Who can believe that I have only written such words since I sat down at 2 a.m. until now. The plot is very clear, but it is difficult to concentrate. Recently, I started the second script and it also went smoothly. Experienced friends suggested that I should not just go to check my body, but to see a professional psychologist. I think my sleepiness is a manifestation of anxiety, right?

But I actually want to do everything well in my heart. I don’t want the dark moon to leave the regrets of mountains and seas. I once told myself to update it firmly and resolutely.

I told myself that I must do something, how!

Sometimes I feel that I am not a person who can see it well, just like I have not finished my work, so I have escaped for almost three years.

However, I am definitely not a person who will give up.

Faced with a mountain of stressful work, I told myself to think in a good direction and to give myself a plan full of hope and vitality.

Yes, nothing.

So far, I owe 10,000 words to the Dark Moon, and I will pay it back in a few days.

If I don’t read book reviews, I don’t just want to imagine the criticism of book reviews.

The scripts and other things are urgent. But I can also... OK, I can also act like a trick or delay?

If you feel that you can't completely relax, you can't get rid of every dream at work. It's such an annoying dream. You've finished typing in the dream, but you haven't finished it...

Then I will really take a good rest for a few days and completely let myself go.

I leave myself a bright outlet. During the Spring Festival, I will stop updating the dark moon. From New Year's Eve to the seventh day of the Chinese New Year! At that time, I was not the author, so I imagined that I was an unemployed vagrant.

Sometimes I feel upset, why can other authors do it? I am just a scumbag?! I have made many excuses, my book is more difficult, how am I, how am I... Actually, I am a little frustrated.

Because the dark moon wants to give it to others, the pressure is even more like a mountain.

I tell you that it is not a pity to seek sympathy.

I just feel that no matter what, everyone who reads is a person worthy of my serious explanation, even if it exposes his fragility.

Yes, I have to face it.

I also want to explain to everyone that I am not trying to do what I can. But some things come suddenly and are not within the plan. I didn’t expect the script work to come suddenly and ask me to refuse? That is impossible. I have always wanted my own work.

Because I don't want it to become unrecognizable on the day it appears. Even if it changes, I have to adapt it myself.

If I hadn't persisted like this, many film and television dramas would have come out long ago.

I just explain to everyone that some things have long exceeded the four words of doing things within your ability, and are obsessions in your heart.

There is another chapter of 2,000 words later.

At least I don’t owe any debts today. I don’t want the number of words I owe to accumulate, so I try my best to find the status.

I have to start exercising and get rid of this drowsiness.
Chapter completed!