’s parents feel sorry for Xiaomi and ask Xiaomi to go home to tell her family about the marriage. This disaster was caused by Feng Tao. No matter how much bride money Xiaomi wants, his family will give it to him. Feng Tao values credit, and his father is also a person who values credit. Feng Tao’s parents decided to take responsibility for the marriage.
Feng Tao's family is fine, but Xiaomi is very scared. Xiaomi is not as brave as Feng Tao, and she is afraid of being beaten and dare not tell her family. After hesitating for a long time, Xiaomi shed tears, "Uncle, aunt, I dare not tell her family, if it doesn't work, you can buy me some medicine, I'll abort myself."
Xiaomi said pitifully. After she finished speaking, Feng Tao's mother also shed tears. Feng Tao's father's eyes turned red and he slapped Feng Tao both mouths at the same time, "Seeing the trouble you caused, what did you ruin the girl?"
Feng Tao didn't eat a grain of rice at that meal, and Feng Tao just lowered him and let his father scold him. Considering that his two children were going to high school, Feng Tao's parents recognized Xiaomi as their goddaughter, and then accompanied Xiaomi to have an abortion. The abortion surgery was the best. After he came back, Feng Tao's parents served Xiaomi for a week. The abortion girl caused great damage. When Xiaomi was recuperating at Feng Tao's house, Dai Ji and I went to see Xiaomi once. At that time, we saw Xiaomi's face was pale and even her lips were white. Dai Ji grabbed Xiaomi's hand and cried with pain.
Seeing Xiaomi like this, I felt uncomfortable and felt that Xiaomi was really pitiful. Looking at Feng Tao who looked like an angry bag, I felt that Feng Tao was even more pitiful.
Because she still has to go to school, she can't take a leave for a long time. Xiaomi stayed at Feng Tao's house for a week, and then they went to school together. After returning to school, Xiaomi's face improved a lot, but Xiaomi also changed. She began to bully Feng Tao and made many excessive reasons. When she was fine, she made things difficult for Feng Tao, and she would lose her temper if she was not happy.
Sometimes when we were together, she mocked Dai Ji and me. I remember one time Feng Tao joked with me. When we were having dinner together, Feng Tao smiled and said to me, "Brother Ming, how about having a big lunch?" Xiaomi was unhappy after hearing Feng Tao say it. Xiaomi asked Feng Tao with her waist, "Zhang Mingming is older than you? Why do you call Brother Zhang Mingming? Don't call me in the future."
"Haha, are you having fun?" Feng Tao said to Xiaomi with a smile.
"Haha, it's a joke? I think it's not? I remember that there were only three people when you were just having sex, and Haonan was still the one you found. Why did you spend so long together? Zhang Mingming became the boss, but you were not?" Xiaomi sneered at Feng Tao.
After Xiaomi finished speaking, Dai Ji and Feng Tao, I were all embarrassed. Looking at Xiaomi’s cold expression, I finally understood. Xiaomi hated me, hated me for asking her to apologize to Shunzi’s wife. The reason why Xiaomi has never talked to me is because I am the boss, and Feng Tao is not. Xiaomi still loves Feng Tao, but she hated me for snatching her Feng Tao away.
"Haha, you misunderstood. I am not the boss, Feng Tao is." I looked at Xiaomi with a smile. I didn't want to make our brothers disagree because of a little fame.
"Zhang Mingming!" Feng Tao's face changed, and he called my name.
"What's wrong? Are you the boss? I'm not as handsome as you." I smiled and patted Feng Tao, but tears came out of the corners of my eyes. I felt very uncomfortable, and I was afraid of losing Feng Tao, a good brother.
"Husband, you are the boss, he is the younger brother, don't scream in the future." Xiaomi was very proud. She felt that she had helped Feng Tao and helped Feng Tao get the position of the boss.
"Zhang Mingming, let's go." Dai Ji frowned. Before we could eat this meal, we had a bad time.
Dai Ji held my hand, and my heart was empty. I felt inexplicably sad, and I felt that our relationship had changed. After being in such a long time, I questioned this path for the first time. I felt that rights hurt our feelings. Brothers or rights, I chose brothers.
"Xiaomi, what do you mean? Are you? Do you want to be with me?" Behind him, Feng Tao yelled at Xiaomi.
"I'm helping you, why are you talking?" Xiaomi seemed to be crying, her voice was crying. She shouted to Feng Tao at the top of her voice, "Feng Tao, can you have some success in your life? Am I, he, always holding your breath with you, do you know? You are not a man, you have the ability to shout to Zhang Mingming, what are you calling me, a girl? I hate you!"
I didn't look back because my heart was so sore. I didn't dare to look back, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to stop crying.
When he heard Feng Tao shouting to Xiaomi, Dai Ji was not happy. Dai Ji let go of me and turned around and ran towards Feng Tao. She pointed at Feng Tao and said, "Feng Tao, can you give in to Xiaomi? Xiaomi has just given you abortions and you treat him like this. Are you a man?"
"Dai Ji, you don't have to worry about Feng Tao and me. You are not allowed to say that to Feng Tao!" Xiaomi shouted to Dai Ji again.
Listening to their quarrel, I lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and let out a long cigarette. We can never go back to the past.
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