【Aojiao 195】Occupy every inch of her(1/2)
Su Zijin didn't see what expression Mu Zhen would look like on his face at this time.
She was afraid, and what she said next would make Mu Zhen’s face look scared and even disgusted.
She sat up, bent her legs, and wrapped her arms around her bent legs. It was a self-protection posture. She was like a storyteller, talking about things that had nothing to do with her. The joys, sorrows, and joys, and the ups and downs of the story were all taken away by her. Her expression was calm and her voice was cold. "Half a month ago, I came back from M Country and received a call from the Twin Lou Community. They told me that Twin Lou was about to be demolished and asked me to go through the relevant procedures... the next day, I went home. I found a holographic image of my parents in my parents' room..."
Su Zijin came back from M Country and went to the Tongzilou community. Mu Zhen knew about this.
At that time, Mu Zhen had returned to Team Mu, and the two of them even spoke on the phone.
However, Mu Zhen had not heard Su Zijin mention about holographic images before.
Mu Zhen hugged Su Zijin's body. He did not interrupt her, but instead gave her support and comfort in this silent way.
The warmer this embrace is now, the more scared Su Zijin is. Once she loses this embrace, what kind of coldness she will fall into.
Su Zijin originally wanted to determine whether she and Mo Ruyun really had a parent-child relationship, and then chose to tell Mu Zhen the whole story honestly.
Not to mention that she doesn't know where Mo Ruyun is now. Even if she knows, she may not be able to get the other party's NDA sample. As for Song Wenjun, as the president of a country, there are security personnel around him at any time and anywhere, and it is even more difficult to get his DNA sample.
She didn't know when she would be able to truly determine her life experience.
Mu Zhen has the right to know the truth.
He has the right to know what kind of existence the person he loves is...
Every time she fell into a deep coma, the bizarre dreams she would have made Su Zijin realize that those may not be as simple as dreams.
The longer the time goes on, the more unfair it is to Mu Zhen.
Without leaving any room or a way out for herself, Su Zijin informed Mu Zhen of all the contents that Su Heng and Yao Jingshu said in the holographic image—
"Dad, my mother once had a child. Ectopic pregnancy. So, that child was destined to not have the chance to come to this world. What's worse is that due to heavy bleeding during the ectopic pregnancy surgery, the mother's uterus was not preserved, which also means that parents will not have their own children in their lives. Therefore, after losing that child, they were depressed for a long time. I think the mother at that time should have postpartum depression. In order to make her mother happy, the father accompanied her to Shifang Temple, hoping that Fanyin and Buddhism could give her peace to her mother.
On the day they went up the mountain, a major earthquake that was rare in a century occurred in Yuncheng. My parents were dispersed by the panic and fleeing. My mother was alone, wrapped in abortions and had no idea where she was. It was at that time that my mother heard the cry of the baby. As if she was being pulled by fate, her mother walked step by step towards the cry of the baby.
During the Xieyun Mountain earthquake, there were many people suffering from the Shifang Temple. Master Shuwen, who is proficient in pharmacology, could not bear the suffering of the people and wanted to participate in the earthquake relief work together, but he was unable to leave because the crying baby in his arms could not leave. Just so, the mother followed the crying sound and came to the backyard. Perhaps it was the mother's eyes that looked at the baby full of maternal love, which made Master Shuwen trust. In short, the child was handed over to the mother's hands. Master Shuwen entrusted his mother to take care of the baby for a while, and when he finished his work, he would come to pick him up. The mother did not return the child, but secretly took it home."
"Song Wenjun mentioned at the press conference that the man who was buried in the snow by Mo Ruyun, and in the end, Song Wenjun's man rescued the baby from the snow, and because there was no people nearby at that time, he had to send the child to Shifang Temple and finally received the treatment from Master Shuwen of Shifang Temple. Later, the child was handed over to a woman to take care of during the earthquake, and then the child disappeared..."
Su Zijin didn't continue talking.
She believed that with Mu Zhen's keenness, she should have guessed the future direction of the story.
Su Zijin's limbs were cold.
She didn't dare to absorb the warmth of his body that was embracing her. She was afraid that she would soon be him.
In fact, she knew that she didn't have to be a parent-child firm. The possibility of being the child who was missing from Mo Ruyun and Song Wenjun was as high as 90%.
When all coincidences appear together, it will no longer be as simple as coincidences.
