Chapter 200 Because of her?
Lin Zhitang looked at the absent-minded Su Zi'an and gritted her teeth in anger.
Bai Qianxi disappeared, and Qin Qing told her immediately. At that time, she was still confident in her bones. She even gave her life to Su Zi'an. Will he give her up again?
As a result, even he felt ridiculed. He didn't leave her behind and would come to visit him on time every day, but she kept the people but did not keep his heart!
In the ward, he was either working or staying. Even the number of times he talked to her could count the number of times she talked to!
Moreover, he always leaves on time, not stays for a second more, and stays with her for two hours a day. The envy of outsiders, but only she knows the bitterness in her mouth.
"Zi'an, if you are busy in the company, you don't have to come to see me every day."
She spoke softly, but her heart was full of resentment. Su Zian has not mentioned Bai Qianxi's disappearance to her so far. He left every day in a hurry, and felt that seeing her was like completing a task.
"It's okay, it's not bad for these few hours. If you haven't recovered, don't worry." Although the words of concern were spoken out of your mouth, Lin Zhitang could not feel the warmth with his lukewarm tone.
"Zi'an, have you had something wrong recently? I think you are in a daze and I don't care. I obviously want an apple, so you can hand me an orange."
He still had this attitude, and Lin Zhitang didn't want to bear it anymore, so he just opened the skylight and said something. She just complained, how about it! She lay on the bed to save his life, and she was so fearless.
The man's eyes finally fell on the woman's face. Although he visited her every day during this period, he always avoided everything about her.
Her face was not very good, and she was still pale. No matter how much nutrient solution was used, she was not rosy. Facing her, Su Zian felt guilty, but her messy heart could not be sorted out. He had no other thoughts now, just thinking that Qianxi could come back safely.
As for his feelings for Qian Xi, he has no intention to think about it now. He just wants to wait for her to come back.
However, Zhitang was seriously injured to save him. This is an indisputable fact. He should take care of her and take good care of her. This is something he knows clearly, but it makes him feel powerless and he can't even do basic enthusiasm.
"The company is too busy. Maybe when you call me, you are thinking about other things and you are wrong. If you like to eat apples, you will only buy apples in the future and not other ones."
Lin Zhitang understood the slow reason that Su Zi'an said, "Buy all apples and you won't get it wrong even if you close your eyes! He is still perfunctory and has no idea of solving the fundamental problem of the matter!"
"Zi'an, you know that I didn't mean that!" Lin Zhitang didn't plan to do it perfunctorily. Since he had already started talking, let's explain what he should say clearly.
"It's okay, you have more rest and get better sooner. It's getting late, so I'll leave first."
He looked at his watch and didn't want to bother with Lin Zhitang. He knew what Lin Zhitang wanted, but he really couldn't do it now.
He flew away to pack his notebook and a bunch of documents, and wanted to leave the ward.
Lin Zhitang saw all his avoidance. He changed and was reborn from his bones! He took risks without hesitation. Is this what he got?
Bai Qianxi must have done it on purpose! She pretended to be weak on the surface, but in fact she had planned every step! Otherwise, why would she be so coincidental! She would not run away late! But she was hospitalized! But when Su Zian was guarding her bed day and night, she staged this drama! Please pay attention! She was so scheming!
"Zi'an, you won't use it in the future."
Lin Zhitang became cold and his heart was cold. Why should he cooperate with him in his performance? Haven’t the two of them been together for a long time?
Su Zi'an's figure, who packed up his things, froze. He put down the things in his hand and turned to look at the woman.
"What's wrong? What's the temper?"
"If you are busy, go and do it well. Don't waste time on me every day. I said to accompany me and say a few words with me? I feel that I am too ignorant. It is obviously a burden to you, but I still take the initiative to stick to it!"
Lin Zhitang's face was no longer as gentle as before, and was cold and full of disappointment.
Su Zian closed her eyes and sighed. This woman owed her too much, but suddenly she found out that she could no longer afford what she wanted.
Seeing that he had no movement, no explanation, no comfort, she spoke again.
"It's a mistake for me to come back. I shouldn't have appeared again, nor will I cause you so much trouble, so that you can completely forget me. It's enough for me to live alone with memories."
Her tears fell silently, but this time it was from the heart. She always had to observe Su Zi'an's face, be careful, afraid that he would be displeased. Over time, she almost forgot what she originally looked like.
"Zhitang, don't think too much. I just have too many troubles recently." Su Zian was helpless and still found a reason to shirk it.
"Things to bother? Hoho!"
The woman smiled at him, but her face was full of sarcasm.
"Because Bai Qianxi? How long do you want to hide it from me? Do you think I don't know if you don't say it? I can't watch TV or watch news? Su Zian! Do you treat me as a fool or are you pretending to be stupid?"
The woman began to become hysterical, and when she mentioned Bai Qianxi, she became uncontrollable.
The things that Su Zian had been hiding were brought to the table, and Su Zian could no longer avoid it.
"I know you care about Xiao Xi, but I just don't want you to be unhappy, so I didn't tell you."
Su Zian was telling the truth, but this was only part of what he thought. The weight of the two women in his heart. He had already felt the partiality of Libra. Qian Xi's importance was already the woman in front of him, but he was unwilling to admit it, nor did he dare to admit it.
"Is it really just that?"
Lin Zhitang asked back, and she had an answer in her heart, but she still held that slim hope. Many things can no longer be returned. Women are naturally sensitive, so how could she not understand? But she just didn't want to let go! She didn't want to face that cruel fact.
"You also know that Xiao Xi is from our Zuo Su family. She suddenly disappeared. Everyone attaches great importance to it. It has been more than half a month since she was found. It is fake to say that she is not worried."
This is the first time Su Zian has said such a long thing in this period of time, but all this is just for Bai Qianxi.
"Zi'an, I won't participate in your family affairs. I also know that Uncle Su is dissatisfied with me. You are the only one I care about! Do you know? I'm afraid of your lukewarm attitude towards me. If you don't love me anymore, you can tell me! I will leave by myself. I figured it out. If you don't love me, it doesn't make any sense for me to force you."
Speaking of this, Lin Zhitang looked depressed. This is her only way. Is it possible to use Su Zi'an's sense of responsibility and guilt to make her happy? Why, she has done so much and suffered so much, even if she is ruined, she will not give it to that woman!
The word love pierced into Su Zi'an's heart again. Facing the woman in front of him, he was at a loss and didn't even have the courage to wipe her tears.
He read the letter left by Qian Xi so many times, and he knew what Lin Zhitang did, but all this was true and reasonable, and he could not blame this woman. To sum up, it was just because of her love for herself.
"Okay, don't think too much. Now it's urgent. You should take care of yourself first. If you have any problems, we'll talk about it when you recover."
Seeing him staggering his own topic again, Lin Zhitang was silent and knew that it would be meaningless to continue to entangle.
Chapter completed!