Chapter 141 The beginning of transformation
In the end, Zhou Weimin and Zuo Aiguo and his wife did not twist Xiaoyu, so they nodded in agreement, with the condition that the school would not be delayed in any case. As for finding Xiaojun, national tycoons including D, they all informed each other of their familiar local leaders and military to help search nationwide. This is also the reason why Li Xue, a mother, was temporarily relieved.
Zhou Weimin and Zuo Aiguo even transferred some soldiers who had been trained by Xiaojun from the Tianjing Military Region to various counties and cities near Tianjing to look for traces of Xiaojun.
Although they were looking for needles in a haystack, everyone still had some confidence in the secret techniques of Han Hu brothers and sisters. Besides, Xiaojun is not a child. He may just hide out for purity and purity, and maybe he will come back in a while. Everyone who didn't know the real reason was not very worried.
"Do you should have known Xiaoying?" Xiaoyu asked Shuang'er while taking care of her clothes.
"Don't you blame her?"
"Oh, I can understand the pain of falling in love with someone but not being by his side. Now is not the time to consider us. I don't think Xiaoying wants to wait alone at home, put her heart in mind. I think she also hopes to find Xiaojun in person. Let's ask her." Xiaoyu sighed and said frankly.
Shuang'er walked to Xiaoyu's side, took the initiative to get close to her for the first time, and held her hand and said, "This is you, Zhou Xiaoyu, I admire you. Jiang Qingying and I were wrong because we couldn't help but fall in love with Xiaojun and inserted it between you two. After finding him, I will leave and will not appear in your life again."
"I don't think about the future now, so I'd better find Xiaojun first. As for the matter between the four of us, I'd better wait until I find him to deal with it." Xiaoyu said with a dim expression. It is indeed Ru Shuang'er said that being with an extremely excellent man and having a good relationship with a woman is the most difficult to deal with.
When Xiaoyu and Jiang Qingying met again, they were a little embarrassed. Since their breakup that day, the information about finding Xiaojun has been passed on through Shuang'er, and the two have never met again.
Jiang Qingying, who has returned to normal state, saw her former friend, and she was indeed such an awkward identity today, and she didn't know how to say hello to Xiaoyu.
"Xiaoying, what happened that day was not my purpose of coming to you today. I came here to tell you that Shuang'er and I were going to go out to find Xiaojun and would like to say hello to you." Xiaoyu first spoke generously. When she saw Jiang Qingying's haggard face as she was, she felt a little sad.
"Ah! Can you take me with me? I want to go there too, Xiaoyu, I have no other meaning, I just want to see him as soon as possible. After finding him, I will not be entangled with you. After a while, I will follow my dad to Shanghai, and I will also transfer to school at the school." Jiang Qingying said anxiously when she heard this news.
"Don't think about that matter now. How to deal with it? After we find Xiaojun, we will sit down and solve it together. Since you want to find him, please get Uncle Jiang's approval as soon as possible. We will set off tomorrow morning." Xiaoyu replied calmly. In a few days, she has matured a lot. After experiencing such a thing, there is no way for people to immature.
Jiang's mother did not agree to her daughter's girls just going out like this. She was worried about her safety. In the end, Jiang, who knew her daughter's thoughts, nodded and agreed to Jiang Qingying's request. Before parting, Jiang said to her daughter: "Xiaoying, dad doesn't want to interfere with your choice. The road under her feet is your own choice. No matter what path you choose, dad will support you. But one thing is, if you really choose to continue, there will be many problems you will face. Maybe it is a difficult problem that you cannot predict at all. Do you know?"
"Dad, thank you, I love him, this cannot be changed, but who can explain the future clearly? Maybe first love will be bitter." Jiang Qingying naturally did not let her family know what happened that day, otherwise it would be turned upside down.
"My daughter has grown up, dad respects your own choices, but you have to remember that no matter when, dad is your strong backing. If that bastard really hurts you, dad will never bypass him and will definitely vent his anger for you."
Jiang's words made Jiang Qingying's defense collapse instantly and she was moved. She threw herself into her arms and cried in a low voice. At this time, the father's arms were the harbor that her daughter needed the most.
Early the next morning, Han Hu, Shuang'er, Xiaoyu and Jiang Qingying's troops split into two groups. Han Hu drove north to the northeast to look for Xiaojun, while Xiaoyu and the other two went west.
If Han Hu did not find Xiaojun in the northeast, he would go south along the coastline, and Xiaoyu would walk along the west and then turn south. The routes on both sides were preparing to search around the whole of China.
This was just the initial idea. Whether the four of them made an appointment or not, they would call Xiaoyu's home to communicate with each other every other time.
Not to mention Han Hu, Xiaoyu and the other two drove Xiaojun's BMW all the way to Inner Mongolia. Shuang'er hesitated and frequently used thousands of miles to track and sense Xiaojun. She was very energy-consuming and not very good at driving skills. Xiaoyu took over the driving task. Fortunately, the Inner Mongolia grassland was sparsely populated, so novices like Xiaoyu got the best opportunity to practice. Similarly, Jiang Qingying also learned to drive within one day. The three women drove in turn, and the car was driving on most of the land in Inner Mongolia for a moment.
And where is Xiaojun, who has disappeared for many days, at this time?
Since he vomited blood and released his depression that day, Xiaojun decided to leave Tianjing. He had no goal where he went, and he only had a few hundred yuan he usually brought with him when he went out. Fortunately, Xiaojun has a super self-sufficiency ability. Even if he had no money, he would not starve to death, especially in the wild, which was simply his natural living space.
