After 201 crush him to death(1/2)
"Boss, how do you feel?" Ling Tian asked in a low voice.
As Ji Xiang left, he gradually returned to normal. Looking back on the scenes he learned, Ling Tian wanted to stuff his head into his crotch. He didn't know how to describe his mood, but he just didn't want to see anyone, and no one wanted to see him.
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But he was concerned about his boss's body. Although he felt that he would be scolded, he still rushes over immediately.
"Ling Tian, do you think I've done something wrong over the years?" Qin Chu lay on the hospital bed, about to stop, and asked in a weak voice.
Qin Chu's voice was desolate, completely losing his domineering attitude of doing things in the past, nor his confidence in the past.
"Boss, don't think so." Ling Tian mustered up the courage to resist the influence of [the gaze of the superior doctor], and said with a tough bullet, "It's just a temporary accident."
"Is it just an accident?" Qin Chu murmured.
A simple question made Ling Tian speechless.
The master and apprentice were silent for a long time. Qin Chu reached out his hand in silence and sat up with Ling Tian's efforts.
Ling Tian hurriedly helped his boss sit slowly on the head of the bed.
Qin Chu's face was grey and choked, looking like a dead person, not as radiant as when he walked in with Boss Teng this morning.
An accident made his boss grow older 20 years old.
Seeing that he felt unbearable, Ling Tian’s nose felt sore.
But before he could cry, Qin Chu burst into tears.
"Ling Tian, no, no! I am eager to ask for it, and my sincerity can be seen, and the wolf cub actually bit me back."
"Boss, it's okay." Ling Tian said unnutritional words of comfort.
Although he knew that these words had no power at all, Ling Tian didn't know what to say to comfort his boss.
"I also know that every surgery is 15 minutes... No, I also took care of it at the beginning, but there were so many patients outside waiting for the surgery, and I couldn't bear it. Do it quickly and everyone can get treatment, which is also a compromise."
Qin Chu suddenly stopped mentioning the "wolf cub", but changed his tone and murmured.
He seemed to be repenting, or explaining to someone, with unwillingness in his guilt and complex emotions.
"Boss, you're right." Ling Tian said, "There are too many patients on our side, and there are too few doctors who can do the surgery. This is impossible. If you have plenty of time, who doesn't want to do the surgery carefully."
The master and apprentice have a tacit understanding accumulated over the years. Qin Chu wanted to follow Ling Tian's words and try to find excuses to comfort his guilt.
But Qin Chu had just relaxed a little and felt that he was doing it right, but the memory that was unbearable to look back on came to his heart again.
The comfort of the bed doctor,
I was inexplicably angry when I saw the tube on the operating table hanging on the hepatic artery and not walking in at all.
Severe nausea and vomiting after surgery, hellish feeling,
A lucky chance when there is no symptoms,
After a review, I found that my heart was full of despair.
Mu Ran who is heading towards death day by day,
Countless emotions surged into my heart, like a tide, ruthlessly slapped Qin Chu's heart.
The comfort just now was so pale, powerless, so illusory, and so vulnerable in the face of these experiences.
Qin Chu was stunned.
He didn't know where the "experience" that had been around for a moment seemed to have come from for a long time. Two kinds of life experiences had already tear his thinking apart.
Silence, endless silence, two thoughts in Qin Chu's heart were fighting, swords and swords.
Seeing that his boss's face was light and dark, Ling Tian knew that there were some knots in his heart and could only get out by himself. He kept silent at the right time.
This is the tacit understanding between the master and the apprentice.
I don’t know how long it took, Qin Chu sighed.
"It's still wrong." Qin Chu lets tears flow on his face and fall on his clothes. He feels inexplicably that he doesn't feel a little calmer because of crying.
Ling Tian was silent, he felt that something might happen.
"I shouldn't be too troublesome, I'm a fucking man." Qin Chu's face was full of hostility. "I took a young genius and invited Academician Teng to attend the academic meeting. Now I think about it so naive."
"There are many unfamiliar wolf cubs in this world. I am sincere. What is the exchange for?" Qin Chu said, patting Ling Tian's back with his right hand, "It's still the old saying is right. People's hearts will be seen over time. Ling Tian, it's really time to be critical."
This sentence is already a little emotional.
