Chapter 158 I don't want it anymore
"Zi'an, it's you, isn't it! Zi'an is you, I know you haven't forgotten me, and you won't let me go, right?"
The woman threw away all fear and ran towards her like that tall figure. Her outline became clearer and clearer, and that stern face was getting closer.
Su Zian's throat was dry and she didn't know what to say for a moment. Unexpectedly, they would meet here again. It was helpless that things were different and people had changed. Before he could think clearly, the little figure had already plunged into his arms.
Empty, all thoughts went blank for an instant. The woman tightly hugged his waist, crying in his arms with joy.
His body was stiff, like a piece of wood. He stood there and let the woman hold him.
It was the push. She raised her fearful little face and stared into the cold eyes above her. Su Zian still pushed her away!
"Zhitang, respect yourself."
His cold voice suppressed the pain in his heart, not now! There are still many things that have not been found out, and they should not meet!
Lin Zhitang stood there blankly, her heart was torn apart again as she looked at the indifferent man.
For the first time, she felt that the summer night wind was so biting that she felt as if she had fallen into an ice cellar.
The man turned around and was about to leave, but he took two steps and stopped again.
"It's too late, go back early."
His words drifted in the wind, and he no longer lingered, nor looked back, and his figure gradually drifted away.
"Su Zian!"
With a strong force, the woman's wrist was grabbed from behind.
"How long are you going to deceive yourself! You obviously love me, otherwise why would you come to the rooftop in the middle of the night? This is the place where we made love! You were worried about me and asked me to go home early! Then why did you abandon me?
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The woman complained hysterically, and the man's menstruation told her that she still had a place in Su Zian's heart.
"Oh."
He laughed, easily broke away from Lin Zhitang's hand, turned around, and looked directly at the woman in front of him.
"I came here to say goodbye to the past. I let you go home out of concern for friends. I'm sorry that you misunderstood."
He couldn't be calmer, but she found it difficult to breathe.
"No, that's not the case! Zi'an, you can't lie to me! Everything you said is a lie, I don't believe it!"
The woman was so broken that she took two steps forward and took Su Zian's hand. There was hope in her eyes, but also despair.
Su Zian did not avoid her gaze, but the desolation in his heart spread. He had given her a chance, but she gave up, and she had done so many things that he did not know. He admitted that he could not let go of this woman, but he could not be rational.
, he is not allowed to go any further.
"Believe it or not, it's your business. I've finished what you have to say."
He wanted to push her hand away again, but this time, Lin Zhitang held him tightly with both hands.
"Zi'an, what did I do wrong? I admit that I had selfish intentions in my previous statement, but who did I hurt, and what part of what I said was not the truth? I just want you to publicly admit that Bai Qianxi is your sister! As a woman, I
I’m afraid, your relationship is too close, I’m afraid, I’m afraid you won’t want me..."
The woman burst into tears and fell to the ground, but she still didn't let go of Su Zian's hand. She couldn't let go, as if this was the last link to maintain their relationship.
What she said made Su Zian unable to deal with it and her heart was wavering. Could it be that Jian Shu was just instigating all this? Women's jealousy is inevitable. Jian Shu caught this and then amplified it infinitely?
He carefully filtered the past, everything that happened after she came back...
"Zi'an, do you know? Apart from you, I have nothing left. My father is gone, and the Lin family has collapsed. I don't know what reason I have for myself to live...Don't abandon me, I was wrong.
, I no longer doubt that there is anything between you and Bai Qianxi! Please, just let me stay by your side, even if I have no name or status..."
Lin Zhitang's prayer made Su Zian completely defeated. She was obviously reluctant to give up, but she couldn't open her mouth. The woman who was once so proud now begged him for forgiveness in a low voice, and even gave up her reputation...
"Zi'an, I love you. I really can't live without you. Do you really not love me anymore? I can apologize to Xiao Xi! I can hold a press conference to clarify. I will say whatever you want me to say.
As long as you keep me by your side, really, I don’t care about anything!”
Su Zian was silent for a long time, and Lin Zhitang was extremely panicked. She suddenly let go of Su Zian's hand. The man looked down at her, and saw her opening her handbag, finding a photo inside, and handing it to him.
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The man hesitated, but his hand took it involuntarily. It was a photo of the two of them, the photo that Lin Zhitang placed on the bedside.
He turned his head and closed his eyes, and the beauty of the past came to his mind.
"Zi'an, I'm still me, and I'm still your Zhitang!"
She crawled to Su Zian's feet. She saw the man's hesitation in her eyes, and he couldn't let her go! She could never let him go, otherwise she didn't know when she would have the chance to see him!
With so many thoughts in his mind, he held the photo tightly in his hand. He raised his other hand, grabbed her slender wrist, and pulled her up.
Lin Zhitang cried so hard that she stood in front of him but did not dare to say a word, as if any overstepping action could affect his decision.
The two of them looked at each other, obviously they had their hearts set on each other, but there were too many worries in his eyes, and now that he was having a difficult time, what did his personal emotions count?
The news storm in City A has just been suppressed. If she is involved again, will it cause anything else? I have to say that Jian Shu won beautifully this time.
"Go back first."
The man stopped looking at her. He didn't have a definite answer in his heart. He turned his head to the dimly lit place. Every house was filled with homes, but this woman had nothing but him...
The woman did not understand the meaning of this sentence. She looked at Su Zian's side face and felt pain in her heart. In the end, would it still be the same ending?
She turned around and walked towards the dilapidated wooden door step by step. It was so desolate that there was nowhere to talk!
Before her figure was submerged in the dark corridor, she suddenly stopped.
She looked carefully and stretched out her finger, "Can you give it back to me?"
Su Zian lowered her head and looked at the photo in her hand. Her whole body felt like she had been electrocuted. Do you want to return it to her?
"You don't even want me to keep my memory? Do you want to completely erase yourself from my life?"
She smiled poignantly and had tears on her face. How did she get to where she is now step by step? His love is the belief that keeps her alive. How much humiliation has she endured in order to reunite with her again?
"Forget it, I don't want it anymore. Nothing in this world belongs to me."
She lowered her head, as if she had lost her soul, and dragged her steps, stepping into the darkness again, the abyss that belonged to her.
Su Zian closed her eyes and took a deep breath, but her steps were firm. This time, let him be selfish for once.
Lin Zhitang was disheartened. She had despaired of this world. The warmth came from her palms. Su Zi'an held her hand. She looked up in surprise, with tears in her eyes, and raised a smile.
The man didn't say anything, he just pulled her towards the corridor.
There were no lights, the road was extremely dark, but his hand held her tightly. He was her guiding lighthouse and her only harbor.
Su Zian's brows never relaxed. She seemed to have done a huge mistake, but she never regretted it in her heart.
The speeding sports car, in the hazy night, did not drive towards the Lin family's old house. The woman in the passenger seat looked at the man driving, but he never looked at himself. However, she still won, right? She beat everything in his heart.
Chapter completed!