My name is Feng Ruijian, but my mother kept calling me Nian'er.

As long as I can remember, I was the prince, and I was above all else.

My father has very few children, I only have one emperor sister and one emperor sister.

My relationship with the emperor sister is very good because my mother and the Queen Mother Xian have a good relationship. I have often gone to Xianyun Palace since I was a child and often saw the Queen Mother Xian and her Queen drinking tea and chatting together.

It seems that in the harem, the mother only has a good relationship with the virtuous mother.

Later, when I was six years old, I had to move to the East Palace, but my mother said she couldn't bear it, so my father asked me to continue living in my mother's harem again.

However, my father personally taught me, taught me the way of being a king, and taught me the literary and martial arts. I admire him very much.

However, the father seemed different from the outside when he was behind his mother. He seemed to be a little confident. This word should not be used wrongly. I am the prince, so I will not be wrong.

I have never known why, but I know that the queen mother loves me very much, she loves me more than anyone else, and I love her too. The person I love the most is the queen mother.

Until I was ten years old, I finally knew why my father and mother got along like this.

When Aunt Bai Hua was talking to her mother, I accidentally heard something I never remembered.

Later, I forced Aunt Bai Hua to ask, and I realized that so many things had happened back then.

It turns out that the queen may actually hate her father, or even because of herself, or because of the person Bai Hua, the one who refused to say no.

That day, I missed the peach blossom cake in my mother's harem and went back earlier.

But as soon as they arrived in the mother's harem, they saw Momo and her mother sitting under the peach blossom forest that she loved the most. They didn't know what they said, but they all had smiles on their faces.

The mother suddenly turned around and told Aunt Bai Hua what to do. I was about to step forward, but I stopped because I saw the look of Momo Mother looking at the mother. It was a feeling that I couldn't say, just like the look of the father looking at the mother.

I don’t know if I should go forward and interrupt them at this time? Or go back and pretend to know nothing?

I chose to return and pretended that I had never been there.

On the way back to the palace, I suddenly wondered why my mother kept calling me Nian'er?

Who is she missing?

As a result, I met my father on the way. He got off the imperial carriage and asked me how I was doing my homework.

At this moment, I was sure that the father looked at me not only with kindness, but also with a hint of guilt.

Later, my father was seriously ill. When he was dying, he only called his mother to go. I didn't know what my father and mother said, but after seeing her mother come out, there was a daze and a hint of pain in my eyes.

I suddenly became a little confused again. Has the queen really never loved her father?

After I ascended the throne, the third year, my mother was seriously ill without warning. I wanted to find famous doctors in the world to treat her, but she was held back. There was no pain on her face, and she even smiled. She spoke gently in the tone I was most familiar with.

"Nian'er, don't cry."

What is my mother saying? I am the emperor of Yan Qi, how could I cry?

But when my mother's finger gently wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes, I realized that I was really crying.

"Nian'er, I'm very happy."

Why can’t I understand? My mother is seriously ill, why is she happy?

I was a little panicked, and I suddenly felt that my mother wanted to die, but why?

At this moment, a voice suddenly came from behind me, "Don't stop her, she's very tired."

I was a little stunned and tired. I turned around and saw that it was Mimo. If anyone said that he would be the most reluctant to let his mother be wronged, and who knows her best, Mimo will naturally be the first to be the first to be affected. So, the Queen Mother is really tired?

I suddenly didn't know what to say, but I wanted to let my mother stay selfishly. I didn't want her to leave, but looking at the faint smile in my mother's eyes, I couldn't speak. I stood beside my mother and watched her slowly close her eyes, but the smile at the corner of my mouth did not change at all.

After that, I seemed to be just the emperor of Yan Qi. I knew that maybe I would meet a woman I really love in the future and a child I love, but I would never have a mother again.

When news of Mica's death came, I was very calm and seemed to have expected it.

The emperor's sister already has a son-in-law and lives a happy life. She has no regrets and will naturally follow her mother.

And I am the ruler of Yan Qi.

My name is Feng Ruijian, but I am the mother's queen.

At that last moment, I finally understood that maybe the queen missed not anyone, but herself.
Chapter completed!