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Chapter 201: Grief

I glanced at the leader of Yinhua and did not answer her. The leader of Yinhua kept pressing his hand on my shoulder. Seeing that I didn't answer her, he said to me: "You can implement the plan first and induce Liu Longting to have a relationship with you. I will not absorb all the essence of Liu Longting on him now, and he will not think about sucking the essence and feeding me."

After saying this, the Yinhua Master, who was holding on my shoulder, grabbed it harder and then flew into my stomach.

Thinking of me facing Liu Longting, my hatred for him continued to surge. A child who was chosen as a container before he was born, had a family scattered, and lived with his grandmother for so many years just to be a container of the Resurrection Yinhua Cult? All of this was planned by Liu Longting. He made me fall in love with him and quickly abandoned me. I wish I could kill him now.

But it is also funny. In the past, I had all the pain and accusations. When I loved him so much, I didn't believe it when anyone said he didn't love me. I only loved him more firmly. I was so obsessed with him that I was moved by myself. But the reason why I loved him so much was because he loved me too. I didn't want him and was willing to face everything with him. As long as he loved me, I was willing to do anything for him. But now, my deep love has been played with by his lies. All the love words he said to me in the past have now become inauspicious ink, which has dirty his face and blackened my heart. How deep I loved him before, I hate him now.

I stood up, walked towards the mirror, and looked at my red-cold eyes and haggard face in the mirror. I used to love Liu Longting so humble, because I was not worthy of him, and because I was delusional, but even the humble person, I would let Liu Longting taste the pain of being too tit for tooth.

In front of the mirror, I put on a light makeup, which at least made me not look so ugly. After all, men like beautiful women, so did Liu Longting, otherwise he would not have fallen in love with the Yinhua Sect Leader. Now that I plan to cooperate with the Yinhua Sect Leader, I have deposited all my hatred for Liu Longting in my heart. If I want to kill him, I have to act like him.

After waiting for about thirty minutes, the door opened. Liu Longting came back and carried some food and placed it directly in front of me, and then told me to eat.

Seeing him like this, I remembered that the reason why I just sent Liu Longting away was because I was hungry. The tears that had already dried up now fell down in an instant. There was even a voice in my heart telling me how good it would be if the leader of the Yinhua Sect had not come out just now. Even if Liu Longting wanted to lie to me, why didn’t he cheat me completely? Let me reveal the truth when I die, so that I love him even when I die. But now, he makes me live in such a painful way, watching him do everything for the leader of the Yinhua Sect, which makes me sad, makes me suffer, and makes me hate him and is worse than death.

I didn't eat the things that Liu Longting brought me. Liu Longting lost his patience with me. Seeing that I didn't eat, he took out the rice boxes from the bag and said to me: "Aren't you hungry? Why don't you eat? Instruct me to make this and that, isn't it fun?"

Yes, I looked at him as if he was so idiot that he felt fun to give to Master Yinhua. But naturally I couldn't say this to him. I couldn't make him hate me too much. If he hated me too much, he would even hate my body. At least, the only thing I can be sure of now is that he is not disgusted with my body. As long as he is not disgusted, I still have the opportunity to take the initiative. No matter what, I have to gain his trust in me. Then Master Yinhua and I can cooperate with him inside and outside and put him to death.

Liu Longting yelled at me like this, and my tears fell down. Liu Longting stood in front of me at this time. Seeing me crying, he did not continue to harsh me, but did not comfort me. Instead, he said to me: "Life well, don't think that if you die, you are liberation. Don't forget that you have your grandmother and your parents who gave birth to you. As long as you die, they will follow you to bury you."

When Liu Longting talked about my mother, I thought of what the leader of Yinhua said to me, saying that my mother was wheeled, which was designed by Liu Longting. Whether it was true or false, it was enough to strengthen my determination to kill Liu Longting. When Liu Longting threatened me and turned around and left, I hugged him from behind. After a long time of preparation, I adjusted my deep affection for him and said to Liu Longting: "Longting, don't leave me, I know I was wrong. I was with you, so I originally borrowed it.

Only with the identity of the leader of Yinhua, can you have the opportunity to love you and be with me. It was me who was impulsive just now. I shouldn’t ask you to love me, but I can’t live without you. I want to be with you, I love you, so please, can you be with me like before I die? I promise I will be obedient and listen to you in everything. I just hope you can stay with me for a few more months. After I die, no one will pester you anymore. Even if I have the next life, I will not appear in your eyes."

I cried and said this. At this moment, I really wanted to do what I said. I didn’t expect Liu Longting to like me, I just wanted him to treat me like I used to, and I was willing to die.

But no matter how much the broken mirrors are spliced ​​together, the cracked scars are still shocking and will never heal again.

After I hugged him, Liu Longting did stop his steps, remained silent for a while, and then said to me: "Don't make these futile struggles anymore. It's true that I don't love you, but as long as you are obedient and the leader of the Yinhua Sect, maybe I'll consider protecting your life."

Humph, is this pity for me? A sneer appeared in my mouth. Liu Longting thought he was noble, right? He told me to be obedient and gave birth to his lover. He also considered saving my life. He didn't know that I was living now more painful than dying. Do I need his kindness?

I held Liu Longting's hand and never let go, and Liu Longting did not force my hand to leave. After all, his relationship with me still needs to continue. Even if he doesn't want to be with me, he will still be like the Yinhua Sect Master treats him. He needs me, and no matter how much he doesn't like me, he will not break the relationship between me and him.

"Longting, can you turn around and hug me? I was heartbroken by you, can't you turn around and hug me?"

I don't know how disgusting I was when I said this, but after listening to me, Liu Longting slowed down for a while before turning to me, stretched out his hand to my shoulder, and put it in the position where the Yinhua Sect Master patted my shoulder just now, and carried me into his arms.

Liu Longting's heartbeat was just in my ear. I used to think that this heartbeat had skipped so many times for me, but everything Liu Longting did was for Yinhua. The more intimate the author had in the past, the more uncontrollable my tears flowed. I love him so much, and I love him and I am willing to give up everything. The university I went to, my life, my relatives, why are he not willing to free up a little heart? Even if I put a little bit in it, I will be satisfied.

I kissed Liu Longting's face with tears in tears. This man I once loved so much was about to meet me soon. When I kissed Liu Longting's lips, Liu Longting naturally wanted to avoid me. Now that my relationship with him has broken down, he wanted to avoid me and said that he could consider saving my life. I am afraid that when the leader of Yinhua Sect comes out, he will want to kill me. Fortunately, it is proven that he really has no me in his heart.
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