01374 The Lord of the Past (7)(2/2)
Shen Yinuo, who was standing by, saw this in her eyes and was anxious in her heart. She sat down and said, "Wanxia, actually even if you don't say it... I know that you have worked very hard these years... and you are the only one who has been persisting and thinking about going home." ...But there are some things that you cannot handle alone. Even if you forcefully close your heart, you still have to face reality... Now the time is ripe, and we have all survived the first days, It’s time to be honest with each other and figure out how to face reality.”
As she spoke, she held Su Wanxia's hand.
Shen Yinuo was both frightened and distressed by his calloused hands from holding books for a long time.
She said these words not only for Su Wanxia to listen to, but also for herself.
There were only five of them adults in the camp.
But it seemed that the only one who really stayed awake was Su Wanxia herself.
Thinking of this... Shen Yinuo couldn't help but blame himself.
It was not just Shen Yinuo's words that touched Su Wanxia's heart, but he also figured it out on his own. In short, Su Wanxia slowly calmed down.
Shen Xiaofan seized this critical opportunity, and saw a scarlet mark flickering between his eyebrows, a shining white light on his palm, and a faint and strange floral fragrance pouring into Su Wanxia's nose...
Follow...
…
This is?
"Sunset?"
Su Wanxia turned around suddenly, it was her mother.
She was sitting in the yard. She was obviously only in her forties, and her body was in very good shape, but her mental state was not much better than that of a dying old man.
She waved to Su Wanxia.
Su Wanxia's eyes suddenly turned red and she hurriedly walked over with tears in her eyes.
But a figure was faster than him.
That was him too, a younger version of him.
He passed through Su Wanxia's body and came to his mother's side.
Half-kneeling, with her head leaning on her mother's arms, Xue Yining held her son and murmured to herself, "It was my mother's fault. I'm really sorry for these years..."
This is what Xue Yining said most often before his death.
But she didn't know that her belated debt was so harsh to Su Wanxia's ears.
Even though many, many years had passed, Su Wanxia had almost forgotten her mother's appearance, but as soon as these words appeared, he still felt his heart tightening and feeling uncomfortable.
He doesn't need to apologize, he needs his mother to get better instead of dying in depression...
As a breeze blew by, everything in the yard turned into dust and disappeared.
"Sunset..."
A weak voice came from behind.
Su Wanxia turned around and saw her mother lying on the bed dying.
This time, the young Su Wanxia actually knelt beside the bed. There was no doctor or relatives behind him, and there were only mother and son in the room.
"Mom, stop talking, the doctor will be here soon!"
Xue Yining shook her head stubbornly, "No... I can't wait any longer... I have a lot of important things to say to you... Just remember..."
"mom……"
"Wanxia...don't hate your father...he is also a pitiful man...he is not wrong...it was me who forced him to marry me...it was me who used my feelings as a bargaining chip..."
"Mom? Are you confused? What is there about that man that you should never forget?! Ah?"
"No..." Xue Yining shook her head and suddenly smiled, "Your dad really fascinated me when he was young... But those are all in the past tense... Now I want to talk to you... to you
Yes...um..."
She was so angry that just two words seemed to have used up all her strength.
Su Wanxia was startled and hurriedly looked for the phone. He rummaged around in panic, and then found the phone on the chair behind him. He ran over and picked up the phone.
But he didn't notice that his mother was raising her hand, hoping that he would come back to the bedside and come back to her side to listen to her last words.
Seeing this scene, Su Wanxia finally remembered.
The reason why he had no impression at all was not that he really didn't care, but that he didn't hear it at all.
At this moment, he really wished he could slap his young self in the mouth and make him return to the bedside obediently and spend the last moments with his mother.
But he kept arguing with the person on the other end of the phone.
The other party took the trouble and chose to hang up, but he dialed again.
Hang up again, call again!
again and again!
Until the other party blocked him!
Frustrated, he froze for a few seconds and threw the phone on his hand with an angry roar.
During the whole process, Xue Yining tried with all her strength to call her son back to her... but he didn't... He fell into anger and couldn't extricate himself... swallowed by resentment and never looked back.
Su Wanxia clenched her fists tightly, she wanted to hold her mother's hand instead of her naive self.
But he doesn't belong here.
This is just a memory of his...
He was helpless...he couldn't find anything because he didn't choose to accompany and listen to his mother when she needed him most.
…
but……
When all this turns into dust and disappears.
When pain filled Su Wanxia's heart, that voice actually sounded again.
"Sunset?"
And this time, Su Wanxia was definitely calling him, not the young him in her memory.
"How will you be here?"
Su Wanxia turned around blankly, her pupils dilated and her breathing became rapid.
Standing behind him was the young Xue Yining.
Although she is from the south of the Yangtze River, Xue Yining's body is somewhat different from the graceful and unrestrained nature of the water town.
What surprised Su Wanxia the most was that when she was young, Xue Yining had long hair that reached her waist.
Perhaps the mother in her memory never had long hair... For that man, she was willing to change herself beyond recognition.
But now, she seems to be free, liberated, and finally able to be herself.
"Giggle, why are you looking at me like that? How about it? Mom, doesn't she look pretty?" Xue Yining's voice was particularly gentle, but her laughter at this time was even more playful than an oriole.
Su Wanxia was dumbfounded and dumbfounded.
"mom?"
Xue Yining was stunned when she heard the sound, then she pulled her hair back and smiled slightly, "Hey!"
Chapter completed!