Real lovers start by getting closer and testing each other's attitude.

Those who go to bed as soon as they meet are definitely interested in sex. After developing a relationship in the later stage, they can barely call it a relationship. If they can't develop it, it is just a hookup. If there is no relationship and they ask for money, then that's haha.

Sun Laizi and Gu Se both seemed to take this relationship seriously, crossing the river cautiously and by feeling the stones step by step. They didn't look like they had ever been in love or even been hurt by love.

But precisely because of this, it shows that their true intentions are still there and they still believe in love, which is a good phenomenon.

It was as if Sun Laizi had finished spanking, and Sun Laizi herself felt a little embarrassed. This sudden ambiguous move seemed to be a bit too much, while Gu Se blushed, feeling that Sun Laizi was teasing her, and she couldn't refuse.

I don’t want to respond too hastily.

So the two of them stopped talking. The scene that had been happy just now suddenly became quiet, and the two of them walked together.

In fact, this kind of silence is also a kind of youthful beauty. Girls' faces are red, and boys are embarrassed and nervous.

As they walked, Gu Se took the initiative to walk to the front and silently began to lead the way. Sun Laizi followed behind and walked all the way to a prominent mountain corner. There were cave dwellings on both sides. This was the separation left in the middle. Instead,

It seems to be a clean place where no one sets foot.

Walking to the edge, Sun Laizi saw that the ground was very hard, and it was still a slope. The grass was very sparse. Looking out from here, he could see far into the distance. He could also see a row of cave dwellings on the edge of the mountain diagonally opposite.

When it was full of people before getting up, it would be a lively scene at night with thousands of lights lit up.

The people who have lived in the cave dwellings are probably as old as Gu Se, and the parents who once managed the family's livelihood in the cave dwellings are probably over fifty years old, or have been buried somewhere.

Sun Laizi thought about it, and felt that those people should have lived a very happy life at that time. Although the spiritual world was simple, it happened to be simple, so happiness was also simple, having a full meal, a plate of stir-fried vegetables on the table, and a new dress

, the family produced one hundred kilograms more grain than last year, which is all something worth being happy about for a long time.

The two of them sat silently on the low-growing grass with dense and fine leaves, like a lawn. Sitting on it was very soft and comfortable. Facing them was the cool breeze blowing from the ravine. The wind was very fresh.

There is no smell of car exhaust, no factory smell, and no smell that can be emitted by various cities.

"When I was a child, I would come here to sit for a while when I was happy, and I would come here to sit for a while when I was unhappy. In the past, the village was poor, and there were only a few teachers in the village school. In fact, many of the teachers at that time had low academic qualifications and low quality. It was difficult to hear curse words in class.

Whether I like to talk or not, I don’t know how to study. I thought I would never be able to get out of the endless mountains in front of me, so I looked hard, trying to see the thousands of mountains and rivers and see the outside world!"

Gu Se sat for a while, then stared into the distance and began to talk.

Sun Laizi took a look and felt that Gu Se might have looked in the wrong direction. According to the trajectory of his car, their county and urban areas were all in another direction behind them. Sitting on a mountain top behind them, they might be able to see it at night.

Some lights, if you sit here, don't think about it. It's good if it hasn't been snatched away by wolves.

"My parents died when I was a child. At that time, I thought that one day I would starve to death. Later, I didn't want to die, so I went to identify myself as my elder brother, a young gangster who I thought was very capable. I was tricked by my elder brother into stealing and robbing.

I later found out that most of the things I took back from my student pocket money were used by other people, but I always felt very uneasy and guilty. I was also confused at the time. I didn’t know what I was living for.

mine

Tomorrow, will I starve to death or be caught and beaten to death?"

In exchange, Sun Laizi also talked about his previous experiences.

"Are you actually the prodigal son returning home?"

Gu Se looked at Sun Laizi in surprise.

"That's right. Actually, I just want to live."

Sun Laizi nodded without denying it, and finally added that this was also helpless and sad.

When Gu Se heard him say the word "live", he immediately understood everything. In the situation at that time, Sun Laizi could only ask for a way to survive. You let a person who may starve to death at any time talk to you about morality and law?

, isn’t this a joke?

Moreover, Gu Se also heard from Ma Laodao about Sun Laizi's current story. In Ma Laodao's view, Sun Laizi is essentially a very kind person. Perhaps he has seen the darkest human nature, but Sun Laizi himself wants to be in his own life.

All you feel on your body is warmth. This is the lotus emerging from the mud. It is really rare and precious.

"Do you think we are matched because we have similar experiences?"

Gu Se was silent for a while and then suddenly asked.

Sun Laizi turned to look at Gu Se in surprise, not expecting her to take the initiative to broach the subject.

But there is a trap in this question. Once Sun Laizi says yes, Gu Se may go back and let him leave.

"The past is the past, so it should be past. We live in the present and hope for the future. Why talk about the past?"

Sun Laizi is not stupid. He tidied up his language a little, avoided the pitfalls, and said something philosophical and comforting.

When Gu Se heard this, she was indeed satisfied, and her eyes when she looked at Sun Laizi became gentle again.

In fact, Gu Se's inner feelings about her previous manager were not all over, especially when it came to Sun Laizi, because Sun Laizi knew everything about it and even participated in it for a while. She was afraid that Sun Laizi would care about him, that he would care about her, that he would settle the scores in the future, and that she would be afraid of Sun Laizi.

