You know, Momosawa Hanako and Shimizu Masato have privately discussed Yougege's skin and appearance more than once. For women, eternal youth is obviously more important than anything else. Although Yougege is not the kind of gorgeous person, she is

It is very delicate and beautiful, and it looks very clean.

In addition, her skin is as white as gelatin, and there are no wrinkles or pimples on her face. How can it not make people feel sour in their hearts? So when Yougege laughed at herself as an old witch who has lived for more than a hundred years, Momosawa Hanako and Momosawa Hanako

Masato Shimizu just thought she was showing off and was very "annoying".

The mutual dislike between girls is so straightforward.

Although Yougege has never experienced aging, this is not the first time she has been envied by others. Now she is used to it, and naturally she will not be embarrassed in front of two juniors who are much younger than her. She said nonchalantly: "What about me?

...I was born in Xuzhou in 1991, from a modest family, my mother died young, and I once had an unbearable experience...I thought about committing suicide, but I also committed suicide, but I was lucky enough to survive, and that's how I became today.

It’s an unreal past when I think about it…”

In the next few hours, Yougege told the story of his true experience in a way that was easier for others to accept and understand.

Of course she didn't tell Momosawa Hanako and Shimizu Masato that she once had a symbiotic relationship with a woman from another world. The reason why she became the immortal person she is today is probably related to this woman. She didn't say it either. She just said that she experienced a

There was a catastrophe, and most of the people who survived the disaster ended up like this.

When they heard that Yugege finally chose to disband the National Security Department he established because he was unable to solve the inherent ills of the world and was unable to truly break the cognitive barriers that shrouded human civilization, Hanako Momosawa and Masato Shimizu were filled with sighs.

"The National Security Department...it can be said that I have devoted all my life's efforts. I have tried to turn it into a light and a dark one, a pioneer that can truly help the human world find a breakthrough...but in the end, I still lost to reality and lost to many people."

There are many ordinary people who don’t care what kind of situation the world will go to... As for the subsequent blackout and the following ten years of the Dead Sea... these are not what I thought, but they happened because of me. If it weren’t for me,

If I established such a team, then let it go and let it go out of control and go to extremes, maybe thousands of innocent people would not be harmed... So for more than half a century, I have been atonement... until now.

"When Yougege confessed his past, he did not embellish or beautify his past because he wanted to care about gains and losses.

Momosawa Hanako and Shimizu Masato didn't know what to say when they heard these secrets.

The mood is quite complicated.

However, the fact that Yougege can confess to such an extent shows his sincerity. As later generations, Momosawa Hanako and Shimizu Masato will not judge Yougege's merits and demerits with righteousness at this time.

In their view, Yougege's legend ended before the blackout era, and ended on the day she decided to let go and disband the National Security Department.

This woman was once ambitious, confident, frivolous, and wanted to do something for the world. But in the end, the world gave her more and more disappointment and despair.

Perhaps this is why high places are too cold. When you see clearly the inner nature of the development of human society, when you have a premonition that no matter what you do, it is impossible for human civilization to achieve a real breakthrough, all the modifications that beautify the existing ones will disappear.

It's a pointless waste.

If we can't get out of this planet, or we can't guide human civilization to a higher level, all our efforts will be a waste.

Moreover, from Yu Gege's description, Momosawa Hanako and Shimizu Masato also heard some depressing and even desperate realities.

Basic science is the key core that determines the overall progress of human civilization in a true sense that has been easily ignored in the development of human society so far.

But breakthroughs in basic science usually cannot be accumulated and fed back.

In addition, in the late World War II, capital became the most powerful entity in the world, and most people's efforts ended up in other non-scientific fields that had nothing to do with basic science. Humanity even once thought that it had entered a golden age and entered a new era.

A good time without war.

However, based on Momosawa Hanako and Shimizu Masato's understanding of history.

From World War II to the present, the total time without war on earth is probably less than one year. There are places around the world that are filled with the smell of gunpowder smoke every day... estrangement, outdated systems, stagnant technology, and various social problems.

Concentrated outbreaks have contributed to the eventual outbreak of fatal hazards.

The blackout era is like a high-speed human civilization slamming on the brakes. Many people died in this car accident, but they can't find the reason. They even think that this is just an accident caused by some extremists and not human beings.

Society is bound to suffer.

The successive natural disasters that followed have sounded the alarm for mankind. I remember a history class describing the heroic efforts of mankind in rescuing compatriots affected by snowstorms, floods, and earthquakes. What the teachers conveyed after class was not about

How brave and unyielding human beings are, but... how fragile our civilization is.

New theories are taking hold.

The theory of human evolution has almost been completely overturned. Darwin's theory of evolution is simply not applicable to the special existence of human beings... In the more than four billion years of the earth's history, if we compare it to the twenty-four hours of a day, then in the end

Human beings who appear in a fraction of a second may really be like fireworks.

This is why Su Che's "The Golden Age" is so uncomfortable to read, but it is regarded as a classic. Everyone in the world should have a clear understanding of themselves and understand that this person who seems gentle can actually be ready at any time.

Let human civilization disappear in the long history of the world and the universe.

"Then... where did you go?" Momosawa Hanako asked You Gege after a long time.