Before, she was unwilling to believe it, so she found a reason or excuse for herself to escape.
Su Zijin buried her face between her bent legs. She heard her hard and mute voice saying, "Mu Zhen... you regret it now... it's still time."
While they have not really got married, while between them... there are no children yet.
The person holding himself has not responded for a long time.
Su Zijin's heart cooled down a little bit.
She should have guessed that this would be the case, right?
Who can really accept being with a monster?
She should be grateful to him.
After she told everything, she avoided her and pushed her away in a hurry.
"Mu Zhen, thank you."
Su Zijin thanked Mu Zhen in a low voice.
Thank you, I loved her so sincerely.
She slowly broke free from his arms.
Su Zijin was barefoot and she got out of bed.
One hand grabbed her wrist.
Her body was pulled back by a force, and Su Zijin was put down on the bed.
His hands protected her head as she fell on the bed, and his back fell on the soft bed.
Su Zijin's hands were pressed on both sides above his head by Mu Zhen's hands.
Because her hands were pinched by the man and fixed on top of her head, she couldn't even try to cross her arms and eyes.
His eyes, which were covered with water vapor and his wet eyelashes, were reflected in his sight without any concealment.
She knew that she must be in a very embarrassing moment.
That's not what she wants.
"It's the lights that are too dazzling."
She explained the water vapor in her eyes.
The man stared at her for a moment without saying a word.
The man's eyes are too complicated.
Su Zijin couldn't see through it.
Was he blaming her for not telling him about her life experience earlier?
"sorry."
She apologized.
If, this is what he wants.
"I'm sorry?"
Su Zijin never thought that one day, a man would make her cry with just one word.
This is the first sentence Mu Zhen said after she told her about her life experience.
Mu Zhen should be angry, right?
It is also worth his anger.
"I'm sorry, I should have told you about this earlier..."
Su Zijin smiled bitterly.
She should have told him the first time she learned about her life experience.
But she didn't do that.
I am afraid that he will not accept it, and I am afraid that he will lose him.
"I'm sorry, Mu Zhen. Please forgive me for my previous selfishness."
Su Zijin finally said the apology completely.
During this period, the guilt of deceiving her was almost breathless.
Now, she can finally tell everything.
"You should really tell me this earlier..."
"sorry."
Su Zijin lowered her eyelids. Apart from being sorry, she didn't know what else she could say at this time.
"You should indeed tell me this matter earlier, because then I can share the burden for you earlier. I am sorry, my silence just now caused you misunderstanding. I am just annoyed, I am annoyed, you have been hiding in your heart for so long, such a big thing, as your lover, I have no idea. The person who should be sorry should be me."
Su Zijin suddenly looked up and looked at Mu Zhen in surprise.
Mu Zhen held one of Su Zijin's hand and placed it on his chest, "Did you feel it?"
He attached himself to her ear and bit her ear bones, "As long as this heart is still beating, it will never stop loving you."
Every word he whispered was like a drum beat, shaking her eardrums.
Tears slid down from the corners of Su Zijin's eyes.
The man lowered his head and sucked the tears from the corners of her eyes, "Don't cry, my heart hurts when you cry."
"Mu Zhen, have you really thought about it?"
Su Zijin looked at Mu Zhen with water vapor, full of anxiety, "I am not my parents' biological daughter. Now, I don't even understand what kind of creature I am. Maybe, as Mo Ruyun said, I'm just a weird... Um..."
Mu Zhen lowered his head and kissed Su Zijin's lips.
His tongue penetrated into her mouth, swept through her bald teeth, and occupied every inch of her, making her breath stain his breath.
"I love you, little rose."
The teeth and lips depend on each other, and the man's sweet words merged into the entangled kiss of the two.
The fact that he loved her would not change any slight changes just because of who she was or what kind of existence she was.
Su Zijin's body trembled slightly.
Tears moistened her eyelashes again.
Su Zijin climbed up to Mu Zhen's neck and took the initiative to deepen the kiss between the two.
The temperature in the ward is getting higher and higher.
The sick clothes were loose, and Mu Zhen reached into the hem of the clothes with one hand without any obstacles.
“Um…”
The body that goes through human affairs is always more sensitive than when you are not through human affairs.
The bone-eroding moans overflowed from Su Zijin's lips.
Mu Zhen's lower abdomen tightened.
To be continued...