Lai Zi brings up the old story again.

So regarding the past, she must know what Sun Laizi's thoughts and opinions are. As long as Sun Laizi has the slightest grudge or thought that he shouldn't have, she will immediately end the growing relationship between the two of them, because she doesn't want to one day, her true love

When I fell in love with Sun Laizi, Sun Laizi opened my scars again and again.

"What are you going to do with Gu Xiang?"

After a while, Gu Se asked an important question again.

The corners of Sun Laizi's mouth twitched. Unexpectedly, Ma Laodao even said this. This is the most difficult mine pit to get through.

Sun Laizi took out a cigarette and lit one. The words came to his lips several times, but in the end he did not say them out.

Seeing him like this, Gu Se didn't rush him and turned his head to look into the distance, as if the distance that he didn't see the answer to when he was a child could now give them an answer.

"I……"

Sun Laizi seemed to have finally figured out how to answer, but as soon as he opened his mouth, he was interrupted.

"No need to answer. After thinking about the answer for so long, it actually doesn't make much sense anymore."

Gu Se stopped Sun Laizi from speaking. She is really a thoughtful and independent woman. Perhaps this is the growth that her last failed relationship brought to her. Sure enough, the failure of love is the most powerful catalyst for growth in the human heart.

When Sun Laizi heard this, he turned around and looked at Gu Se in surprise. He didn't know what to do anymore. The two of them were silent for a while. Gu Se stood up and walked back. Sun Laizi followed behind, and they returned in silence all the way.

at home.

Gu Se's parents had just prepared the meal. It seemed that from the moment he walked into the house, Gu Se suddenly returned to normal. He turned around and said what he should say to Sun Laizi.

There are no abnormalities anymore, it's like thinking about ancient things.

Sun Laizi felt that things were not that simple. Gu Se did not look like a person who gave up easily. Sun Laizi could even feel that the reason why she finally asked Gu Xiang was because in her heart, the question of Gu Xiang was the most important.

How come the question doesn’t need an answer?

But Gu Se didn't want to hear his well-thought-out answer, so it seemed like he had entered a dead end.

Guse was fine, but Sun Laizi was a little taciturn. Such Guse's parents thought that their daughter had done something wrong and hurt Sun Laizi. After all, the two of them went out once, and when they came back, Sun Laizi talked less, and even

not talking anymore.

So when Sun Laizi went back to her room, Guse's parents came to Guse's room and began to ask her what she had done to Sun Laizi and why she was willing to hurt such a good son-in-law.

Gu Se suddenly couldn't laugh or cry, why did Sun Laizi look like a victim? How could he look like a perpetrator? In the eyes of his parents, he didn't look like a victim at all!

But Gu Se didn't want to explain the matter between Sun Laizi and Gu Xiang to her parents. She thought she could handle the matter by herself. Once her parents knew about it, they would be so worried that they would not be able to sleep.

Parents have very traditional ideas, and as they get older, they can't hide things in their minds. Once they know about it, the subsequent evolution of the matter will be impossible to predict and control.

So Gu Se just kept his head down as if admitting his mistake and didn't speak. His parents scolded him and tried to persuade him. Finally, Gu Se's parents saw that Gu Se remained silent and had no choice but to give up and leave.

Then the two people went to find Sun Laizi again, and started to say various comforting words to Sun Laizi, such as asking him to be more patient, girls have a bit of a temper, and asked him not to mind too much, anyway, they just looked wrong, and Sun Laizi should not be too angry.

appearance.

Sun Laizi was also confused. He knew in his heart that in the orthodox concept, a person like Gu Xiang would never be allowed to exist.

But Sun Laizi couldn't explain it. He knew that these two people came out of Gu Se's room, and he couldn't guess what Gu Se said to his parents. At least Sun Laizi couldn't say shamelessly, there is a woman in my family, and I

I don’t want to give up, because that way I’ll get yelled at easily.

So Sun Laizi also remained silent, listening to the comfort from Gu Se's parents. The two talked for a long time. They found that Sun Laizi was as silent as his daughter. He thought that Sun Laizi had suffered too much grievance and could not let it go, so he simply shut up again.

Go find some patina.

Gu Se was a little confused when she saw her parents coming again. She thought Sun Laizi couldn't bear the pressure and confessed.

But when her parents began to persuade her again, her beauty was also blurred. Could it be that Sun Laizi put all the blame on herself?

Gu Se and Sun Laizi were two people. Gu Se went through three waves of persuasion and Sun Laizi twice. It was not until Gu Se's parents were so thirsty and found that they were all met with silence that they went back to rest with a sigh.

Both Gu Se and Sun Laizi breathed a sigh of relief. They were worried about what they should do if Gu Se's parents were still so energetic during the day tomorrow. How should they go?

The next day, Gu Se and Sun Laizi seemed to have thought of something together. After getting up and having breakfast, they went to the city together. Gu Se went to the bank to withdraw money, and Sun Laizi did the same. Then they went shopping together. By noon, both of them were satisfied and walked away together.

Not talking about Gu Xiang, he returned home and put down the gifts and things they had prepared. Gu Xi quietly put the money he had withdrawn under the quilt of the bedroom where he slept. Sun Laizi put the money he had withdrawn under the quilt.

Under your own quilt.
Chapter completed!