Chapter 562: Voice of Wishes

Maybe Liu Lieyun didn't expect my emotions to be so intense. I had a shocked expression, and so did Liu Lieyun. After we recovered, Liu Lieyun looked at me and felt a little sad, as if she wanted to comfort me, but she didn't know where to go. After looking at me for a while, she could only reach out and touch my face and said to me, it would be difficult for me.

But when I heard the sentence, it seemed like a mountain was collapsing in my heart. It was difficult for me. What could it bring to me? The fact is now like this. How should I go or how to walk the next path.

I didn't want to explain too much to Liu Lieyun. I was silent for a while and said to her: "I don't think about anything anymore. If you really feel sorry for me, don't let this matter go out. You don't care about my face. You have to look at the child in my belly. The child in my belly is also a descendant of your mother's Liu family."

After hearing what Liu Lieyun said, I felt relieved, but after I heard my words, Liu Lieyun still didn't want me to do this. My face was filled with sorrow. I asked me: "Do you really have no feelings for Youjun? If he knew about this, what would he do with you?"

Now I don’t care what I will take. Since I have already planned to do, I will definitely consider it carefully. I am no longer the Bai Jing I used to be. Now I will give everything I have in order to survive and to live a better life.

"What are you afraid of? Youjun has seen it out. I can find an excuse and fool it casually, but it is impossible to see it out. I have a careful plan. Unless you go out, he will not know about it at all."

My determination to Liu Lieyun made her know that I had to do this. Liu Lieyun looked at my resolute expression and seemed to be a little reluctant, but she couldn't turn my mind around. She was afraid of Youjun, so she was very concerned about him, but I was not afraid. No one could stop me from what I wanted to do. I wanted to get rid of Youjun and conquer him. I would do this sooner or later.

"Do you really don't think about it anymore? My sister is also for your own good."

Liu Lieyun started mother-in-law again. She kept saying good to me, just to let me live for the time being. Regardless of whether I was doing well or not, I no longer want to hear anything from Liu Lieyun. I once again resolutely told her that I must do this.

Liu Lieyun's repeated begging did not change my thoughts, but I just knew everything about her, and there was no need for her to really go to Youjun to report me. I didn't say anything more than a long time. After I finished, I asked Liu Lieyun to go out. Today I almost had no time, so I would like to ask him or her not to disturb me.

What I mean, a fool knows, I am going to drive her away, and Liu Lieyun naturally understood, but she didn't know what she was thinking, and her face still looked shy and entangled. I thought she still wanted to persuade me, so I turned my face and didn't continue to look at her again.

I heard the chair where Liu Lieyun was sitting on moved slightly, but she had already gotten up. For some reason, she stopped when she walked out. I turned to look at Liu Lieyun and found that Liu Lieyun was standing at the door at this time, as if she was thinking about something, and suddenly turned to me and approached me: "You don't have to look for others, can you see my sister?"

I thought I had heard it wrong for a moment, and looked at Liu Lieyun in surprise, wondering if she had misunderstood what I meant, so I asked her: "Second sister, do you know what I am doing?"

"Sister knows that you are looking for a woman who is very similar to you to your sex with Youjun. There are not many women in this palace maid who are similar in shape to you and can replace you, so if you are willing, your sister is willing to help you."

This matter is not a game for children to play house. Although I am not afraid of being discovered, paper can never contain the fire. Sooner or later, Youjun will discover this secret. Once he discovers this secret, if he has not grown up, it will be a catastrophe for Liu Lieyun and me. I don’t want my affairs to be involved in Liu Lieyun. She finally becomes the emperor and empress. As long as Youjun is in power, she will have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of her life, and there is no need to take this risk for me.

I rejected Liu Lieyun. No, I told her to go back and don’t worry about my affairs anymore. Everything has nothing to do with her.

I think I have great care for Liu Lieyun. I don’t want her to die. I hope she can live well, just as she also hopes that even if I am in bad condition, I will save my life.

After I finished this sentence, Liu Lieyun not only did not leave, but instead knelt down in front of me, as if he had made a great determination, and said to me: "Sister is not all for you, but also for myself. I have never touched me since I have been married for so long. My sister is a woman. I love him so deeply. I want to be with him and feel his warmth like you. Even if I have your identity, I am willing!"

It’s unimaginable that Liu Lieyun loves Youjun to how much she loves Youjun. She would rather give up her own identity and appearance and be with Youjun. In the past, I thought love was to have two people be together honestly and like each other, but seeing Liu Lieyun like this, I overturned my previous definition of love and asked Liu Lieyun, wouldn’t she feel wronged like this?

When I was wronged, Liu Lieyun's face suddenly became sad. He stood up in front of me and turned around to answer me: "You don't understand how to love someone, but he doesn't love you. It's too painful. It's like you always want to own something. It's important to see such things to your own life, but you can't have the anxiety and pain of it. I can see him every day, but I have never had me in his heart. I watched him and you in front of me, and when he smiled happily when he was with you, I felt like there was a knife in my heart, cutting my flesh one by one, and I was so painful that I was dying. I wanted to have him, want to see him laugh for me, and hoped that his heart would be full of me. This is my only wish to live, and I hope you can understand me, sister."

I have never had this kind of experience of loving someone but not getting the other person's heart. It was considered that Liu Longting neglected me in the past, but I also knew that my heart was with him and that I still had me in his heart. When I thought he didn't love me, I would choose to forget him. I don't have the strong lovesickness of Liu Lieyun, nor do I have the strong desire to have someone, so I can't understand her feeling. In fact, I just don't want her to drift this muddy water. She pulled me in because I don't know how deep the water in this muddy water is, but I know that it's because I know the depth, so I don't want her to come in.

"But do you know that if we fail, you will die, and we will die together. If you die, you will never see him again. Aren't you afraid? Are you not afraid of death?"

"If you can't get what you want while you live, what's the point of living? I'm not afraid of death, I'll die sooner or later, but I'm afraid that when I die, I've never received the love of Youjun. It's still scary to die. So sister, I'm my sister, please, can you help me? Let me be your substitute, for your own good, and for my sister myself."

Maybe because of Liu Lieyun, I didn't know how to answer her for a while. I really wanted to reject her, but when I saw that I didn't agree, Liu Lieyun knelt in front of me and begged me, asking me to promise her that she was willing to bear all the consequences. If I didn't agree, she would never be able to approach Youjun in this life. If she died in the future, she would die with her eyes open!

When he said this, Liu Lieyun was already crying.

Liu Lieyun's words have come to this point. If I don't agree to her, it will be like cutting off her retreat, making her unable to feel at ease if she dies in the future. So I have no choice. Although I don't want to, I still said to Liu Lieyun: "As long as you can change my appearance, I can promise you."
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