Chapter 42 shudder
Many people in this world have had fantasies about killing when they were young, such as killing off their annoying teachers, their classmates, and even disgusting bosses. However, people with normal values and universal education can distinguish what fantasy is and what reality is. These will only be regarded as imagination venting, or find alternatives in the game. ←,. In contrast, serial killers who experienced psychological distortions between the ages of six and thirteen, who lived under extremely tense pressure for a long time, and BTK was abused by their stepfathers and abominable family environment. In this case, as long as there are appropriate incentives to inspire the evil in their hearts, a disaster will come.
"I held back."
Ted's narration here, his wide eyes and expressionless face reminded the weekend of the zombies' expressions in American comics. They have the same hollowness, but in that hollowness, there seems to be huge destructive energy brewing. Anyone who has seen it can feel that this energy will be unimaginable once it bursts out.
"I'm still a child and I resisted the unfairness given by my parents."
"In those years, my world changed a little, and I began to focus on anything that could calm people down. I listened to classical music, watched "The Old Man and the Sea", and enjoyed art movies... Asian face, as a policeman, you must not know why serial killers were silent for a while after committing the crime, but when I first saw a similar movie, I understood it."
This question never seemed to be considered on the weekend. What exactly is the gap between serial killers in killing?—h—i—t!
Who would think about these things??!!
"I can tell you that the reason why serial killers choose to remain silent after the killing is because they need time to slowly digest everything they get. Can you understand why the 'changing-state' in the mouths of those psychologists are always withdrawn? Because no serial killer will let others share the most memorable things, even if he just recalls in his mind and has other people in the real space, it is not enough."
Ted turned the topic back and continued: "I finally got through college. When I had the opportunity to leave that house and leave this country, I was so excited that I didn't sleep well all night. That was my freedom."
Every perverted killer is good at fantasy before exposing his nature. They will focus on this in the miserable childhood. Slowly, fantasy will become an indispensable part of their lives. They will know too much and too many good things before something happens. College is enough to fit these beautiful places, youth, love, and the formation of values. It is the happiest day in life, but once things go against their wishes, this sense of gap will completely collapse.
For Lambert's analysis, weekend agreed that once a person is willing to regard fantasy as a part of his life, the guy has not yet pursued a creative career. Then, he has only two choices, either continue to daydream under the impact of fantasy day after day; or, turn all this into...
"My college time is not exciting at all. Even though I was admitted to the most famous university in the UK with excellent results and won the full prize, at the opening ceremony of the freshman, I was still drunk by those who regarded myself as seniors and fell into a coma." Ted lowered his head, and although there was no expression on his face, he could still feel ashamed on the weekend: "The next day..."
Crack!
The sound of teeth dislocation clearly penetrated into the weekend's ears, and the gritting sound proved that Ted was still full of hatred when he remembered these things.
"the next day……"
He said it again.
"The next day, a joke appeared on the lawn of the school. A boy from the United States was lying on the lawn for people to watch. I have to thank that there were no mobile phones that could take photos and videos in that era. However, he was woken up by the police in front of all the teachers and students of the school in a hangover coma, and then he was taken into the police car with his hands covered... that feeling was definitely not good for a newcomer!"
This weekend I can understand that Ted is a guy who was instilled by his parents since childhood that "will be a great person when he grows up." The pride he cultivated in that high-level family environment has been deeply rooted in his heart. In this case, a psychological construction is not complete. It is conceivable that the student who has just entered the university has suffered this blow, not to mention that this may become a topic of discussion throughout the school.
"hey-hey……"
A dry laugh came over. Ted said in a dark voice like the protagonist in the thriller: "From that day, I have a nickname ts."
“too-small(too small)…”
I don’t know why I blurted out this word on the weekend, but when I looked up at Ted again, he found that the other party had gritted his teeth in his eyes!
Many serial killers have physiological defects, and these things will be hidden in their worlds. After being discovered, the shame and anger will never be imagined by outsiders.
"You're right."
Ted twitched the corners of his mouth twice in embarrassment. These two unconscious twitches made him feel cold and cold on the weekend.
"But I have my charm."
