Su Lin suddenly realized that Su Mingan must have experienced countless such deep despair and failures, so he was so calm that he thought about how to start over.

His ideal is far from being described as "magnificent" or "terrifying".

A "cluster" sounded softly.

Su Mingan pushed away the soldiers who blocked him, and his fingers were placed on his temples without any obstacles.

The bright red blood flowed, and amid the soldiers' screams, Su Lin saw Su Mingan's expression, tired, sad, and firm. Su Mingan's calmness was incompatible with the sadness of everyone, and death did not even bring him too much pain.

"You are too tired," said Su Lin.

Whether standing on the stage, in the eyes of everyone, it seems like he is working as a dog for the organizer. Or going deep into the shadows, dying again and again until he gets used to it.

Su Lin held him, and frost fell on his face, his face as white as snow.

"...Did you see?" Su Mingan's breath gradually dissipated.

"Um."

"Then I'm very... happy." Su Mingan said: "Although... it's just this time."

He showed a sincere smile.

Such warmth, relief and peace of mind, as if he had found the smile of a fellow traveler. Su Lin saw it on his face for the first time.

He held Su Mingan silently until the youthful aura disappeared. He knew that this rescue was difficult, and Su Mingan was almost impossible to succeed in the early morning.

However, Su Mingan's original intention of perfectly passing the level was to do his best to save everything. If there was no conflict with the level, he would go and save it.

It's not just Yueyue, if it's Lu Shu and Noel who die, he will go to save him. Although it may take several retracements, or even dozens of times this time, the cost of retracements is that he will suffer.

And what he is most worthless and easiest to pay is his death and his pain.

Tretia is right. He clearly has feelings, but he does not. There may be part of the reason why he saves Yueyue, because she is more helpful in living, because her emotions can be more stable when she lives, and he needs information from the key to the gods' camp, and he needs to kill Edward completely - but so what?

So what?

Go and save her, he is human.

If he doesn't save her, he is God.

Although his actions to save her after the performance were more like a "god" who was calm to the extreme, he was still a human being.

He is not a wise man who understands the cycle of reincarnation and sees through life and death, he is just an ordinary student who is equally afraid of death, and will feel hopeless because of the passing of others - just humans.

It is a human being who wants to recognize his behavior but always feels confused. He is unwilling to lose again, but he keeps losing it - just a human being.

He empathized with Npc and felt the same with the possessors. He used them and deceived them. He was so cold-blooded that everything was measured by the percentage of passing the level. He remained calm and looked at the sacrifice of millions of soldiers and civilians. He had no way out, he was always lonely, but he would still cry in the abandoned archives and struggle in the deep sea of ​​memories that others could not see.

But he is just a human.

Her road is still long, at least until all human beings are rescued, at least when he becomes a hero, she recalls her long and brilliant journey, listens to him playing the piano, until she truly reaches the end of the road...that is the end.

The captain of Theseus' ship struggled to survive in the storm, and survived in the thunder's peeping. In extreme pain, he fell a heavy "anchor" in the deep sea. It may be a bond that is like family affection, or it may be a straw for the drowning person to survive.

——What distinguishes "people" from "programs" is whether they need this kind of anchor of the mind.

...

【Have I helped you this time?】

...

Su Mingan closed his eyes.
Chapter completed!