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1488 Just, I have an obsession in my heart

In fact, Chu Xuanchi and Mu Chu were even Wuming and did not leave tonight, and they are still in the palace.

Looking at the door from afar, it was not until half an hour passed that the lights in the room were extinguished, and the people inside had obviously had already rested at ease. Chu Xuanchi retracted his complicated gaze and floated back to the yard from the high wall.

"I'm asleep" When he heard the movements coming down, Mu Chu, who had been tidying up the things in Qiankun bag, didn't even raise his head and asked lightly.

Chu Xuanchi didn't say anything, Mu Chu said again: "It's not easy for you as a brother. You are like a mother. You have to let the child leave after you have a good mood, so as not to worry about yourself in the future."

Chu Xuanchi snorted coldly, too lazy to pay attention to him, and accelerated his pace and walked forward.

Mu Chu glanced at his back, but couldn't help but smile on the corners of his lips.

What's the use of pretending to be cold and hard? In fact, I'm really worried.

From the corner of his eyes, he saw the two figures entering the door from outside the yard, and his eyes softened even more.

There was a Qin Feng following behind Mu Xinru. The two of them took a bunch of things into the door and came to the pavilion. Two bags were put on the stone table. Mu Xinru immediately untied the bag and pushed the things he had packed for him inside into front of him.

"Take all these foods with you. It's too hasty and I didn't have time to prepare too much for you, but it's enough for you to eat for several days."

Mu Chu nodded and put all the things into Qiankun bag.

Mu Xinru asked again: "Do you have enough clothes and remember to bring two more bedding just in case the weather will change when you sleep outside."

"I already have two here, not to mention that my Qiankun bag is not as good as the Qiqi bracelet, and it really can't hold too many things." Mu Chu smiled, looked at the two of them, and suddenly said, "Mom, have you ever thought about holding a wedding banquet with Mr. Qin and clearing his name."

Mu Xinru glanced at Qin Feng, and Qin Feng hurriedly smiled and said, "All of us are old, so why do we have a wedding banquet and live happily together? We have nothing else to ask for."

"But it's all wrong. I'm afraid there are still many people outside who think you are the husband of the Lord of Sangcheng City."

This was too straightforward, which made Qin Feng feel embarrassed all of a sudden. He couldn't help but secretly glance at Mu Xinru.

Mu Xinru glanced at him and smiled helplessly: "If you have any ideas, you might as well say it directly. Do you still need to hide when talking to me? Chu'er doesn't tell you your thoughts, do you plan to never mention it for the rest of your life?"

Qin Feng still felt a little uncomfortable when he didn't speak.

But Mu Chu looked at Mu Xinru and smiled and said, "So, my mother has already thought about it."

"We can't let him follow me forever injustice." Mu Xinru nodded and smiled: "I have already mentioned to His Majesty that the wedding banquet will be held in the middle of next month, just waiting for you to come back."

Mu Chu didn't say anything, but in fact he felt a little nervous. No one could tell whether this trip to the imperial tomb could really come back safely, or whether he could guarantee that he would come back with whom he would come back with. Many things really couldn't be said.

But Mu Xinru smiled and said, "Anyway, Mom and Qin Feng are waiting for you here, and they will always be back."

"Yeah." Mu Chu nodded and pushed a basket of herbs in front of her in front of her: "If there is nothing to do tonight, then I will sort out this for me and separate the branches and leaves."

Before Mu Xinru started to take action, Qin Feng had already taken the small basket over and packed it up by himself.

Mu Xinru looked at Mu Chu who had already taken out another basket and was still concentrating on sorting it out. After watching for a while, she suddenly said softly: "Chu'er, I don't know if I should say something."

"You think about it yourself." Mu Chu didn't even raise the corners of his eyes, but just said lightly.

Mu Xinru was helpless, and almost couldn't help but want to reach out and hit him on the head: "Can't you give your mother some courage, encourage me, let me say it out?"

"If you want to say it, even if I close your mouth, I will still say it." Mu Chu turned his head and looked at her, just smiled.

But Mu Xinru's smile slowly disappeared. When she looked at him again, she whispered: "Chu'er, are you living a good life now?"

Mu Chu paused slightly at his fingertips. In fact, he thought that one day my mother would ask these questions. But no matter how much she thought about it, she was still a little caught off guard when she actually heard it.

Seeing him like this, Mu Xinru felt a little uncomfortable, but just looked at him softly and sighed softly: "Chu'er, have you really never thought about your future? I think you can't tolerate a third person between Your Highness and Chi'er. Chu'er, you are still young and you have to live a few decades."

Mu Chu still didn't say anything, lowered his eyes and looked at the herb in his hand. After looking at it for a while, he continued to organize it.

