I always thought that I was growing, I was improving, I was shining. But when I fell, I was still empty-handed. Maybe if I took a wrong step, I would lose everything. In the past, I didn’t want to rely on Liu Longting to do what I wanted to do, but almost one night before, I returned to my weak state.

Why didn’t Liu Longting tell me, why didn’t he tell me these things? As long as he reminded me, I would have been back yesterday. As long as I came back in time, all this would not happen today.

My heart was roaring and roaring for everything I had worked hard and suddenly lost, but even so, what can I do? Liu Longting's hand reached towards me, he wanted to accompany me, and I could no longer fight for the most basic freedom at this time. What's the point of living like this? Every day in the future, will I have to listen to Liu Longting's words and be a silly woman who cares and obediently gave up everything for him?

Although I no longer want to hold Liu Longting's hand, for the sake of my future life and hope that Liu Longting can accompany me to rescue Yue'er, I still put my hand into Liu Longting's hand.

After Liu Longting held my hand, he held it tightly. His hand was like a shackle, tightly holding me. The feeling of thinking that I wanted to leave but could not leave made me inexplicably think of the dream I had that night in Huaxu Kingdom. In the dream, I was also locked by shackles, but I was entangled with Liu Longting. Now it was just Liu Longting that has become this shackle, and I and shackles are inseparable. I even wondered, Liu Longting did not tell me so deliberately, is it really like his second sister Liu Lieyun? Liu Longting did not like women to be stronger than him, so he would have let my throne be taken away by default?

This incident hurt me so much. It had happened. I didn't want to continue to get entangled. Liu Longting took me out and walked on the small path covered with moonlight in front of the Liu family. He just held my hand all the time, and didn't talk to me, and walked quietly.

After experiencing this, I have no words to talk to Liu Longting except Yue'er. After we walked for a while, I looked up at Liu Longting, as if I had already come out of this matter, and said to him: "Longting, since my throne is gone, I will be just an ordinary person in the future. I have no right to care about the affairs of the Three Realms in the future, and I don't want to worry about it anymore. But now I still have something I really want to do. Let's go find Yue'er. As long as Yue'er is brought back, I will no longer want anything."

In the past, I went to find Yue'er with Liu Longting, and I had a fight over this matter. Now I have nothing left. When I was with Liu Longting, Liu Longting didn't think about it at all. Back to me: "Okay, as long as you want, I will go with you."

This answer made me once again believe that Liu Longting deliberately did not tell me about Luo Shen's rebellion. In the past, he pushed me to the position of Emperor Xi, just to protect myself. But now when I am with him, he thinks that my identity will bring me endless dangers. So even if he knows that I will be sad if I lose the throne, he will watch me step down without caring. Sure enough, my destiny is controlled by him no matter when. He lets go if he wants to let me go. I will do whatever he wants.

Why do I have such a fate? Why can I fight for everyone, but I can't fight for Liu Longting.

"You are so nice to me." I don't know what tone I said to Liu Longting, but Liu Longting probably felt a little awkward when he listened to this. He did not admit it, but suddenly stopped in front of me and said to me: "As long as you are well, I will listen to you in everything."

This was a love word in the past, but when I listened again, I was useless to hear the joy in the past. Because I was a bit forced to count, I couldn't catch him at all, so I didn't need him to listen to anything I said. As long as he helped me find Yue'er, I would be satisfied with him in my life.

We were quite satisfied with both parties. I didn't say anything bad to Liu Longting, nor did I make things difficult for him. Liu Longting was very caring for me except not telling me everything he knew.

When we returned to the Liu family, Jiaoer and Xu were not asleep yet, and were still studying the compass that Liu Longting and I brought back to her, and I liked it very much.

Seeing that Liu Longting and I were back, Jiao'er quickly ran towards me, grabbed my hand, and said to me: "Sister Xiaobai, this compass is really powerful. You can calculate anything. Even though I have weak magic power, I can't control it. This is really a super good baby."

I glanced at the compass and didn't have much time to pay attention to Jiao'er, but seeing Jiao'er so happy, I casually said to him, "That's right, how could Fuxi's things be so bad?"

Liu Longting also knew that I was not in a good mood. Seeing that Jiaoer was happily dealing with my compass, he bent down slightly at Jiaoer, reached out and pulled Jiaoer away from me, and told Jiaoer to tell her not to disturb me these two days. I am in a bad mood now.

When Liu Longting reminded me, Jiaoer also thought that I had just lost the throne, so she scolded herself with some blame. It was all her bad things. When she was happy, she didn't care about my feelings. Then she was sorry to me and hoped that I wouldn't blame her.

Looking at Jiao'er's little look of admitting her mistake, I felt a little sad and pity in my heart. Since Yue'er disappeared, I can't help but sometimes treat Jiao'er as Yue'er, so I squatted down towards Jiao'er and hugged her. How could I bear to blame her with her? It's too late to care for her.

This year has passed, and Jiaoer and Xu seemed to be much more sensible. Seeing that I was holding her, I guessed what I was thinking, so I said to me: "Does Sister Xiaobai miss Yue'er? If Sister Xiaobai doesn't dislike being arrogant, I can use this compass to help Sister Xiaobai calculate where Yue'er is, but my magic power is limited, and it may take one night to get the result. Sister Xiaobai, please go to bed first. If there is a result, I will tell you tomorrow morning."

When Jiaoer and I were able to use a compass to measure where the moon was, my gloomy mood suddenly cleared up at this moment. I quickly looked up and asked Jiaoer, could she really calculate it?

"Of course, this compass is very powerful and can be calculated whatever you want."

Thinking that Fuxi also used this compass to help me calculate the life and death of Feng Qitian and others, I believe Jiao'er can also calculate where Yue'er is, so I quickly thank Jiao'er. If I really calculate where Yue'er is now, I will really be grateful to her.

However, when I thanked Jiaoer, I thought that Jiaoer had to calculate Yue'er's whereabouts and it took me one night to finish my heart, so I felt a little worried, so I said to Jiaoer again: "If you can calculate it during the day tomorrow, you are still young, so you should have a break early tonight."

"Hehe." Jiao'er immediately grimaced at me when she heard what I said: "With the master accompanying me, Sister Xiaobai, don't worry, you and my third brother, go and rest early!"

Then he pushed me away.

I glanced at Xu and said thank you to him. Xu smiled at me. This is what it should be. Looking at Xu and Jiaoer's tacit understanding, I felt envy for no reason. What I wanted was also the tacit understanding and trust between Liu Longting. However, we may never like Jiaoer and Xu as silently, and rely on each other simply.
Chapter completed!