134. Old Yu(2/2)
She probably doesn't have that deep feelings for this child.
But understanding does not mean agreeing.
Lao Yu still rejects this practice.
This pair of siblings who once had a good relationship gradually became relatives who had met for several years.
He has his own family and his own son. But every time he sees You Huo, he can't help feeling guilty.
He actually didn't know what he had to feel guilty about, but he just couldn't help it.
The older the child, the colder he was, he didn't talk much, and he didn't like to be close to others, because many people were afraid of him.
Others don’t know the reason and are afraid of it for no reason. But Lao Yu knows it, so the more he is afraid, the more he feels sorry for this nephew.
The more I feel distressed, the more I am afraid that You Huo will know the whole story one day, knowing that there is something hidden in his eyes, and knowing... the person who advocates doing this is his mother.
For a long time, this became Lao Yu’s most worried thing.
Finally one day, this happened.
Lao Yu will always remember that day.
His sister leaned against the hospital bed and said to him in a calm tone as usual: "...The things in Youhuo's eyes can be taken out after he becomes an adult, so it depends on the need. I know what you have been thinking, but it is best not to interfere with that process. The system is developing slightly more... beyond expectations, it is hard to say what will happen if you interfere too much."
She said: "I may not be suitable for being a mother. At the beginning, I can't help but bring my resentment and disgust towards his father. It's really hard to like him purely. I'm not a person with a lot of emotions. I may have a little more enthusiasm for project results than children. Do you know why I want to make him a systematic learning object? Because I think... If he is a key part of project results, will I be more patient, take care of him better, and like him a little more."
"But later I found out that I was still thinking too simple. Because over time, even I was afraid of looking at his eyes. Sometimes after he stared at me for a long time, I would think whether he was looking at me or the thing in his eyes was looking at me."
After she said quiet for a moment, she turned to Lao Yu and said, "I know you feel sorry for Youhuo, but I'd better give up less feelings. He will--"
This sentence was not finished in the end because they saw the person standing at the door.
Until now, Lao Yu didn’t know how much You Huo heard back then.
He only remembered that he was frightened and sweating all over, and that young man Youhuo's cold and bloodless face.
That moment became the eternal theme of his later nightmares.
If possible, he wanted to go back to that time and cover You Huo's ears and block his legs.
So many years later, when You Huo was removed from the system and his memory was completely interfered with, Lao Yu was actually happy.
Because he will forget those things.
***
"In the past two or three years... I actually know that you have nothing to do, and I also know that someone here should try to pull you in. I have been trying to avoid this, pull you to a crowded and lively place, and let Yu Wenduo follow you. But I didn't expect the system to pull us in with us." Lao Yu said: "My uncle is selfish, but he just doesn't want you to come to this ghost place again."
He paused and added: "This is what your mother meant at the beginning. She regretted her realization of the problem of this project, so she told me to take good care of you. If you hurt someone or lose half your life, I will have no shame to see her if I go down in the future."
Until this moment, he still insisted-
He will still modify it when telling the whole story, save some and skip some.
He still hopes that You Huo will never think of those things, so in his memory, his mother is just a cold-hearted person, not good at expressing herself, and is serious about laughing...
Instead of not dislike him.
Lao Yu thought that he, a drunkard, couldn't help much.
The only thing he can do is probably be a carefree uncle.
Chapter completed!