The "dwarf" couldn't describe his current mood.

He seems to have many reasons to block others.

Don't, don't become a tree, a dull and indifferent tree.

A tree whose heart cannot beat.

However, he had no reason to stop them because there seemed to be no better choice.

But no matter what, he couldn't imagine himself turning into a tree. He touched his chest and felt the beating rhythm of his heart.

So agile, as if a flame is burning.

The "little man" looked at the distant figure and disappeared into the ripples of red light.

Although I couldn't hear it, I seemed to hear the sound of water sweeping and splashing in my ears.

At this moment, he finally spoke the words he had hidden in his heart for a long time.

"Is this really the Kingdom of God?"

At this time, the curtain next to him was suddenly opened, revealing the face of a little girl.

She also saw the scene just now and said with some worry.

"Are they going to turn into big trees too?"

"Those big trees don't like to talk to me. They are different from before. They used to like to joke with me and even give me things."

After a while, the girl said again.

"They say we'll all end up like that."

"Either, become a fish or an insect."

The "dwarf" seemed to want to say, it won't be like this.

But in the end, nothing was said.

Just like he didn't know how to stop the two former crew members just now, he didn't know how to answer the girl now. He wanted to stop or change, but he was unable to stop or change.

Under the cruel laws of this world, whether he is an ordinary person or the second officer of the Platinum Cruiser, he seems so insignificant.

The "dwarf" suddenly remembered his childhood.

He seemed to be as powerless as now. He could only watch Nasha go away little by little, but could do nothing.

The "dwarf" looked into the girl's eyes and said suddenly.

"I'm sorry, Nasha."

"I really think this is the kingdom of God, the kind of kingdom of God we want..."

The girl asked him: "Why do you say sorry?"

But the "dwarf" lowered his head in front of the girl: "Because I can never do anything, I can only let this world take away everything and plunder everything."

He closed his eyes and fully displayed the weakness that he did not dare to show in front of others: "Why do we come here? This world is still so cruel. Where is the Kingdom of God we are looking for?"

The girl touched the dwarf's head. She had grown taller recently, even taller than the "dwarf".

Because of this, she became more like the Nasha in the eyes of the "dwarf".

"Don't be afraid, everything will be fine."

"Mom will protect us and we will be fine."

Before that, she also chanted these words and prayed for those who were in pain.

Her accent is also a bit weird, the word "mother" sounds a bit difficult to pronounce, and coupled with her longing and pious look, it's like she is chanting the name of some god.

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this day.

On the simple bed, the female ship doctor who had been enduring torture looked like she was no longer alive.

The ship's doctor is a person who always takes care of himself very well, with a high ponytail and decent clothes, even on a ship at sea.

She also secretly takes witchcraft medicine to maintain her beauty, but she never tells others.

On board the Platinum.

She is very popular with the crew and everyone enjoys being around her.

Although some people like to tease her about oral pleasure, everyone respects her and protects her.

Privately, she is even called the Platinum Flower.

Flowers are symbols of gods, and this title is already the highest.

It seems that she is the goddess of the crew on this ship.

But at this moment, her face was withered, exuding a foul odor, and her body was covered with rotten skin and malignant sores.

Don't say it's someone else who wants to hold their nose and gag.

Even she herself hated herself extremely at this moment.

People gathered around her and looked at her with regret.

"what to do?"

"It's too serious."

"well……"

She had been speechless before and couldn't even eat.

But at this moment, she was gradually able to speak and seemed to have strength.

She didn't look at anyone else, but stood up slightly and looked straight at the mirror on the table.

But after taking a look, she immediately lay down quickly, curled up into a ball, and did not dare to look at the mirror again.

She said shivering as if she had seen the most terrifying nightmare in the world.

"that's not me."

"Don't look at me, don't look at me."

"Don't look at me."

She held her face with her dry hands, but accidentally pulled out a lot of hair.

In an instant, she looked at her own hair, tears streaming from the corners of her eyes.

She loves beauty and seems unable to accept her current appearance. To her, the eyes of everyone are more terrifying than the poisonous sun in the sky.

"Don't stand around, don't you know that standing around makes people breathless?"

"Stand further away, further away."

At this time, the "dwarf" heard the news and came over and drove everyone away.

"Nasha" who was following him saw the female ship doctor's tears, and her expression seemed to become very sad for a moment.

"Nasha" carefully covered the female ship's doctor with her own blanket. It was a precious gift given to her by the "dwarf", a very large blanket.

It was enough to wrap the female ship's doctor completely, even covering her face.

The little girl squatted down and lay beside the bed. She didn't know what to say, she just looked into the eyes of the female ship doctor.

The female ship's doctor looked at the blanket that completely covered her, and looked at the girl with gratitude in her eyes.

She also knew that she was going to die.

She looked at the little girl and murmured.

"It doesn't seem bad to become a tree."

"You don't have to do anything every day, and you don't have to think about it. You just stand there and feel free to relax."

"But if I become a tree man, I don't want that tumor-like face. I want it to be a flower, like a rainbow tree."

"Ah, the flowers of the rainbow tree are so beautiful."

"In this way, everyone who sees me will praise me just like I did before."

"It's a pity that I can't even turn into a tree, I can only die."

"It seems not bad to die."

The female ship doctor's eyes were confused and her words were a little confused.

"Oh, right."

"There is no way for me to die. I will turn into a fish, a bug, or something extremely disgusting."

"It's not bad to turn into a fish, at least it's better than an insect."

"Damn it, why can't you just die?"

Listening to the words of the female ship's doctor, the "dwarf" seemed to be unable to stand it anymore.
To be continued...