Chapter 230 I'm not a star(2/2)
[After that, she saw a world she had never seen before.]
[The magnificent hall, crystal-dressed hall lights, and the scarlet carpet from the top to the other end of her feet.]
[In the banquet hall with clouds in formal clothes, her beautiful deskmate stood at the top of the stairs.]
[The deskmate drags the floor with a long skirt, wearing a hairpin decorated with diamonds on his head, like a princess living in this world.]
【The princess came over with a smile and raised her glass.】
[She looked at her school uniform and sports trousers and was panicked for a moment.]
【“Why am I here?”】
[She faces everyone's ridiculous eyes, it's hard to understand.]
[...Why is she a princess? I am the ugly duckling who is here to accompany her?"]
["Even at school, I am the good kid in the eyes of the teacher, but she is a poor student who is ignorant."]
【“Why, why are here…”】
【“What’s going on messing up?”】
【“Why do people look at me with contempt?”】
["Why do they say, this is the outside world?"]
【She escaped.】
【It’s like escaping from a world that does not belong to her, like escaping from the clouds into the mortal world. She walked through the alley full of dirty water, pushed open the creaking door, and saw her wrinkled mother.】
[She still remembers the appearance of the little princess' mother, like a noble lady with no fingers on her face, without any trace of time on her face.]
[And at this moment, she felt embarrassed when she saw her mother.]
【…】
【She gradually changed.】
[In the past, I felt friendly when I heard my mother nagging about family matters and the price of vegetables rising, but now I just feel long-winded.]
[Seeing the high-end desserts in the hall and sea cucumbers and abalone air-carried from abroad, she felt it was difficult to swallow when she saw the fried cabbage on the table.]
[Seeing the rhinestone long skirt worn by the little princess and branded jewelry, she was wearing a large school uniform that had been washed repeatedly, and a hairpin that cost five yuan for the jewelry store, she felt ashamed.]
【…】
【She gradually changed.】
[She no longer cares about food and vegetables, no longer chats with her parents about family matters, she struggles with her own downs and downs. Every time she sees her deskmate coming to school, she dare not look directly at her eyes, and always feel ashamed.]
[Her mother said: "Don't care about these things, we are noble enough in ourselves."]
【But she can't understand.】
[She hid herself in the bed at night, and tears filled her day and night.]
[She shuttled through the crowd, and seemed to have no chance of being in the fun, and could not control herself from being in it.]
[Finally, on a day of struggling, another "she" appeared.]
["She" said: "You are really useless, Lin Jiang."]
["She" said: "You are extremely ugly and dare not face your inferiority complex."]
["She" said: "You can continue to feel inferior, and then I will mature on your behalf."]
【…】
["She" said:—I will become your vain "sin", Lin Jiang.]
...
The words stayed in front of me for a moment.
Su Mingan leaned against the library bookshelf and yawned, watching the blood-red words appear on the panel little by little:
[——Doctor, my dear doctor.”]
["You think, in White Sand Paradise, such a child."]
["Is it an existence judged to be saved?"]
["Or...cannot be treated and destined to become social waste?"]
【“What this child has is a sin that cannot be forgiven.”】
[.....what has it still created such a person who cannot be buried in the past?"]
...
【“Please make your decision tonight.”】
"Bang!"
It seemed that it was too hard to rely on it, and the book behind me fell down and made a few muffled sounds.
Su Ming'an closed the system interface and walked out of the bookshelf.
The sunset outside the window sprinkles ripples through the extremely high branches and leaves.
“…”
He looked at the system time and it was five o'clock in the afternoon and he stayed here for an afternoon.
The newly opened fifth floor is very large, much larger than the fourth floor, almost the size of a library.
He found that the spatial structure of this Baisha Paradise was very unscientific. Although the first and second floors were very narrow, the upper floors were getting bigger and bigger, especially the fifth floors, which almost all the lower floors were large.
The entire floor structure is like an inverted triangle, the higher the area it goes up.
He searched all over the fifth floor, but he didn't see anything special. Instead, he met many players who also came up. When facing him, they avoided their sight and did not dare to communicate with him. Their courage seemed much smaller than before.
He knew the reason - these players were afraid that he would go crazy.
Long before, these people thought he had symptoms of madness, and even Mo Yan was no exception... When he clearly felt that he was normal, these people insisted on labeling him as "crazy".
After revealing his identity, the group of people did not rush to post it. Perhaps they had realized that it was difficult for him to get close to it.
If it is not done well, he will be forced to "death himself".
...Anyway, no one dares to raise doubts about this.
After finding that no one was disturbing him, he flipped through the books on the fifth floor.
Mo Yan has also been here. He seemed to want to search through the books and find clues, but he just read one or two books and couldn't do it.
Mo Yan said that this book is very evil, just like the white sand history published by the teacher. It makes people lose their san and cannot be read at all.
But Su Mingan looked here for an afternoon and didn't feel anything was wrong.
The content of the book is even normal, and there is no sign of going crazy.
He walked out of the bookshelf and found that the entire fifth floor was already empty.
Perhaps it was because of these lost books, or perhaps it was because of him who had been here for a long time, no player dared to come up to the fifth floor again.
Chapter completed!