Chapter six hundred and fiftieth: the moth
I know that if I say this to Liu Longting, Liu Longting will be quarrel like last time, but now is different from the past. We have a great responsibility on our shoulders. Even if we love each other, we need to have our own things and life.
Sure enough, it was the same as I thought, but after I said this to Liu Longting, Liu Longting looked at me and changed his expression slightly, and then asked me, "Why would you rather go with Gu Huo than go with me?"
I didn't expect that Liu Longting's question was so sharp. For a moment, I was afraid that he would think too much, so I said to him: "I'm not worried about you. I'll just go there alone in such a small thing. I can't let you accompany me in everything."
"But I am willing to accompany you, and I want to accompany you wherever you want to go."
When Liu Longting said this to me, I couldn't think of any reason to reject him, so I could only confess to him: "If you accompany me, I will rely on you for everything. I want to do my own thing by myself. If you interfere in everything, I will feel that I am useless."
I don’t know if what I said was too ugly or something else. After listening to what I said, Liu Longting raised his eyes and looked at me for a while. Last time he asked me with some doubts: “Do you think I have over your affairs?”
"Not..." I didn't know what to say, but I didn't wait for me to say the following words. Liu Longting didn't clean up the medicine bowls and snacks on the table and went out directly.
I think he must be angry, and he will definitely be angry. He is also worried about my safety when he goes with me, but what I think is that he doesn't need him, and he hinders me. This is like when I used to hear a saying in high school, I gave you my sincerity, but you think he has too much blood.
I am very annoyed when Liu Longting is angry now. I think we have experienced so much, but we are not as noisy as before. At least we will cherish and understand each other. But isn’t this kind of cherishing too much now? This has led to conflicts between us?
I lay in bed and thought for a long time, wondering whether I would like to apologize to Liu Longting. After all, it was my fault no matter how you look at this matter. Liu Longting was also kind-hearted, but I regarded his kindness as a donkey's liver and lungs.
I am very unhappy to apologize, because if I apologize, what I said to Liu Longting just now will turn into nonsense again...
But I went there anyway. I had always been disagreement before, and Liu Longting came to me first. I'll find him first.
I went to Liu Longting's house, but I couldn't find Liu Longting. When I returned to the hall, I saw Jiao'er playing outside and running into the house, so I asked Zhou Hao where did he go?
"Sister Xiaobai, why are you looking for my third brother? I just watched him go to the cliff to the north."
After Jiao'er said this, I told Jiao'er not to always think about playing all day long, and to practice piano and magic power when you have time. Otherwise, if you grow up in the future, you can't practice to become an immortal, and you will know nothing. It depends on who will marry her.
Jiaoer immediately snorted at me: "I'm not worried. Sister Xiaobai is the lord of the Three Realms. It's a verbal matter to make me a god. Besides, if I can't get married, I'll marry my master."
I was about to say to Jiaoer that I wouldn't help her, but before I could say it to me, Jiaoer immediately turned around and pushed me out: "Sister Xiaobai, hurry up and find my third brother! I'm talking nonsense, like an old lady at a young age. I just saw that my third brother seemed to be in a bad mood. Go and comfort my third brother quickly."
After pushing me out, Jiaoer muttered behind me again and said that now I am just like my mother-in-law. If I become a mother in the future, my child would be terrified to death by me.
Looking at Jiaoer's appearance of dislike for me, and then when she thought of her saying that I will become a mother in the future, I remembered that my child is still in Kunlun Mountain. Calculate the time, she should be about to be born. Just when we finish handling the matter of sealing the underworld, I should pick him up.
Thinking of the child, I felt better, after all, it was also the flesh and blood I nurtured. So I accelerated my pace and walked towards the cliff to find Liu Longting. There was nothing that could not be solved between us? The breakup and reunion are now together again. Maybe it was because we got along wrong, which led to conflicts.
When I walked to the edge of the cliff, I saw Liu Longting standing alone on the edge of the cliff. He was wearing white clothes, which combined with the melting snow around me. It reminded me of the scene when I first saw him. The same white clothes and the same beautiful figure. In the distance under the cliff, the snow on Changbai Mountain was melting, and some of the brown color of the mountain was exposed between the snow-white, which looked vast and cold. Especially when the strong wind kept blowing towards the top of the cliff, blowing Liu Longting's robe made me always worry if he was cold?
So I didn't stop him, but ran towards Liu Longting, hugged him from behind, and pressed his face against his back, which had been blown by the wind.
Liu Longting also guessed that it was me behind him. When my hand was swaying towards him, he put his hand on the back of my hand, held my hand tightly, and did not turn around and love me. Instead, he took a long breath, as if he had made a big decision, and asked me, "Bai Jing, do you still love me?"
At this time, Liu Longting asked me such questions, which made me wonder what he was thinking. I wouldn’t want him to go to the underworld with me. He just thought about it and thought that I didn’t love him anymore? Or did Liu Longting want to say something else to me?
"Why are you asking me this question?" I asked Liu Longting.
After I asked Liu Longting what he said, Liu Longting took away the hand that was holding me on his waist and turned towards me. His tall body stood in front of me, blocking most of the wind that kept blowing on me, and said to me: "We have experienced so many things, and I know that you and I will change something, but I don't worry about these changes. But after we are together now, I feel that your heart no longer belongs to me. Do you still have others in your heart, or your feelings for me are weakened and you no longer trust me, so you don't want to rely on me like this anymore."
When Liu Longting lowered his head and said these words to me, his eyes felt like a handful of freshly melted snow water was mixed in, slightly red and shiny. I originally planned to come here to find him, to comfort him and explain to him what I need now, but now when I looked up at Liu Longting's sad eyes, my heart instantly felt like an injection was being sucked in. I couldn't say anything I had thought about along the way. I was afraid that I would hurt him and make him so sad again. I think I really love him and be so crazy.
I plunged into Liu Longting's arms with my face, and didn't want to care about anything anymore. I just wanted to hug him tightly and said to him: "How could I love you? I have never lost a little bit. You have always been in my heart. In my heart, I don't even have me except you. You are my heart. How could I bear to love you?"
I'm afraid this is the first time I have known Liu Longting that I have expressed so much love words to him so much that I have expressed. And when I was saying this myself, I felt a little incredible. How could I say such stingy words in my mouth?
After I finished speaking, I felt my waist tightening. Liu Longting hugged me tightly towards my waist. When my face was buried in his arms, he raised one hand and raised it to my chin. His lips were covered with two cold petals. He paused for a while, like a fire that was rapidly burning, and then he hugged and kissed passionately.
The ending was the same as I thought. Liu Longting still accompanied me to the underworld. Although I thought it was not difficult for me to go to the underworld, Liu Longting still had to accompany me.
Chapter completed!