Moving forward without any goals, I came to the grasslands in Inner Mongolia. The grasslands were sparsely populated in winter. On the first day I walked into the grassland, Xiaojun caught a heavy snow. If I hadn't happened to meet a herdsman, Xiaojun, who was in extremely poor mental state, might have been submerged in the grassland by the heavy snow.
When the herder Ham first saw the young man in front of him, he was shocked seriously. The young man had no trace of vitality, giving people the feeling of being a twilight old man, dead.
After staying at Uncle Ham's house for two days and avoiding the wind and snow, Xiaojun offered to say goodbye and secretly put down 200 yuan to show his gratitude.
"Hi, young man." Xiaojun had just taken a few steps when Uncle Ham's cry came from behind. Turning back, Uncle Ham had already come closer.
"Young man, we met by chance. I don't even know your name. But after observing these two days, I can see that you must have encountered something extremely sad and was in a very bad mood. Young man, after hearing the uncle's advice, look at this day, look at this place, look at this prairie, how broad and vast. Don't miss the more meaningful things under the broad sky because of the little sad thing in your heart. A person's mind should be as vast as the grassland, so that he can live a meaningful life." Uncle Ham turned around and left after saying this.
In the days that followed, Xiaojun deeply felt the hospitality of the people on the grassland. Everyone gave Xiaojun a warm help that was the best of his ability. Every time he walked a distance, Xiaojun inevitably needed to stay at the herdsmen's homes. In such a cold winter, there was no cover at all, and even Xiaojun's super strong wild survival ability would be of no help.
Looking at the smiling faces on every herder's face, even the herders who lack winter reserves at home live happily without worrying about the decreasing food.
Whenever I leave the herdsman's house, the smiles make Xiaojun feel quite warm. When I recall Uncle Ham's words, I look up at the sky and look at the endless grassland. Yes, the natural bondage has not made these simple grassland herders lose their optimistic attitude towards life. I have just experienced a little rubbing and the complexity of emotions. I treat life negatively. Can't I even be as open-minded as the herdsmen on the grassland?
The layers of locks in my heart suddenly disappeared. Yes, when people live, they must be broad-minded and learn a free and open-minded attitude towards life, and live a fulfilling life every day given to them by God, and they cannot waste their time.
The opening of the knot in his heart caused Xiaojun to undergo earth-shaking changes, no longer a lifeless look. Originally, Xiaojun thought that he would suddenly disappear in front of his family, and they would definitely be worried. He wanted to embark on the way back, but the faces of Xiaoyu, Shuang'er and Xiaoying appeared in his mind. Will they forgive themselves? Are they still hating themselves? They really have no face to go back to face them.
Although the knot in his heart was opened, the emotional misunderstanding still made Xiaojun stop going home, find a town, and identify the direction. Xiaojun found that he had actually arrived at the edge of the western grassland for more than a month. He thought of Hidden, Meditation Mantra, Tibet, and Potala Palace. Maybe he should go there to see the legendary holy land of Tibetans.
In the past month, Xiaojun passed through the grassland, learned something, and had an open-minded and free attitude towards life. If someone familiar with him saw Xiaojun now, he would find that his current state had changed a lot, and the eyes revealed in his eyes became deeper. If it was the first time he saw Xiaojun, what he came to him would bring you was the first feeling that this person gave people was generous. If you looked closely, you would find that you could not see through the whole person at all, especially the eyes, which were as vast as the grassland, as deep as the sea, and as vast as the sky.
After picking up the phone again and again, Xiaojun still didn't have the courage to dial the phone at home. He didn't know if his parents knew about the day. If he didn't know, how would he explain the disappearance during this period? If he knew, how would he face it?
Finally, Xiaojun thought for a long time and sent a letter to his home without a reply address. There was only one sentence in the letter, "I'm fine, don't worry, don't look for me for the time being, I will go back naturally when the time comes."
On the other hand, the search for Xiaojun continued, not only Xiaoyu and the other two men. All the towns near Tianjing had almost experienced a census. When the soldiers trained under Xiaojun heard that the instructor disappeared, they all showed a 200% attitude and did not let go of the careful search of each town.
Officials and generals from all over the country who were asked to help find the Xiaojun also worked hard, but they still found nothing.
At this time, Shuang'er, Xiaoyu, Jiang Qingying and Han Hu gathered together and searched for Xiaojun's whereabouts in the grassland. Because two weeks ago, Xiaoyu and the other three met Uncle Ham, who had been accidentally hitting in the grassland, and were warmly entertained by Uncle Ham. While chatting, Uncle Ham mentioned that he had met an outsider like Xiaoyu and the other three some time ago.
Through Uncle Ham's description, Xiaoyu and the other two had confirmed that the young man who was dead in Uncle Ham's eyes was Xiaojun. After searching for so long, due to the limitations of the distance tracking of thousands of miles, there was no news about Xiaojun at all. Suddenly, they got the news about Xiaojun at this moment, and were all very excited. Han Hu also met with the three of them and searched together.
After spending more than a month together, Xiaoyu and the three girls had deeper and deeper feelings. They ate and lived together every day. At the beginning, the embarrassment caused by that incident disappeared. Now the three girls are deliberately avoiding the topic about that matter. The deeper the relationship, the less everyone thinks about that matter, and when they think about it, it will make each other unable to face it normally.
With the news about Xiaojun, the motivation for several people to find is getting more and more. School has been in operation for a few days. Xiaoyu and Jiang Qingying are still unwilling to go back and insist on finding Xiaojun.
Finally, after learning that the family had received Xiaojun's letter, they heard the content of the letter. The three girls understood the meaning of Xiaojun's letter. He had not adjusted his mentality yet and would not come back, nor would he see the three of them.
Chapter completed!