Yougege took a sip of hot tea and said: "Later...I worked as a nurse, a community volunteer, a bartender, a fundraiser for a charity...but basically I had to change my identity after a few years.

This way you won’t expose yourself.”

Momosawa Hanako asked doubtfully: "Have you never thought about finding out why you can live so long?"

"How is that possible? Of course I have thought about ending my incredibly long life, including now. As long as I find something that may be related to my immortality, I will research it, but no matter how many incredible things I have come into contact with

, in the end, I still can’t find the reason... Every cell in my body seems to have been pressed on the pause button. They will not age or even become diseased. At most, they will bleed when being chopped with knives and axes.

The wound will heal soon, but I still...can't die." After saying that, Yougege actually took out a dagger and stabbed himself in the arm.

The blood gushing out and the white skin formed a shocking picture.

Momosawa Hanako and Shimizu Masato both subconsciously touched their arms, feeling that they must be in pain.

But Yougege just frowned slightly, then took the tissue handed over by Mi Tuoer and wiped the blood. When he looked again, the wound had healed.

"Oh my God!" Momozawa Hanako picked up Yougege's arm and looked at it carefully and touched it: "Is it true that you will live forever?!"

Yougege smiled bitterly and said, "Are you envious?"

Momosawa Hanako unexpectedly did not express an opinion. She laughed dryly and sat back and said, "Then you haven't thought about regaining your glory and making a comeback in these years?"

Yougege asked back: "Why should we regain our glory? Make a comeback? I, a loser, have no intention of being a savior again. I don't have the qualifications at all."

"But doesn't the old saying say that with greater ability comes greater responsibility?" Momosawa Hanako asked.

Yougege said calmly: "Responsibility? Who gave the responsibility? Who should I be responsible for?"

Momosawa Hanako was speechless... Only then did she realize that she and Yougege were not actually the same person. They even had different understandings of the world, society, and human emotions.

Yougege has lived for so long, and what she has experienced is not something Momosawa Hanako can comment on or understand. But... Momosawa Hanako just feels a little unwilling.

"Then... what if we two implore you to come out again?" Momosawa Hanako suddenly said.

Qingshui Masato was stunned for a moment, and then looked at Yougege with a Qiji look.

Yougege said nothing.

Momosawa Hanako said sincerely: "Help us."

Yougege said first: "Do you think I have this ability?"

Momosawa Hanako shook her head: "I don't know... Actually, even if you tell us so much, I'm not sure whether you have enough energy besides immortality... But what does it matter? Look at this

World, look at the people around us, everyone is exhausted, I just want to... come up with a contribution, I just think... maybe the sun can still rise, so maybe everyone knows how to cherish it, this is a good thing

Opportunity isn’t it?”

"What do you really think?" Yougege did not change his calm attitude because of Momozawa Hanako's true feelings.

Momosawa Hanako was immediately hurt. She was silent for a while and then said: "I don't know... I'm not the savior... As Masato knows, I used to be a fool with no brains. I only wanted to make trouble for her and Natsume every day.

Just eating, drinking and having fun...but...but ever since I saw so many of my people dead...I felt uncomfortable...just thinking about how great it would be if I had more energy...maybe I could do something,

Maybe I can resist... But now I find that our era may really be the end of all mankind... I feel... very sad, you know? I am really sad..."

At the end of the story, Momosawa Hanako could no longer control her emotions and she cried.

She has never cried since she first met You Gege in Shanghai.

No amount of comfort from Masato Shimizu was of any use, and in the end, Masato Shimizu started crying too.

Amitabha didn't cry. He closed his eyes and just sat cross-legged in front of the table and fell into meditation with his hands clasped together.

Yougege looked at the two people calmly.

In fact, before the two of them were crushed by this reality today, Yougege had seen too many joys and sorrows... But the tide had arrived, and all kinds of suffering in the world had become inevitable, and Yougege's heart had completely calmed down.

"She asked you to come to me because she wanted me to come forward again?" Yougege said what she didn't say when she first met Momosawa Hanako.

Hearing this, Momosawa Hanako raised her head with tears in her eyes and said, "Well..."

"Then why didn't you say anything?" Yougege asked calmly.

Momosawa Hanako smiled bitterly, wiped her tears and said: "Actually...she just asked me to come to you...but she didn't say that you would definitely be willing to come forward and you would definitely be able to help us...so when I saw you

, I always feel that there is a cold aura surrounding you that repels people thousands of miles away. I can feel that you have given up hope in this world for a long time... so... that's why I didn't speak."

Yougege smiled when he heard this: "Then why are you willing to say it now? Do you think there is still some hope for me?"

Momosawa Hanako curled her lips: "I thought it was a little bit better just now, but now...forget it, if you want to laugh at me, just go ahead and laugh at me. Anyway, it's not the first time I've cried in front of others, so it doesn't matter anymore."

Seeing this stubbornness, Yugege burst into laughter. She took a deep breath and did not make any promises to Momosawa Hanako. She just whispered two words.

"very nice."

Momosawa Hanako blinked, a little confused.

Masato Qingshui also raised his head and looked at the "old witch" in front of him.
To be continued...