"From that time, a legend about me spread throughout the school. Later, my nickname became my early morning (erectile) little finger. I don't care. Really, I don't care at all, my mother's!!"
call!
On the weekend, I felt a fire suddenly ignited from Ted's body, and his face also twisted, and I could see clearly the folds at the corners of my eyes and the middle of my eyebrows.
"I can fight all this, I can change myself with my superior living conditions, I can wear the best custom suits in the UK, live in a single apartment, and get the best academic results, and these praises can make me forget the rumors and contempt that conveyed almost every look."
Ted stood up straight and tidied up his suit with his free hands: "I learned to be elegant, to make myself elegant, and tolerate waiting for a girl who doesn't care about the rumors to start to be attracted by my appearance and slowly start to get closer."
If the relationship goes well, Ted gets comfort from his new relationship, maybe he won't be what he is now.
"But when I first had close contact with my lover who was belatedly half a year after I arrived in the UK, I heard the joke that I couldn't stand the most!"
Ted began to be lucky. As the breath rose, his chest began to bulge, and his whole body said as if he was about to explode completely: "She actually kissed her and we hugged each other in the sunset by the Rhine River together, and asked me, 'You are not really the little finger of the morning, are you?'!"
This idiot.
The fate of this girl can be imagined on the weekend, because this sentence is a ‘sex-invitation’ for ordinary people. A competitive man will never admit defeat in this regard. This joke and compliment after the matter can make men feel comfortable after a big reversal, just like Liverpool reversed AC Milan in the Champions League final, and he fought from 0:3 to 3:3 to win the championship. But... for Ted's real little finger, he still had a psychological distortion of the little finger, which was simply the fatal blow.
There must be a cause for the outbreak of serial killers. The cause may be a small thing in life, but this must be a landslide in their hearts, suppressing it to the crazy outbreak that cannot be suppressed.
"You frowned." Ted said after discovering the small details on his face on weekends, "I killed her as you imagined."
Ted began to calm down: "I pushed her down, picked up a stone and smashed it into her mouth. At that time, I just wanted to do this until the blood flowed all over the floor. I didn't stop. I don't know when her eyes were smashed, her black hair was stained with blood, and her skull was smashed with 'flashing' sound, and I stopped."
"Go to you-mom-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Catherine finally couldn't help but start scolding, and happened to want to scold this on the weekend.
This story has clearly begun to make people think about the better, but the kiss in the sunset a second ago turned directly into a bloody crime scene a second later!
Honey!
Catherine began to retreat. When she tilted her head, her skin rubbed against the sharp edge of the scalpel. The skin on her neck was neatly cut, as if a piece of skin was raised. Then the blood filled all the gaps between the skin, left along the beginning of the wound, and finally condensed into blood drops at the collarbone socket.
"calm!!"
The weekend shouted: "Ted, you haven't finished everything yet. Remember what I told you before? If you don't say everything, psychologists will slander you at will with their imagination!"
This scene was so shocking that he almost lost three souls and seven spirits on the weekend. He was so afraid that Ted could not stop the car after seeing blood, so he wiped Catherine's neck.
"Why aren't you arrested?"
The weekend changed the topic: "There are also very professional institutions in the UK, and Scotland Yard also needs to give an explanation to the public for such a thing, right?"
Ted moved the scalpel in his hand a little outward. He could feel the touch just now, but because of his position, he couldn't see the blood. He also thought that the excitement of the weekend was just because Catherine rubbed the blade.
"Because I'm smart. Before the date, I chose a place with few people. It's not that I've got a murderer, but that I don't want people to see my privacy." Ted looked at the ceiling of the room: "I sank the body wrapped in stones to the bottom of the Rhine River, and threw the bloody soil into the river. Finally, I dug a hole in the original place and poured water. I remember very clearly that my thoughts at that time were that even if I discovered this place, I would feel that the playful child was messing around with the water."
This is a kind of talent for crime, and some people are born with this talent.
"However, I regret not leaving anything on the dead like in those movies. Do you remember the TV series you watched? "Bloodthirsty Forensic". The serial killer left souvenirs from the dead is not a spoil, but when you recall that memory during the interval, you can take out those things, even if it's just a touch."
Chapter completed!