But Mu Xinru became anxious and aggravated her tone: "Chu'er, you can't live alone for the rest of your life."

"Actually, I have always had a question in my heart, maybe it should be said to be an obsession." Mu Chu still didn't look at her, and the smile on the corner of her lips was a little helpless, but it was much more indifferent than before.

"What question?" Not only Mu Xinru stared at him, but even Qin Feng couldn't help but lock his eyes on his face.

Mu Chu still didn't look at them, and the work in his hands had never stopped. After a while, he said lightly: "I really want to know if the first person she met in her life was me, would the ending be different?"

"Chu'er" Mu Xinru's face darkened, and her heart was immediately hurt: "You know that this is impossible, but where does it come from in this world? If Chu'er, mother knows that you are in pain, but, can't you let go of all this? You can get along so well with them now? Does it mean that you can let go?"

Mu Chu was still packing herbs and didn't reply.

Even Qin Feng couldn't help but persuade: "Chu'er, life is short, and it's only a few decades. Just let go of whatever you want. If you really can't let it go, why not find an opportunity to explain it to Your Highness."

"Then what?" Mu Chu looked at him, but smiled again, and continued to work on his affairs: "Then, wait for the girl to refuse again, wait for everyone to feel embarrassed, and wait for life to never be embarrassed in this life. Since this is the case, why not make her feel like she is like now, and let her live her life with no longer affair with men and women, and let her live her life with peace of mind and love the person she loves. Isn't it better to be embarrassed than everyone even meeting each other?"

"Chu'er, but how much pain is in your heart when you are like this?" Mu Xinru really felt sorry for his son.

I thought that if we lived together for a while, we might have a chance. We fell in love over time. Even if Your Highness only loved Chu Xuan, he would always cherish her Chu'er after getting along for a long time.

However, I don’t want to care about him anymore, but I just treat him as my brother or friend.

They are really a family now, but this family is not that family. Who knows the pain of being alone and unable to sleep when the night is long. Who knows the pain of being alone and unable to sleep?

But Mu Chu stopped talking, and he had finished what he should say. Even if it was a long night, it would be better to face the long lonely years alone than to see each other.

Once some things are revealed, maybe even the last little warmth will be worn out.

Then let him continue to embrace that obsession and always comfort himself in his heart. If the girl came to this place and the first person she met was him, maybe she would really fall in love with him.

At least thinking about it this way, there is still hope in my heart.

Others will not understand his feelings. Since they don’t understand, there is no meaning to explain.

"Mom, when we are not here, you have to take good care of Bao'er. You can't just ignore her just because Mu Fan takes care of her too considerately." He suddenly said again.

"Your mother has never been in charge of it. It's just that Mu Fan's child is doing his best in his work. Even Wei Mother has to admire him. He is more careful than anyone else. As long as he is here, it's not the turn of others to worry about many things."

"That's what you have to worry about, at least Baoer calls me Daddy."

"I know, don't I love Bao'er anymore?" Mu Xinru glanced at him. In fact, there was still a lot of things to say, but seeing his quiet appearance, everything was at his mouth, but he couldn't say it.

Many things are really helpless, and they cannot be changed by human resources. Maybe Chu'er is right, it's better like now, at least everyone can live a harmonious life.

However, she always felt sorry for him. Whoever is a mother doesn't want to see her son happy, but she can do nothing.

That night is really long, and parting is imminent. As long as a mother is a mother, she will never forget her children and will reluctantly give up. Not only Mu Xinru, but also other mothers.

When Chu Xuanchi entered the door, Baoer and Mu Fan were playing small games on the way, Meng Cangyun and Sihai Bugui sat aside. There was a woman in the room who had not spoken well with him for a long time, his biological mother, Wu Yajing.

In fact, since he rescued Wu Yajing and Meng Cangyun together on Zhuxian Island, he and his mother have never had the opportunity to have a good chat.

It’s not that Wu Yajing doesn’t care about her only son, but that she doesn’t have much time or opportunity to care about him.

They are about to set off tomorrow. I can finally take a good look at this son tonight. The white hair is always the pain in her eyes. Every time she looks at her, her heart will be pulled together, and the feeling in her heart is indescribable.

"Come here to sit with your mother." She patted the chair beside her and said softly.

Chu Xuan nodded, greeted Meng Cangyun again, and then came to her and sat down.

Wu Yajing raised his hand and poured him a cup of tea. His fingers were still so slender and beautiful, but his palms were filled with calluses.

She used to be a queen and was so noble, but she had never lived a pampered life over the years.

He was a prince. He had to be as stormy as he was in Xuanguo. However, his biggest wish was to bring his mother back, let her stay by his side, and give him the opportunity to be a filial son and be filial to her.

However, things in the world are always difficult to do as they wish.
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