On the roof of the building in the early morning, the cool breeze kept blowing. Liu Jun stood on the roof, who had not slept all night like on weekends. He seemed to feel a little cold. People who stayed up late for a long time would always feel cold in this morning. So Liu Jun tightened his clothes and fixed the position of the denim jacket on his body with his hands crossed and his elbows.

Standing opposite Liu Jun on the weekend, he was still the policeman who was meticulously tucked in his pants in his shirt, and he had an unshakable frame on his body.

"You... came so fast, I didn't think about how to say a lot of things."

The sun was hanging high in the air. In the whole picture, Zhouzhang and Liu Jun seemed to be two people standing at both ends of the sun. Their figures were so similar. At that time, Liu Jun said this, his attitude was the same as the boy who saw the weekend, and his tone did not change at all. However, in the eyes of Zhouzhang, Liu Jun had completely changed at this time.

He began to understand why Liu Jun worked hard.

"I'm not in a hurry."

As the case developed to this stage, the weekend had already anticipated everything that would happen next, and he had an almost extreme sensitivity to human nature.

"I killed Kim Tae-hee."

Liu Jun's voice came out a little cowardly, but after this sentence on the weekend, he made a very quick addition: "This is the reason why you have arranged all your time and kept working to keep yourself idle for a second, right?"

In Freud's theory of "self, self, and superego", this phenomenon has been fully explained. Why do people experience psychological pressure after committing crimes? The reasons can be found in Freud's theory, and are closely related to the three attributes of "self, self, and superego". The self can be understood as the beast self, which is the nature that remains in the process of human evolution from a wild beast into a smart creature. The original sin that can be understood as the idea of ​​money, lust, lust, greed, jealousy, etc., are all manifestations of the "self"; the superego is a model personality formed after the construction of human society and the emergence of moral norms. This personality will make people sacrifice themselves to save others in a difficult situation, or this personality is simply a moral barrier in the heart of people; while the self is a trade-off between the two.

Without self, that person is not a human. It is a saint or a god. Without superego, human is just a beast. If the self and the superego exist at the same time, the human spiritual world will become a battlefield full of conflicts and cannot be relieved, and no one can bear this torture. Only the intervention of the self can ease this emotion. Because there is a very important nature in the self that is "just live by the way", which is also one of human nature.

So, when can the id not balance the conflict between the self and the superego?

When the inner frame is completely washed away and the bottom line is completely smoothed.

"Did Kim Tae-hee call you after being beaten by Han Jung-min?"

This was a speculation on the weekend. He felt that since Ruan Kyung would throw Kim Tae-hee down in a nightclub, something that had to be dealt with must have happened. In this case, Kim Tae-hee would not be able to pull Ruan Kyung back. So, who else can save her in Korea? The gangster who broke her legs by her? The mighty Yan So-yeol who was ruined by her collusion with Vietnamese? Or other classmates who have been offended?

No, none of them!

She had to call Yoo Jun, and Kim Tae-hee was sure of him.

"yes."

Liu Jun let go of one hand and rubbed the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand close to his thumb: "Kim Tae-hee called and told me that someone had been beaten and asked me to save her."

"What were you doing at that time?" asked more on the weekend.

“Make fruit trays in nightclubs.”

"Near the airport?"

Liu Jun nodded.

That's how it happened. Kim Tae-hee called Yoo Jun, but still didn't let go of Kim Tae-hee, Yoo Jun rushed to the nightclub in South Korea with a fruit knife in his arms. He was all intent on saving Kim Tae-hee. He couldn't let go, so he went back to numb himself with endless work. Just so happened that he had to work. In this case, Yoo Jun chose to close his heart and punish Kim Tae-hee after betrayal, and chose to take on everything alone...

He loves that beautiful girl, and only when he loves so deeply can the next thing happen.

"Kim Tae-hee was beaten very hard. I originally wanted to take her to the hospital..."

"Why did it turn into a murder?"

Looking at Liu Jun's eyes over the weekend, when he recalled Liu Jun's appearance in his questioning, he recalled those embarrassing behaviors, those constant physical movements, as well as the interval between sentences and the sentence "If you find her, please tell me."

Liu Jun is simply making the final struggle!

He can't afford to...

"When, I helped her stand up..." Liu Jun began to stutter for no reason: "The corners of her mouth were broken, and even walking was a problem. But she kept scolding, 'I want to kill them, I want to kill those bastards of them!', that crazy look made me stunned. This is not Kim Tae-hee I love. Why did she become like this?"

"My heart is cold."

"She didn't seem to have thought about asking me how I've been doing these days..."

"There is no gratitude from friends after helping each other. I don't understand why she didn't apologize to me at all."

Liu Jun was looking for reasons for himself. This was definitely not what he thought at the time. He was very sure of this on the weekend.

After a person makes a mistake that makes him regret extremely, he will connect the whole thing through various possible connections and misinterpret many things to explain his unusual behavior. Do you still remember what the protagonist of the campus shooting said? He said that they have no friends and were ridiculed in school!

Everyone will find all kinds of reasons to make themselves comfortable when mistakes occur. They don’t do their homework because they hate studying and think that what the teacher teaches in class is useless; they cannot complete sales tasks because they are weak in this world, and no one is willing to help themselves with sincerity; they betray the people around them to get a position because a general succeeds and has thousands of bones. There are countless such cases in history!

"What's the point of this - he - mom!"

It was a swearing on the weekend. If Yoo Jun rushed up and beat the dog man and woman after seeing Kim Tae-hee kissing at the campus gate, he might applaud and applaud on the weekend. But even though he knew that this woman was a scumbag, you were still choosing to use your own self to balance the gap between yourself and the superego to ruin your life's mistake. Except for the saying that there must be something hateful to the poor, you can't say anything on the weekend. (To be continued.)
Chapter completed!