Lin Tang opened his email address and soon saw the unread list.

【5.24】

【5.26】

【5.28】

【5.29】

The title seems to be date. For the sake of the ritual, Lin Tang first clicked the earliest email.

On the light blue horizontal lined letter paper, small black characters are square, which is the default font, but probably because of psychological factors, Lin Tang always feels a sense of delicateness.

Lintang:

I just booked a flight to Sweden and was about to go out, or rather, I wanted to avoid you for a while. I hope you don't mind.

Of course, there is no way to mind. When you see it, I must have run away and will block your phone number and will not reply to the message. Why can you do anything to me?

I guess you won't be angry with me, right?

The day before yesterday, we were solo, well, that was on the 21st, and now it is the night of the 24th, and it is about to be midnight. It should be the day before yesterday. If you didn’t deliberately let me, you should win (there is no if, so when I come back, you still have to listen to me).

You said that if you win, I would like to answer a question truthfully. What you want to ask is why, right?

I can't say some things in person, so I'd just tell you here to experience the feeling of people writing letters before.

We have only been a month since we really met you, and you are stupid and so easy to deceive. I am not as good as you see or imagined.

My family is very rich, well, this is not a show-off, it is a summary of the previous situation.

My parents are very busy at work. When I was a child, I always felt that they rarely accompany me. When I grew up, I gradually realized that compared to ordinary families, with abundant material conditions, my parents still pay more attention to and accompany me and my brother. After all, they are either in the same space or accompany me.

I have been to teach and travel to many places. I have seen too many of them throwing them to my children with a mobile phone and a tablet so that they can play with them by themselves so as not to affect their parents.

I hope there will be fewer and fewer parents like this, and I hope I will not make such mistakes in the future.

I don't actually talk much, but when I'm with you during this period, you may feel a little quarrel [worry]

I was diagnosed with congenital heart disease when I was very young. The doctor said that I might die prematurely, or when I grew up, I couldn't get married or have children.

I heard these secretly, but I understood them at that time, but later I gradually understood them all.

So, do you know why I liked that "The Two of Us" now?

Many people are very moved when watching this movie. Perhaps only I am thinking about having my own children. Whether it is narrow-minded or afraid, I have my own children, not adopting them.

Of course, things are not that bloody. After all, I am so lucky, right?

Since I entered high school, my health has gradually improved. Last year's review, it was basically no different from that of ordinary people. You can get married and have children. Don't be afraid [get angry]

Maybe it's because everyone knows that I'm in poor health and may die prematurely. And I'm so cute, my relatives and friends have been spoiled by me since I was a child (so it's understandable that I'm unreasonable sometimes, you have to understand it especially).

I have loved playing games since I was a child because I can’t run, can’t jump, can’t play games like other children, and can only “play games”.

When I was a child, I reacted so quickly. None of my brothers and others could beat me (not deliberately letting me go), but it was so strange that my health gradually improved and I became more and more stupid when playing games.

When League of Legends first came out, I started playing and played King of Kings in less than half a year. This is because I was in poor health and could not play frequently, otherwise it would have been a month.

Later, every time I change season, my rank will be a lot lower; now, I can't even play Platinum, not only will I slow down, but my mind will become stupid [Grievance]

It seems that the talent has been replaced with health points [laughing and crying]

But no matter how you look at it, it doesn't mean it's a loss, right?

During the years when my health has not yet improved, I have been thinking about a question: If I die if I don’t grow up, it won’t take long. One year, two years, or five years later, how many people will remember that a girl named Jiang Lingxi once appeared in this world?

At that time, I was thinking all day long about what to do to make me die and someone remembered me.

I read and write very seriously, but it is too difficult to remember this.

Finally, I am going to play in the League of Legends professional competition. If I can win the championship, it is best to be a world champion. I am a girl and look so beautiful. When I win the championship, people watching the game, and people playing games, I should remember me for a long time, right? Even after I die.

However, although it was not prohibited to play games at that time, my health was too poor and there was no team to recruit girls.

Later, there was a women's team. I was once excited. Later, I heard about some bad things, so I gave up. I felt that I would still find a way to participate in a real professional league.

If there is no team asking me for me, I will buy the team and be my boss. Can I always recruit myself?

After that... I just said that after I have recovered my health, I have become stupid.

I became a vegetarian in my eyes, and I couldn't even beat anyone who used to think it was very delicious. I didn't play this game for a long time. Later, I met a best friend in the United States. She wanted to start a live broadcast, so I started playing with her.

It is also because of her that I know you, because she was blocked by you, hahahaha.

I don’t want to belittle the e-sports circle. I once had my childish and ridiculous dreams here, but as an objective fact, not all people in this new circle can control their original hearts in the focus of the outside world and the fame and fortune that are within their reach, and their cultivation is not worthy of their position, so various chaos and scandals have occurred.

Many of them are related to female fans.

I have watched the competition for several years and liked several teams, but you are the first team member I like. He is handsome and can resist temptation. The team's performance is still very bad, which always makes me feel like I see my own shadow.

Also, everyone knows that NT can advance to LPL, and you have made the most contribution. This may be my fantasy, to turn the world with one's own strength so that everyone watching the game can remember me.

But that was in the LSPL, not in the LPL, and not in the World Championship.

Seriously, your teammates are so terrible.

Later I heard that your club is very poor and can't afford players, so I'm here~

Then, the key point is here, please read it carefully.

When I watched the game, I didn’t think that it was my first time meeting as a lucky fan on the stadium that day... Well, what do you think?

Have you seen "Dream of Red Mansions"? Rongxitang Bao Dai first met, Jia Baoyu said, "I have seen this sister before." Lin Daiyu also felt that she had seen him somewhere... I had this feeling at that time.

Well, this is not a confession, nor love at first sight, it is a statement, you are not allowed to think about it.

What happened next was an accident.

Who knows you really dare to kiss...

I have been willful since I was a child, spending money and buying things, and even falling in love with me when I go to school. If I don’t love me, I will drop out of school. Anyway, my family is rich and I am also good-looking. I don’t need to be very good or work hard. As long as I don’t do it too much and don’t work so hard, I can live my life safely and happily.

But falling in love is different after all.

I'm a little panicked now, and I'm embarrassed to tell people, and I'm even more embarrassed to tell you, so I have to run away.

You are not allowed to look for me, it is best not to think about me, because I don’t know if I will come back. If I haven’t come back after the summer game, you can go find another girl to fall in love and forget Jiang Lingxi. Anyway, she is lively and will not die accidentally. You won’t be able to remember it alone.

Of course, if you can remember and want to remember, it’s nothing. I won’t be responsible for it anyway. No matter how you think about it, I will run so far, I can’t see, hear, and don’t care.

Take good care of Youmi and Timo, take more photos and videos, and I will watch them in the future.
Chapter completed!