"Boss, you need more rest." Ling Tian quickly dissuaded.
"Ling Tian, I was wrong this time." Qin Chu no longer suffered. The sudden dream demon dissipated like dust. He let go of Ling Tian's hand and wiped away his tears. "I guess it will take a few years. You are ready. I will take you to visit some people in a while."
Ling Tian was stunned and then he was ecstatic.
The boss was stimulated and was unwilling to let it go. He wanted to burn himself completely at the last moment and try to see if he could push himself into the Engineering Academy.
Things that the boss didn't do back then were indeed extremely difficult and extremely high.
But having hope is always better than having no hope, it is difficult, right?
"Boss, please rest first, let's talk about other things later." Ling Tian suppressed the ecstasy in his heart and tried his best to comfort his boss in a calm tone.
Qin Chu was too suspicious and was also stimulated today, so he made such a major decision.
"I don't rest anymore. I feel uncomfortable here. Go back to my office and let's plan for the future." Qin Chu felt that he had to do something to make him feel better.
He had to do something to fight against the various negative energy brought to him by the clear and clear "Dream Demon".
If you can't get rid of it, and if you think about it further, Qin Chu even feels that those thoughts are like small knives, and will sing himself in a very short time.
Must do something!
"Help me up!" Qin Chu said in a deep voice.
Ling Tian was stunned. He didn't dare to say "no" again, and helped Qin Chu sit upright.
Ling Tian was afraid that his boss would not be able to bear it, so he pressed his shoulders on the boss's back.
"When you go back to the ward, you will bring all your scientific research, topics and information over the years." Qin Chu said.
"Ah? Boss, you..."
Ling Tian quickly dissuaded.
"It's not too late to make up for the skeleton." Qin Chu raised his hand and wiped the marks on his face. "This time I was thrown to my grandma's house, but I always have to do something. You have been working hard a few years ago and you have all the resumes you should have. We both don't have to cram at the end of the battle. As for the rest, I will do my best, and it depends on your fate."
“…”
Ling Tian didn't know why his boss was so anxious.
But with just a flash of thought, he remembered the scene when Ji Xiang threw a stack of A4 paper on his face.
There was no anger in his heart at that time, and Ling Tian didn't even dare to be angry.
As a subordinate doctor, he was caught by a superior doctor, and the guilt and uneasiness that would bring irreparable effects is all.
anger?
Ling Tian didn't even dare to think about it.
As for being thrown by A4 paper, he could only spit on his face and bent down to pick up the paper.
However, as the effect of [the gaze of the superior doctor] gradually faded, and the boss kept mentioning it, a strong sense of humiliation arose.
"Oh, did you think I did surgery a little sloppy?" Qin Chu asked while sitting on the bed.
He was about to wear shoes, and Ling Tian squatted on the ground and put them on the boss.
Qin Chu still had the last trace of obsession in his heart, and he was trying to resolve it.
"Boss, interventional surgery is too difficult, and the embolization of the fourth-grade blood vessel itself is not necessary."
"But the third-level blood vessels always have to be super selected." Qin Chu murmured
Qin Chu said this and stopped suddenly.
He knows how difficult it is to do so.
Like many ignorant people on the Internet, they clamor for not doing it if they are unwilling to do it. In the domestic market, they only dare to reduce the price of stents and can carry medicine balloons? Do they dare to move?
If all the profits are really reduced, who would be willing to sacrifice his health to undergo surgery by sacrificing his health?
At that time, I am afraid that the doctor will leave completely, at least the doctor who has undergone surgery will leave completely.
For example, the position of hospitalization chief forced many doctors to leave.
Those trolls on the Internet can be responsible for their speech. When there is no surgeon, the same type of person will definitely be sprayed.
By the same token, someone will definitely not be able to do it if the embolization is required to be more refined.
Qin Chu thought about it and his brows frowned slightly.
"Boss, I'll say justice." Ling Tian was the roundworm in Qin Chu's belly.
He looked extremely cold and proud, but everyone who could reach this position was all human beings. Ling Tian knew very well what his boss wanted to hear.
"Let's not talk about the difficulty of choosing a level 4 blood vessel for now, just talk about how many doctors can perform similar operations. Don't you know if others don't know."
To be continued...